It hurts

It hurts to know that that the one you trusted betrayed your trust. I been wondering if this is all a coincidence or? I really hope what I suspect is not real.

The warning came today from a friend. Its just happen a month ago, I happen to passby  her cart, and this couple happen to be passing by there too and I introduced to them. After that, my friend felt a strong feeling from the spriting promting her that she need to tell me some stuff after hearing my story.

Now it just happen today I have to not serve the 4th service as I need to prepare my year end closing, running my reports and I walk pass her cart and say hello to her. And this came to her again (she has said to herself that if its meant for me, i will surely appear infront of her).

What she told me in a way did not surprise me cos that thought has come across to me. I realy really hope what I been wondering is not true. there is no reason why my friend would want to say bad things about people whom she did not know . Since my friend meet all kinds of people from all walks of life daily, she tell me to be wary of this couple as they are the deep sort. And she told me I am the opposite, I am the cheerful, always willing to lend people a hand type and no ulterior motive type.
 The lord will guide me and open my eyes. I do not have any proof and anyway what happened  has happen I just need to be careful and know how to handle this.

I do know  I been trusting people too much and people has made use of my kindness to step upon me. i should learn to protect myself.  And I shall rest this case to the lord and He will guide my path, remove stones along the path..

Lord, u know my situation and you know my heart. Guide me with your wisdom, open my eyes and let me see who are the true friends, and collegues and who are the one who will help me. I shall let you handle this siuation. You know how to handle the enemies and no weapons formed against me shall prosper for Jesus blood has been spilt and forms a shield on me. No devil can touch me.
Amen..


Deuteronomy 32:35


It is mine to avenge; I will repay. In due time their foot will slip; their day of disaster is near and their doom rushes upon them


Ok now I just shall sip my lemonade and wait for my footstool and the feasting table ..It will appear. As what I told Roland today: Wait for my testimonial...soon .Amen.

父亲

突然觉得爸爸老了。陪爸复诊时，当护士检查他的视力，看着爸辛苦地，努力的试图想看清楚视力表，那一刹，心头好不难过。当医生解释他的状况时，才惊觉爸的手术不是简单的白内障切除手术。我太不肖了。
In the way maybe its good that i didn't know so I won't have to worry. As the doctor explains that his recovery would take a longer time than the usual cataract removal operation and there are higher chances for my dad to have retianer detachment, I start to fear. Immediately I start to reject in Jesus's name. I am the blessed one so will my dad be. The lord will protect all my whole household. Amen.

Dad will have a speedy recovery, Amen. Doctor say he will need at least a month, I declare dad will recover shorter than that in Jesus name. Amen.


朱自清《背影》
感人的短文，与大家分享。

http://www.pbs.org/wnet/wideangle/episodes/crossing-heavens-border/video-a-missionarys-perspective/5065/

http://www.pbs.org/wnet/wideangle/episodes/crossing-heavens-border/video-a-missionarys-perspective/5065/

All glory to the lord. I salaute Pastor Chun's work.

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深白色2人組 - 魚在水裡哭

犯小人?

最近好像犯小人了。当我心情已经恢复平静时，昨晚S发了封简讯。一看，我晕了。无缘无故我被扯进一些纠纷，一个跟我毫无关系的纠纷。最好笑的是，从头到尾，我都没说过一句关于那件事，现在变成是我在散播谣言。 不理，清者自清。大家知道我的为人就好。

今天发生了一件不愉快的事。我只能说一些误会吧！我也不想多加解释，反正说了也没用。When one has decided and pass judegment on you, there is no way you can clarified. The lord knows my heart and will surely provide a path for me. for now, I just lie down.

The day will surely come.....