I wish

Mixed feelings... too many wishes from the heart.

Sometimes things are just unexplainable... time for me to talk to the lord more and let Him speak to me instead....... think the next few days i should be able to do that....


Dear lord, I come to you that you may be able to give me your wisdom and guilding my every foot step... show me your will for me.

Why

Disappointments after disappointments came crashing on you can have a detrimental effect. I been holding on fast and trusting the lord and at this moments sometimes I wonder lord what are you trying to show to me.

that grace is no longer found here and time to move or ? Its seems that the circumstances have made it so unbearable and testing my patience. I still am trying to search fror an answer.

Things that have happen just seem so unfair, I been wondering did I just dig a death hole for my ownself to jump in?

As to the other aspect of my life, there are still some unsolved puzzles which i still would probably find the answer as the years goes by :)

Meanwhile I am thankful for neighbour for alwyas praying together with me always reaffirming the lord's goodness with me. At this timing, this is important for me. I don't know if one day I will lose this faith.

Its just a down day for me today.

Thank you lord

I was just thinking and really thank the lord for neighbour being such a nice collegue. I was thinking about the change that I see in her and really the lord is changing her.

I still recall the time when she made me cry when the team first started. Her temper was really terrible but now she is a totally change person. Such a loving person. I was so touched and felt so loved by her the day that she call me when she realise I was out for lunch and it was pouring heavily. She called me and ask if I need a umbrella. So lovely of her.

Put me to shame....

Also thanking the lord that whenever I am busy with the forecast especialy during quarter end that the deals somehow take care on its own or somehow I will manage to have time for them . So amazing

werid

Cyn says I should blog about this ho ho.

about how I lost a beautiful dress and 2 chicken of essence. How did I lost it, where did I lost it. Don't ask the 2 of us, we got no idea at all.

All I last remember was after the game of tennins, it was drizzling, so i took out a umbrella, cyn help me carry the bag of dress and the tonics. Reach the bus stop we board the bus.

Both of us can't remember if she had pass back the bag to me . It could be I got back the bag and while putting away the umbrella I left it on the bus stop or ... really no idea.

So its either on the bus, on the bus stop or ......... anyway when we discover it later we tried going back to the bus stop and we couldn't find the bus stop..........


eeeeeks so weird .......... heart pain now.. the dress is really a lovely dress.

A new life is brought forth into this Earth

Ian's and Dor baby is such a beautiful child. Beautiful big eyes and nice features. Looks like Dor. Anyway a baby's features will change over time, and I joked with Ian that if he wants baby to look like him, he should talk to the baby more hahah..

And our dear mummy Dor does not seem to have look like hse just given birht. So active. She was telling us about the naming keystrokes. Cyn and I jokingly ask her to caluclate our names. Turns out my name is bad and it says I can survive haha . True true. I can survie.. :p


Congrats Ian and Dor...

The lord will not lead me to places whereby his grace will not protect me

The lord will not lead me to places whereby his grace will not protect me. When he took something from my grasp, thats because he is giving me something better. Amen

So excited

Somehow thought of Dor yesterday and decided to call her. Call her last week and she was resting at home and when I call back a few days later didn't reach her.

when I call her yesterday she told me she in hospital, so I quickly put down the phone thinking she in labour. Received her sms in the afternoon only to realise she was sleeping when I called her. That's my fren always so relax and steady. I am so excited and happy and told cynthia about it planning to visit her


Anyway she delivered this morning and I am really happy for her..

Congratulations Dor and Ian on the arrival of your new born son. er you folks have not told me what's his name and weight ...