有些事

世事难料, 有些人说变就变，变得面目可憎。有些人你不知道他骨子里卖什么药。你又能怎样，惟有退一步海阔天空。有些事根本就不比去争，不比去抗辩。 这一辈子有些事本来就是徒劳无功的。

Mark Twain a scrapper

Hmm haven't surf for a while on scrapbooking stuff and today i decide to surf a bit and guess what  I found. Mark twain is a scrapper.. see this link
http://etext.virginia.edu/railton/marketin/scrpbook.html  

interesting huh?  anyway i chance upon this site at another site http://makingyourownscrapbook.wordpress.com/   I am in no way related to this website nor am i collecting any commision etc. I just want to say I agree with this author's view ie we should create pages out of love and more memories sake. Not create a pretty page just for the sake of a pretty page.which is why i have now stop buying stuff, ok I have not stop but kind of cut down..   I got way too much stuff that i need to use them first.

the sudden mode of moodiness

I got no clue why suddenly i sink myself into this moodiness..  long time never log in facebook, saw cg mummy sending me a touching song to encourage me which was last month . when i saw the video clip i tear. saw linda's note.. tear too.. this morning, Zita sis hug me.. and i feel so loved by her.

Thanks sisters.. It has not been easy. for a while I was ok but another mood i just feel so sad. hmmm today hmm suddenly i just dont feel like working, the moment i open my laptop i dread that feeling.  I dread the wednesday meeting, i dread all the trainings, all the meetings.. Now i wish i can dont do work and just off to do soemthing that i like..

Eh... i got no clue why i just suddenly feel so depressed. Because of him? because of work? because of? ... one thing for sure.. guard my heart.  I learn a big lesson last year.. so guard my heart....

自己跌到自己爬

前些时候,抹地时,不小心摔了一绞。姐听到了，就唱了这首歌：喂喂不要怕，你是好娃娃。自己跌到自己爬。。。。。。

是的，在遇到任何不顺心的事时，还是要靠自己爬起来。加油吧，大家！！

Catsocrates

Happen to chance onto this website and thought the things are pretty interesting.
Disclaimer: I never bought anything from this website and non am I getting any commission. I merely surfing aroud and chance upon this.


http://catsocrates.bigcartel.com

你太爱一个人的时候他就不会很爱你了

http://www.facebook.com/#!/notes/drew/你太爱一个人的时候他就不会很爱你了/134101549979489

Jun shared this article by Andrew in FB, so am sharing it here.. Quite true... So real that I almost feel like tearing this morning espcially listneing to 半情歌.

怎么搞的,女人总那么痴情,而男的总在那一方当我们是白痴

Rain

What a sudden rain...and showing now on the TV is a japanese show which I like. A repeat show. hmmm the  lead and this rain is reminding me of a friend.

Hope that this friend is doing fine and well. Many a times I feel like asking but stop myself. Well just keep it this way will be better..

May the lord keep this friend safe and sound...

讨厌

最讨厌目无尊长的人了,尤其是对我妈妈。不知道为什么我这么生气，也许是出于对妈妈的爱护吧？不管怎么样妈妈毕竟是长 辈呀，再错也不能这么没礼貌。
By imparting the wrong values to your kids, you are just destroying the adorable young kid. Yyou will reap back what you sow, I promise you if you don't change now.

I am so upset now...... by the way, I wonder what kind of mother are you..... I pity the young kids now.

希望不是信心

希望不是信心 信心是现在
Faith is now
信由人+ 言主成

也就是我们要宣告

Faith is now and is made up of human plus our speech. We have to confess/pronouce out our faith.. All this I learn during the Mandarin service on Sunday. Pastor Mark is the Pastor and I really like his preaching, a faithful man of God so humble. .

my guiding verse

This shall be guidling verse for this timing now... In a time of adversity, someone share with me yesterday. I totally can't remember this verse so I did a search.. I can't help but to say this applies now.  Since last week till now, it just further confirms some stuff. well well let the lord lead me and guide me to be wise like the snakes and harmless as the doves.. Amen
Matthew 10:16 NIV



I am sending you out like sheep among wolves. Therefore be as shrewd as snakes and as innocent as doves.

家 Home

What is the definition of home to you? 对你的定义又是什么呢?

Light a candle

Lord, light a candle in my heart and show me the way out of this darkness.
Make it crystal clear so that I know what are the intentions, if its good or bad.
Give me the wisdom to make a decision that is according to your will, lord.
Give me the peace at heart
No weapsons form against me shall prosper, bad vibes are out of the way!

All this shall be done in the name of Jesus, Amen.

saying a little prayer so that I will no longer be confused.  I should be counting my blessings I know but really now it just make me a little confuse.

Album for CG mummy

From Movies

Click on the link.

Did this within a few days. during CNY .. the best time to do while i am in a relax and nothing to do mood...

It suprise me

that I actually can still tear about it.

Well well I thought I have walk out of it but looks like I have not totally get over it. Don't mistaken, not over love or anything.

But rather this morning I have a call with a consultant and she told me there isn't a specific trend about me and can't do a profile report for me. Well this is all part of some program that I am in, shan't mention what it is here until I see more clarity and know where i am heading towards.

Didn't surprise me at all, cos the moment that i took the survery was in a mad closing and I wasn't in the right mindset and I don't even know why I response in that manner over the written part. I think I just let go and write whatver comes to my mind. As she ask me further questions to understand me more, in particular to some of my written response, I told her what happened last year.

