F is for Fool and I feel like I am one now. What a birthday gift i am getting for myself ya.............insult.
I wonder why on earth should i be so kind. I probably should have just ignore and don't try to be so kind to help to bridge and be an intermidety..
lessong to me is: Don't trust people and don't be too kind.
I am now thinking maybe I should be selfish and protect myself first. Perhaps the old saying of 人不为己，天诛地灭 does make sense......
Let me think about it...... until then