Tuesday, June 29, 2010
跌倒了,扫一扫灰尘,再站起来
Never expect that I would lost control this morning and I just teared. Horrible, I wonder why am I so weak. Guess boss heard me, thank god she cant see me. But well guess I told her what I been feeling and all she can say is : I wish I can turn back the clock and have this conversation with you earlier on.
I think thats really.I don't know what to say. All i know is she had put words right back into my mouth, stating I have said this and that which is not true. I have to correct her.
Anyway a fact is a fact, it won't change. I have totally lost the trust in her. After what has happen how do you expect me to trust her anymore.
May the lord continue to guide me.
Its a bad fall but I know I can stand up again. I tell myself its just a job. I dont like it i can always find a new job. A job is just a job. I am blessed that I am still alive, still kicking around.
A loss might not be a loss. Its is a blessing to me. I know...
I think thats really.I don't know what to say. All i know is she had put words right back into my mouth, stating I have said this and that which is not true. I have to correct her.
Anyway a fact is a fact, it won't change. I have totally lost the trust in her. After what has happen how do you expect me to trust her anymore.
May the lord continue to guide me.
Its a bad fall but I know I can stand up again. I tell myself its just a job. I dont like it i can always find a new job. A job is just a job. I am blessed that I am still alive, still kicking around.
A loss might not be a loss. Its is a blessing to me. I know...
Monday, June 28, 2010
In remembrance
surpise, that people leave me blessings of birthday wishes in my FB. Thanks folks ya.. Didn't expect it...
Just a ordinary day for me. However Pastor mentioned on Sunday about celebration in remembrance. Why did God want us to pray since he alreayd know what we want. He delights us in remembering him.
Guess now I am full of thoughts about what to say to Boss tomorrow. Pray about it and thought about. Anyway it has got to besettled sooner or later.
Also I am full of thoughts of some other stuff too. kind of messy head now. May the lord leads me and guides me, may the holdy spirt speaks to me, give me divine appointments, qarah.
Lord, give me success from today onwards, give me the wisdom, and guide me and teach me. Let me find favour in all people. Nothing is impossible for you lord.
Just a ordinary day for me. However Pastor mentioned on Sunday about celebration in remembrance. Why did God want us to pray since he alreayd know what we want. He delights us in remembering him.
Guess now I am full of thoughts about what to say to Boss tomorrow. Pray about it and thought about. Anyway it has got to besettled sooner or later.
Also I am full of thoughts of some other stuff too. kind of messy head now. May the lord leads me and guides me, may the holdy spirt speaks to me, give me divine appointments, qarah.
Lord, give me success from today onwards, give me the wisdom, and guide me and teach me. Let me find favour in all people. Nothing is impossible for you lord.
Tuesday, June 22, 2010
Shall start life anew
guess now I need to pick up the pieces and try to start life anew. Hopefuly i dont face any more disappointments again. If i do fall down again, I just got to crawl up and walk again.
The lord is my strength now....... next tuesdsay I shall have a closure. I pray is not a nasty birthday pressie for me. Anyway how bad can it be, since I already receive a bad one already right..
don't wish to be reminded of birthay but people reminded me.
Taking abt this, i was so super blur. SJ is so sweet, bought a cake for me when we went to Daphne's house last saturday. Blur me happen to walk into the kitchen to get some water. When daphne and SJ saw me, one of them say something like : Aiya........
Didn't pay any notice, i remember i still tell daphne: Eh why didn't tell me earlier.. ( i tot the cake is for her boy or girl )
then it turn out its for me when they sang the song.................my goodness I am so blur..
really thanks this bunch of gals for the pleasant surprise... if I tell TS , she is going to laught at me for sure. She always say I am super blur.
The lord is my strength now....... next tuesdsay I shall have a closure. I pray is not a nasty birthday pressie for me. Anyway how bad can it be, since I already receive a bad one already right..
don't wish to be reminded of birthay but people reminded me.
Taking abt this, i was so super blur. SJ is so sweet, bought a cake for me when we went to Daphne's house last saturday. Blur me happen to walk into the kitchen to get some water. When daphne and SJ saw me, one of them say something like : Aiya........
Didn't pay any notice, i remember i still tell daphne: Eh why didn't tell me earlier.. ( i tot the cake is for her boy or girl )
then it turn out its for me when they sang the song.................my goodness I am so blur..
really thanks this bunch of gals for the pleasant surprise... if I tell TS , she is going to laught at me for sure. She always say I am super blur.
The old is still the best
就是那么死心眼。喜欢就是喜欢没有理由没有原因。所以，还是恢复博客之前的样貌 :)
you can say i am fickle minded but truely I still like this the best haha. Anyway i guess once I like something is hard for me to change my heart. good or bad I dont know.
you can say i am fickle minded but truely I still like this the best haha. Anyway i guess once I like something is hard for me to change my heart. good or bad I dont know.
Sunday, June 20, 2010
Saturday, June 19, 2010
June 18th
June 18th marks the last day of me not happy... Think I have turn vulgar for the past few days. yup even my fren was shocked that I used the word bitch this morning while talking to her over at msn.
TS was also saying I learn the bad things from her that is I start to be vulgar, with all the F words. This is not me alright.
I guess I shocked them and I was really pissed and upset and disappointed.,
anyway I thought about it, I can continue to be unhappy and curse and swear and this will still continue.. So I should learn to let go and be happy.
Most important of all is God is with me all the time. He see my heart and has prepared a feasting table for me, turning my situations around. No weapons form against me shall propser . Amen n Amen...
The incidents that happen has just tell me to be more cautious in future and well guess I will still continue to be gracious and generous to people for its a blessing to bless people. Except this time round I should pray first before I bless and if I have the peace to do so....
Welcome June 19th and lord I thank you for preparing the feasting table for me..
TS was also saying I learn the bad things from her that is I start to be vulgar, with all the F words. This is not me alright.
I guess I shocked them and I was really pissed and upset and disappointed.,
anyway I thought about it, I can continue to be unhappy and curse and swear and this will still continue.. So I should learn to let go and be happy.
Most important of all is God is with me all the time. He see my heart and has prepared a feasting table for me, turning my situations around. No weapons form against me shall propser . Amen n Amen...
The incidents that happen has just tell me to be more cautious in future and well guess I will still continue to be gracious and generous to people for its a blessing to bless people. Except this time round I should pray first before I bless and if I have the peace to do so....
Welcome June 19th and lord I thank you for preparing the feasting table for me..
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