As I described, tears just flow down automatically to my surpise. Uncontrollably is the word that I should use. Not that I emotional or whatever, I guess the hurt is really really deep, the betrayal of trust and the evil words by the evil tongue, all of which is untrue is just too deep that my whole confidence was dampened.

I am slowly picking up the pieces since late late last year and slowly its going up. I won't let it get to me again. No more bad vibes getting to me again. That has affected me so badly last year.

Well lesson I learn is don't trust people too much especially your.....

Anyway end of the day a job is just a job although sad to say we spend a big major part of our time working. hmm unless I am a tai tai haha.. ok stop dreaming, i think I am the born to be hands on, born to be rollin up sleeves type..

saw a nice jade bangle just now but really really really expensive.... Most likely won't buy.. think i have my camera to think abt it first. that will come first priority hhehehe

要嘛,赶紧死.要嘛,精彩地活着

在我的生活中只有两条路可以走:
要嘛,赶紧死.
要嘛,精彩地活着


quote from liu wei... 中国达人秀......

A thousand years of prayers

Finished this film finally esp when I receive the alert that I need to return to the libray. yup I chance upon this film when I was collecting my reserved book the other day in the library.

Great show.. Not for those who like action packed movies. More of a arty type of film.  This show is about the relationship of a father and daugher whose relationship is stranded in a way. The dad came to Amercia to find his divorced daughter in the hope of helping her.  

Sets me deep in thoughts with the father's hidden past revealed. Must be hard for the dad to have kept this hidden past, victims of communism? hmm maybe.

Overall great show.

李聖傑-你走了

Good vocal....

手放开-李圣杰

知道不知道 ktv MV - 刘若英

放手

chance upon this nice song.

angry birds cake

for some reason I didn't post this even though I have this for so long  there you go.. enjoy..

Angry Birds Cake : Daily source of DIY craft projects and inspiration, patterns, how-tos Craftzine.com

Sense of fear

For some reason, I starting to feel a little fear, well maybe its to due to my anxiety over the outcome of some events that I am awaiting. Anyway won't share here until I get the confirmation in time to come. But I starting to feel anxious and also in a way abit undecisiveness, its like at a junction and I hestiating don't know to turn left, right, go straight, or u turn.

Anyway I am telling myself, relax, some decisions can only be made after I go through one stage. Its just weird how human beings love to jump instead of walking properly. And human beings when given choice, also start to become indecisive cos they do not know what is best for them, and start to worry. If there is only choice, they grumble too, because they don't get to choose.

At this point, fear sets in and this is the best time for the devil to set in. Pure coincidentance? Today's daily devotional is the following phrase.

1 Peter 5:8


Be sober, be vigilant; because your adversary the devil walks about like a roaring lion, seeking whom he may devour.

I just need ot learn to rest in the lord and be reminded that I got nothing ot fear for HIS blood has coverd me . I call upon the lord to bless me and cover me from the crown of my head to the soles of my feet, take away my anxiety, all infirmities, all worries and  set my heart at rest and at peace. Amen.

如果没有你--莫文蔚。

如果有人在想你,你是幸福的。

打造神國企業~楊肅斌

When Aaron my agent send me this, I didn't click on it, until today. Oh mine, i just have to send it to everyone because it deeply blessed and touch. The beginning strike a chord in me. He took 14 years to tell his parents, I took a year but mum never accept it. Kind of denial I woudl say, so now I simply just ignore and hide and never tell her I am still attending church.

Don't ask me how I go to church these 6 years, occasinarily when she ask , I just have to hide or somehow brush it off. secret Christian I am..

Someday my parents would be saved, in fact this is one of my 3 wishes this year :) Amen.... they would be saved.


Tan Sri Francis Yeo love and trust for the lord also deeply touch me, see how he love his wife, see how strong he is when his wife passed away, a loving father he is, his giving back to society. All these are things that we should learn from him. All glory to the lord..


A quote from him, we always say Bright idea Bright idea. Yes HE is the light of the world, therfore bright idea. :)
Watch it, you will be blessed I promise.

又是个下雨天

十二月的雨季仿佛延迟到一月了。今天又是个下雨天，下了整天。回家的途中，不经意地哼了南拳妈妈的《下雨天》。开始明白J 姐的心情，为什么她会喜欢这首歌，我也喜欢。

今天是秋的生日，生日快乐！！！祝福你，祝你愿望全部实现！

江美琪-我又想起你

Maru

Cute smart cat.. I wish I can hug it.................

Trust

Trust in the lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding. Proverbs 3:5.....

不知道从什么时候开始,变得特别会流泪。今早，看到妈抽血时，一瞬间好不难过，好自责，好心痛，觉得没把妈照顾好。泪在眼眶里打滚。

直到上洗手间时，才觉悟：相信主，把一切交给祂。没事的。

Sometimes a Prayer Will Do-Secret Garden...

I can't remember if I ever shared this lovely song. Secret Garden and Tracey Campbell did a gd job.

Love Actually - Sadness

Love is all around us.. Love this show, love the plot the actors and actresses. This is the sad part though, well life isn't always a bed of roses, pretty and sweet, there is always the sad portion.
We just need to learn to pull through and embrace it,

..............saw a friend online the other night but decide not to ping this friend. Sometimes is better to leave it this way I guess.