Monday, May 24, 2010

restore double for trouble

whatever I lost, will be restore double..........Amen

restore double for trouble

whatever I lost, will be restore double..........Amen

Its hard to say no at times

Its really hard to say no at times.

Mayb its god's will it just happen that the transaction didn't went thru last night and today Pastor preach about something that is related. Perhaps its a sign from the lord asking me to think carefully.

sorry K, its really hard for me to say no to you and I might lost you as a friend.

Monday, May 17, 2010

Frens, Jia you ba

to all my frens who need this prayer.

No matter what situation you are in, brace on. You have my full support. It may seem the end of the road right now, don't be despair. God will never give you a situation too tough that you can't handle.

I will pray for all of you out there who needs this prayer. The lord's hands is always upholding all of you.

越漂亮越危险

A beautiful siamese cat bite me :( . Really don't ever judge a cat by its looks. I was playing with it, trying to sayang it and it bite me. Felt a sharp pain and immdiately blood. I was in shock, cos I never ever get bitten by a cat in my whole life and I consider it as an insult to me for someone who has grown up together with cats.


arrrg had to run my hand under the running water and cleaning it with the dettol wash. Er think thats either handsoap or dish washer , no idea.

Why is everyone scaring me teling me that I should get an injection. OK I didn't see and its now more than 48 hours and I am still alive.

Maybe I am carrying some mad cat diseasae. Meow!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! scratch..

Dread period

Really dread this period.. I still remember how I teared last year. Time to do performance measurement again. Its due coming week and I really don't feel like writting it.

What's there to write when an opinion has already being form at the boss's brain. No matter what results you write, it doesn't matter. No matter how old you are, it doesn't matter too. And why should i write. Isn't it better that the mgt write it instead. Still don't understand this theory.
Guess the team has already said what we want to say. Its up to them now to do the necessary right things. I am sick to hear all the we are committed to fix it type of senstence. Ya, how long are they going to take, no timeline. Why? Because they can't commit it.

Anyway I have done what I can. Let the lord uphold me. All things come from him. If this is no way for me. HE will find another way for me. Amen.

Sunday, May 9, 2010

Its May

Its May, its been some time since I last update. I am just busy with my work, a little tired of training my new colleauge. Perhaps my expectatation tends to be higher for peopel with experience. If its a fresh grad, I guess I would be much more patient.

Well thats the thing it is, if not why would people bother to pay more for people with more experience right. Well I suddenly feel all the new folks in my company have much better adaption period then what the 4 of us went thru. Basically we are not given any period to adaption, we own it immediately. Rather than now the observe, shadow, own which can take up to 3 months.

Well well, while neighbour and I are praying one of this afternoon just before the JPMC run, while praying about a challenging situation, this pops out of my mouth: We have not hear any news yet, because we are going to hear good news, amen!"

yup we are following up and waiting for some news. Some things have happen which makes everyone of us not too happy. Kind of unfair :(

I pray that the right thing will be do upon us.