Happy Blessed New Year

2 Corinthians 5:17


Therefore, if anyone is in Christ, he is a new creation; old things have passed away; behold, all things have become new.
 
 
 
Happy Blessed New year to all of you :) May the new year bring forth good tidings . Feel like texting you but decided not to. What's the point of texting when I know there won't be any response. Save you the hassle of deleting my msg or feeling... hmmm...
 
 If you happen to see this post, I hope you are doing well, no clue if you are in sg or already overseas. It doesn't matter, just take good care of yourself and keep alive. This is my wish for all my friends for all friends to be healthy and alive.

ANTON TANG: Dandelion

ANTON TANG: Dandelion: "Looks interesting, Danbo pick it up and give a gentle blow to make a wish."


My 3 wishes for 2011 are: 1) my parents salvation.. the other 2 still thinking

Let Go and Let God

2010 is a year that I learn to let go. Its really hard, I am still learning. From the beginning of 2010 till now, too many things happen but think I have grown as well. I guess I would remember the months of Feb, June, Aug/Sep, Nov, Dec . Not easy, really tough.. Abba, you will surely continue to guide me through..

Thought of the day

When the wave came in, Tin Tin got scared and try to run away, He screamed," I want to go back, I want to go back." Its pretty funny. Both my sis and I held him tightly and let him float telling him , its allright. Actually he had ventrued out from 0.6M to 0.9M and he's wearing a life jacket so he can float but when the waves came in, he got swept and he got scared.

We held him tightly trying to calm him down and reassure him its safe. When the waves died down, he realise actualy he can float and he then dare to venture out and trying 1.2M this time round. Now  he doesn't want to get out of water.

Alot of times, due to the unknown, we got scared and tried to run away from the fear that aroses from our heart. We do not dare to face this unknown. Only when we know we are safe, would we dare to face it. But very often its we ouselves that we hinder from stepping out the first step.

Jesus says:

Deuteronomy 31:6


Be strong and of good courage, do not fear nor be afraid of them; for the LORD your God, He is the One who goes with you. He will not leave you nor forsake you.

John 14:27


Peace I leave with you; my peace I give you. I do not give to you as the world gives. Do not let your hearts be troubled and do not be afraid.

Thanks Pal

Thanks for your time  today pal. Thanks for your son's entertainment too heeehee. He has really grown and I too have seen you grown from a young bubberly girl to a young bubberly mum :)

Its really unbelievable in a way to seen you from young girl, to young lady to now a mum ...  Hope someday I will be able to bring my child to visit your family too..

Hmm

Hmm my sixth sense says that someone is lieing to me perhaps.. well anyway it doesn't matter now. I have did what I should and always wanted to do..   再多说也没用,也没什么好后悔的。该做的都已做了。The lord knows my heart and will guide me through..

Thank you lord

Thank you lord. Today I am happy, finally seeing result. A restful increase manifestation. This is just the beginning :)

hmm I do wish you are here to share my joy though. Well I should get you out of my mind instead.

Give thanks

Give thanks ... Thank you lord I receive

十二月十九日

我想我会永远记住这天吧。
 
到现在心还在痛，时间会愈合伤口的。你也满残忍的，什么都不说。也许这样对我比较好吧？不知道也许是种幸福，但偏偏就这么巧让我知道了。这一天，本来我是已经回家了，最后决定留下来继续第四场的服务。就这样，知道你即将离开。心里在那一刹那，开始难过。

没想到会那么难过，原来这就是我真正的自己。所以做了这个决定。一个到头来或许连朋友都没得做的决定。但我不想以后遗憾终生。好几年前，我好遗憾当时没行动结果太迟了。我不想再有多一个遗憾。
我还是失败了，但至少我勇敢的，真实地面对自己。

写出来是想提醒自己，要永远勇敢。我不管也不在乎现在在读的读者是怎么想。你们要笑我笨，笑我傻，尽管吧！我是蛮笨的。

会难过一阵子，肯定的。到现在还在流泪。

In a way, perhaps the lord has answer my prayers cos i been asking for a direction. I still think things don't happen by chance. If i didn't continue to stay for serving for the next service, I wouldn't have know about your decision.  What I didn't know is why did the lord plant you in my life. That's the question which I haven't figure out. Well its kind of stupidity at my end. Really stupid of me. The lord mayb telling me to be smarter..

Penning this now as a reminder to myself to be stronger and to dare to face my own feelings. I do not want to live with the knowledge that I didn't express. Its totally not in my character, personality at all.  I don't know why I have the courage but i guess I just like you.  I been tearing and just as I thought I have recover, the next moment I start to tear. I know I will eventually be stronger and grow out of it. I won't snap into a depression cos I won't allow it.

我还是要祝福你,谢谢美好的回忆。 Thank you for the lovely memories, which  forms part of my life journey. Thank good care of yourself. Even if you do not acknolwedge me as a friend anymore, you will forever be one..  

半情歌 - 元若蓝

元若藍 - 半情歌 歌詞 Lyrics




作詞：陳靜楠 作曲：方文良


花 接受凋零 风 接受追寻


心的伤还有一些 不要紧

我接受你的决定

你将会被谁抱紧 唱什麼歌哄他开心

我想著天空什麼时候会放晴

地球不曾为谁停一停

你的明天 有多快乐 不是我的

(我的明天 快不快乐 都是我的)

我们的爱是唱一半的歌

时间把习惯换了 伤口愈合

也撤销我再想你的资格

你的祝福 一半甜的 一半苦的

像我手中冷掉的可可

最最教人残念的总是未完成的

我只能唱著 一半的歌

(另一半的歌)



也撤销我再想你的资格



你的祝福

一半甜的一半苦的

一半甜的一半苦的



像我手中冷掉的可可

最最教人残念的总是未完成的

我只能唱著一半的歌

-------------------------------------------------------------------------
希望你过的好! 只能在这祝福你....

Sad

Feel like heart is being sliced when i hear the news. Was thinking why u never tell me the news before. Well I know the reason, its because there is no need to. So obvious..

It took me lots of courage just to send you the message. I must be mad tonight. I know I will never get the chance to tell you if I don't tell you. Sending you the message on the risk that we would never be friends again but I know I need to send you the mesage

Disappointed that you never pick up the call,  I don't even have the chance to hear your voice and say farewell to you.

Take care out there. 衷心祝福你. 是蛮难过的,连跟你说声再见的机会都没有.  All the best..  I know I will tear tonight because I am tearing now..

李圣杰- 擦肩而过

多令人感动, if a guy is so good to me, i will be touched...

TANGLED - Christian Movie Review

TANGLED - Christian Movie Review

I watched it.. Funny, and nice :)