想念你的歌---张惠春

An old song by Saya, zhang hui chun ,A Mei's sister. I lost this song in my ipod when it crashes a few mths ago.. :(

是否曾经后悔过
那时候扶起说走 就走
是否偶尔想过我
所以埋怨我
每当听你的下落
逞强常常让人无法负荷
躲起来边哭边说 I miss you
还舍不得把你封锁

星光闪烁如何拥有
站在远方才看见星空的轮廓
虽然有时候会寂寞
墙上时钟停格
你说放开手才会快乐
用半生的脉搏写成
想念你的歌

该怎么才能让你懂呢
谁对谁错已经模糊了
忘记了 我们都处理得有点笨拙
已经从来没有像这一次如此爱过
想念常让我无法负荷
常常只有一个念头 i miss you
我的爱情从来没有死掉过

星光闪烁如何拥有
站在远方才看见星空的轮廓
虽然有时候会寂寞
墙上时钟停格
你说放开手才会快乐
用半生的脉搏写成想念你的歌

开始想念

想念朋友。 不知道为什么？ 老了吗？

想念小榆，不知道她好吗？ 又没有她的信息了。 但至少她终于跟妈妈联络了。 好高兴她听我的话，而且还坚持去探访妈妈两次，虽然第一次并不愉快。接下来，希望她好好疗伤，勇敢站起来。

Suddenly start to miss cyn too. Think we two are a love hate frenship haha, （quote from SJ). well frens being so long, will quarrel, make up then reconcile.

Isnt that what happen between the angels too :-) but as we blossom into wonderful ladies we gain understanding of each other more, and we all are not perfect. If you know this person has a certain character trait, you won't pick on that flaw anymore. Why make youself unhappy :-)

还有好些好久没联络的朋友， 也开始想念他们了。 不知道此刻他们过的好不好，在做些什么？值得思念的人，也许在你生活中的某个阶段，扮演着某个重要的角色。

人生好短，好好珍惜你的朋友们吧！

For a girlfren

走过就好,
错过别回头,
放开双手,
带自己离开

也许就如薇说的旁观者清, 我这个旁观者看到的就是一个为自己找借口的人. Gal, 你要勇敢面对事实。 Leave it to Fate, may not work out as you need to make a decision, don't spend time worrying and finding excuses to forgive. Yes you need to forgive but not via this manner.

You want to give another chance but you have doubt, which means you don't have peace at your heart. Remember what I told you, you must have peace in your heart whatever your decision is.

看到你不开心的样子，我好为你难过。

时间会治疗一切，但希望你能快些走出来。加油！！

lalala mood

In a happy mood since 2 Fridays ago because its offical. I do not have to cover my collegue when she is on maternity which is starting next week. Yippie...

I know I sound mean. But really work is at my neck now. I got no more bandwidth. Tried that from Jan till Apr, and tell you I never been so tired before. I already doing my own stuff plus my ex team lead stuff since late last year and no headcount replacement. So give me some more, I am not going to float but drown...

I am glad cos I didn't have to turn down my boss as she didn't approach me Amen.. Previously my collegues were telling me : You think you can escape... Well the likelihood of me covering a certain piece is very very high since I used to be the one doing and I was already covering the person when she was on long medical leave since Jan...

And hmm my boss is going to help me cover my forecast when i am on leave.. cos no one wants to do this forecast piece.. What a irony ha ha.. spend 3 hrs going thru with boss last week and that almost make me have a sore throat... gosh... and she ended up with 6/7 pages of notes. .and till now i still havent add in all the formulas for her easy checking.. hmmmmm I never have this luxury when I take over from my ex team lead . Alot of things I got to figure out and all those automation i got to do it myself lor.

Its ok.... Well at least i get to be on leave .. I really need a break else all of you will see a zombie panda looking Mei.... or maybe a robot??



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Was happy for Xiao Yu too. I was so happy when she ping me last monday. I was concern that I havnet hear from her and blur me forgot to ask for her hp number. And with the typhoon, was wondering where is she. Well she is still upset I know but I am glad she listen to me and visit her mum. Not only that she is persistent, the first time she wasn't too happy with her mum and told herself she will never go and vist her mum again. But I am happy that her mum call her and she decide to vist her again. This time round, not as bad as the 1st time.

lord is good, I am really happy for her. I dont know why when I was trying to comfort her I told her to go visit her mum. I kind of recall one of Joel Osteen sermons I guess or could be my own Pastor sermons... guess its probably Spirt led... am so happy yippee..
I know better things are going to happen to her soon, all waiting for her to claim. fdidn't see her lately... :(

Now I hope Ah bell will be a strong gal too. Think she should be back in the coming week, hope I can try to talk to her some time .. Cos its the dreaded close again.

What is wrong with the place Taiwan. sounds like a sad place.. hmmmmm sorry the events revolving around these 2 ladies are their personal life stories, cannot disclose the details afterall its their story not my story, and I need to respect them.

Something to share

Heard this in Joel Osteen sermons in one of his pod cast. Think the title is "Recognising what battles to fight"

Kind of forgotten this, until Sis Amy (should call her Amy mummy cos she is so motherly :) reminded me of this recently.


25% of the people you meet wouldn't like you and never will
25% won't like you but could be persuaded to
25% will like you but could be persuaded not to and
25% will like you and stand by you no matter what

The best way to answer your critics is by your actions; Stay focused on the main goals that God has put in your heart!

This is a kind reminder to me not to focus too much on the critics that we received. These are like little distractions to us.

Focus instead on the main goals..