Perpetuum Jazzile - Africa (live, HQ)

Very interesting..

Don't understand certain things

There are some thoughts going through my mind lately. I don't understand what, why, how etc etc especially if it involves the complicated human beings. Today's Pastor's sermon kind of englighten me in certain ways.

Don't question why, praise the lord acknowledge him for his love and mercy and he will show me the way, his way for me. My way is not the way, but his way is the way.

Lord I thank you for who I am, for all your mercies and your love me. I do not know what and why the current situation but I do know you are here for me and you will give me the wisdom and show me the way.

Gal be brave

Gal, It saddens me to see you losing so much weight and losing your usual self. I know I am so cruel to you today for being so honest and almost causing you to tear. So sorry gal. But I want you to be happy and go back to being you.

I know deep in your heart you know the answer, but you are just trying to give him more chances. Whatever I said, you already told him and you know what the answer will be. What I told you today merely confirms what you been hiding in your heart.

It pains me to hear you saying sometimes you just feel like signing the letter. But gal, this won't solve the problem, and you know it. I want you to marry as a happy bride and not a sad bride. Since you no longer have the trust and peace in your heart, let go and be happy. If you marry with no trust, your marriage will end up in distrust and arguments and you know what it will lead to. Someone has to step out of this triangular relationship.

I know saying is always easier than doing but I know you can do it.

If he does treasure you, he will do all means to get you back. Talk is always cheap. You done what you can do, his frens done what they can do. The choice is his to take now.

Let go and be free from all this burden. You will find your happiness. Remember what I always tell you: find peace in your heart in all your decisions.

will keep you in my prayers that Abba daddy will give you the wisdom and guidance to lead you everyday.

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其实好想拥抱你,但看到你的泪已经在眼眶里打滚,随时流下来，所以决定还是不要的好。 免得好事的人有了新话题。 只能拍拍你肩膀。加油啊！

You're the one

Didn't realise this song is by Chris Tomlin.

There you go, enjoy... Can's wait for the rest of the series to be shown. Actually I have finished the whole book of Chronicles of Nardia before the 1st movie was shown :P .. Ending a little sad (my personal feel) .. Think I shall go read again, maybe I will have new insignts.

You are the one

I heard Your song coming over the hill
I knew it seemed like the world stood still
You were singin a melody that caught me by surprise
Yeah it sounded familiar to me, like I'd known it all my life

And I keep looking down as I move in closer
My heart is racing now with fear and wonder
Could I come back to You so long on my own
From where I am, I know this is not my home

Chorus
('Cause) You're the one I believe
A king, and friend has always been holding onto me
You're the one that I have seen
Your life and death the endless breath breathing into me

Just the mention of Your name and I know, I know I've found love
'Cause You're the one

High in a hidden world is where You are found
Where every living thing circles around
I find myself again where I used to be
With the rescued ones falling on my knees

Chorus
('Cause) You're the one I believe
A king, and friend has always been holding onto me
You're the one that I have seen
Your life and death the endless breath breathing into me

Just the mention of Your name and I know, I know I've found love
'Cause You're the one

In Your presense there is mercy
In the fear, joy and the tears
It's Your goodness that keeps on, keeps on calling us here
Drawing us near

Chorus
('Cause) You're the one I believe
A king, and friend has always been holding onto me
You're the one that I have seen
Your life and death the endless breath breathing into me

Just the mention of Your name and I know, I know I've found love
'Cause You're the one

happy ,.. not happy?

I dont know..
Treat sj to her belated bday treat on friday.. cut my hair on sat.. was happy with my haircut but cost a bomb my most exp hair cut in my whole life. but its an experience.. hahahah nothing spectular, but its something differnt the way the stylist cut my hair.

Hmm spend $$$ on clothing on sat.. dotn know why just feel like buying clothes. waste $$.

Have a good feast with the gals. Ck, dor, BH. ooh havnet upload the photos yet.. shall upload here. he heheh..

A little piss off earlier today.. Work is always full of ups and downs.. tired go to sleep bah.tomorow is another battle

Secret Garden - Nocturne

Fell in love with Secret Garden when I was in Norway. Now I kind of regret I didnt get the album. Hopefully I can find it locaLly.

This is the song that they won in the Eurovision Song contest in 1995 and they launched their 1st album after this.

check this out

http://www.facebook.com/video/video.php?v=266255140480&ref=share


I was touched watching this, tears forming about to roll down the face .............................. when ................... I realise.... u go watch urself.




感情被欺骗了...... who ask me to be so guiliable.. next time I shall tell u folks the story of me being trusting my dear one and being make fun of..

为什么这样呢?

不了解.身边的朋友为什么都这样不开心呢?

即将结婚的朋友为了家里某些事而难过。 若我是她，同样会难受。我只能为她祈祷，希望她能放下心中的包袱，敞开胸怀，面对家人。 从前所有的误会都该结束了。误会越积越深，演变成现在的局面。

另一个取消了婚礼。佩服她的勇气，不容易但我相信她的决定是对的。婚前的信任都已消失了，哪来的结合。她值得我们尊重。

lots more, but i am too tired now.. am going to bed with a list of prayers that i need to do for quite a number of people. May all of them be surrounded by God's grace and wisdom. Those that are sick are heal, those that are troubled are relieve of this burdening. Let all be at Peace. amen

玩过大风吹的游戏吗?

玩过大风吹的游戏吗?再加上音乐椅的游戏是不是更好玩?

......周遭的事让我有感而发,写上以上句子。两个截然不同的的环境但都有共同点: 有人因此得意，有人因此失意。

Even play the game musical chair and couple with Simon says games. Exciting? Childhood games are fun but not in adult world. Well lately has been seeing the games constantly being play. Now in 2 totally different environments but since it involves humans so the same characteristic is shown.

During this power struggle, some will be happy some will be sad.

What's there to fighto me being happy doing what you like without the fight is more important however sometimes it can be hard to be happy especially when somehow other's decisions affected you. Well I am perfectly fine, not directly involved but somehow is indirectly affected by people's decision. Because I am a small little fly.

I shall stay still and see. Wonder where did all the grace go.. Humans are afterall humans.

The lord says: Be still, know I am lord and I am here.


I always remmber this by heart: Trust in the lord with all your heart and lean not on your understanding. In all ways acknoledge him and he shall guide you Proverbs 3:5-6

Thankful

Actually come to think of it, I am favored. Why? Cos I say I wanna go on PTO, take a break out of SG, choose a timing. Went down to a agency saw got this XXX holiday,call SJ and book.

All done without even asking boss for permission, without comparing other agencies rates, without xxx xxx xx. Serious, thats was just how I did it. The rest leave it to the lord. Thankfully boss allows my leave (afterall its not close period). Really thankful she helps to do my forecast else forever I won't be able to take leave cos non close period = forecast/submission, who is going to do this for me since nobody wants to take on this task ??

(Think I must be the only one who is dumb enough who say yes when boss ask if I wanna take up this challenge)

Anyway, really I am blessed with a good tour leader. He totally change my opinion of a tour leader's duties. In the past those trips that I have gone and with a tour leader from sg, I have the "why should I give u tips" mindset cos they don't do anything extra.But this one is really good, reads up, gives information, making sure we are all comfortable, taking care of us. The extend of things he do really opens my eyes.


Story of my trip shall continue. hmmm I still feel the pain I had about the $$$ that I need to spend now.... Thats why the lord says" Worrying is such a sin... story to be continue