John 16:33
33 These things I have spoken to you, that in Me you may have peace. In the world you will[a] have tribulation; but be of good cheer, I have overcome the world.”
Isaiah 61:3
3 To console those who mourn in Zion,
To give them beauty for ashes,
The oil of joy for mourning,
The garment of praise for the spirit of heaviness;
That they may be called trees of righteousness,
The planting of the LORD, that He may be glorified.”
Isaiah 26:3
3 You will keep him in perfect peace,
Whose mind is stayed on You,
Because he trusts in You.
Peter 5:6-7
6 Therefore humble yourselves under the mighty hand of God, that He may exalt you in due time, 7 casting all your care upon Him, for He cares for you.
When you get what your want in your strugge for self
And the world makes you king for a day,
Just go to the mirror and look at yourself
And see wha tthe man has to say.
For it isn't your father or mother or wife
upon whose judment you must pass,
The fellow whose verdict counts most in your life
is the man lookin g back in the glass.
He's the fellow toplease, never midn the rest,
He'll be with you clear up to the end.
And you've passed the most dangerous, difficult test
Of the guy in the glass is your friend.
For you can fool the whole world in the pathway of life
And get pats on your back as your pass,
But the final rewards will be heartache and tears
If your've cheated the man in the glass
Author unknown
Monday, November 30, 2009
Sunday, November 29, 2009
讽刺
当朋友有事时,自己都能够帮忙开解他们。 但当发生在自己身旁的亲人时，却爱莫能助。 当一切似乎风平浪静时，却是另一场暴风雨的开始。以为一切已经解决时，原来问题的症结终究还在。
真的不想管，不想理。 但依然还是被卷入。 主啊，惟有你是万能的。
Dear lord,
Pls keep them intact, and let them see your love, grace and let them be saved.
真的不想管，不想理。 但依然还是被卷入。 主啊，惟有你是万能的。
Dear lord,
Pls keep them intact, and let them see your love, grace and let them be saved.
Saturday, November 28, 2009
Nov 27 2009-- A day to remember--Part 1
A beautiful day to remmber, cos this is the day that my dear girlfriend got married. one of my closest buddy ...
Took a cab to her house this morning and Taxi uncle don't believe that I am not married. When I tell him that I am really not married, he says what most people say: "U have high standards.." Arrrgg.. no no, I don't have high standards not asking for those 5 cs like condos, credit card etc etc. .
Maybe I should say its because I don't have high stardards that's why I am still single and available. ha hahah.. ooopsss.. well well the lord just want to enjoy my single life more, while he is preparing me and the other one ready.. Aferall I am a precious beloved Gem of the Lord :) . I ask for is just someone of the someone whom I can workship together serving the same God, someone who is faithful (how he treat his family, friends, etc, how he handles his finance, is reponsible) , full of loving kindness thats all. Sounds easy right, well of cos must be able to flow with you.
Nice uncle though, he wish me quickly find one. :)
Evening time, was chit chatting with the Make up artist while she was doing my make up. She ask me if I got children when I ask her how many children she has.. I said I am not married and don't have a boyfriend, she don't believe.. ....... Again same thing from what Taxi uncle say abt high standards etc.. When I said I really don't have high stds, she says some observation about Singapore men which I kind of agree.
She says Singapore men are too fortunate. Cos they feel singapore woman have too high stds so prefer to go elsewhere to find. Not realising that sometimes these woman are out there to cheat them (btw this MUA is not from Singapore and she married a Singaporean). She has seen many such cases through her daily interaction via her job.
One interesting comment is Singapore men are really nice guys except they have one weakness which I do agree in a way as it speaks for most majority people, ie They can't stand tempation.
新加坡男人太幸福了。 。。。。。。 他们的确是不错但是有一个致命伤，就是经不起诱惑。
Took a cab to her house this morning and Taxi uncle don't believe that I am not married. When I tell him that I am really not married, he says what most people say: "U have high standards.." Arrrgg.. no no, I don't have high standards not asking for those 5 cs like condos, credit card etc etc. .
Maybe I should say its because I don't have high stardards that's why I am still single and available. ha hahah.. ooopsss.. well well the lord just want to enjoy my single life more, while he is preparing me and the other one ready.. Aferall I am a precious beloved Gem of the Lord :) . I ask for is just someone of the someone whom I can workship together serving the same God, someone who is faithful (how he treat his family, friends, etc, how he handles his finance, is reponsible) , full of loving kindness thats all. Sounds easy right, well of cos must be able to flow with you.
Nice uncle though, he wish me quickly find one. :)
Evening time, was chit chatting with the Make up artist while she was doing my make up. She ask me if I got children when I ask her how many children she has.. I said I am not married and don't have a boyfriend, she don't believe.. ....... Again same thing from what Taxi uncle say abt high standards etc.. When I said I really don't have high stds, she says some observation about Singapore men which I kind of agree.
She says Singapore men are too fortunate. Cos they feel singapore woman have too high stds so prefer to go elsewhere to find. Not realising that sometimes these woman are out there to cheat them (btw this MUA is not from Singapore and she married a Singaporean). She has seen many such cases through her daily interaction via her job.
One interesting comment is Singapore men are really nice guys except they have one weakness which I do agree in a way as it speaks for most majority people, ie They can't stand tempation.
新加坡男人太幸福了。 。。。。。。 他们的确是不错但是有一个致命伤，就是经不起诱惑。
Friday, November 27, 2009
Thank u Lord
Am so happy and excited and I know I can't sleep now.. so thought of writting this entry here.
**Note: This is purely my personal feelings and thoughts at that time and current present time. Pls do not pass any judgement on anyone here. (Plus remember you only hear my side of the story, didn't your teachers tell you to listen to both sides of the story :) God made us all unique in our own ways and we each are not perfect and therefore has flaws which we all need to depend on His Grace. Each event that happen lead us to learn something and I do have learnt. Back then of cos I wonder why this happen but now I realise by going through this I see his Grace and Mercy and really knowing how good its is to know via His Grace we do not need to carry any hatred and can be happy **
Want to give all glory to the lord. I know if it isn't for Him, I won't be able to give my blessing to the couple who is getting married yesterday. :) Blessing not in terms of $$$ (of cos the ang pow is naturally bigger than other common frens) but real sincert heartfelt blessings .
3 years ago, something happen, I don't want to describe in too detail what happen here since all things have past. All I can say is I am someone who can't stand others who bully my friends whom I treasured very much. And that can lead to disastrous things.. I think I probably almost get myself killed or get injured that day in a foreign land. But lord is good that I feel his peace on that day, somehow I reacted not what I will normally do. If I had reacted in my usual style, that probably will lead to unfortunate events.
Yes it does involved the couple and they were then not a couple then. I was really disappointed in the way how my dear girl friend reacted and I always remember what I told her that day. It is quite a scene then, imagine in a foreign land, we had all the foreigners staring at us. Thats secondary, the worst thing was it can be scary for most gals. Yes I saw the fiery in his eyes, and kind of reminded me of my bro with his bad temper. No I didn't teared. Remember I had said I never teared infront of my bro if possible.
OK deep inside my heart I was praying in tongues, and I felt this peace with me. Strange thing, in my head I was actually thinking how how how.. ( I was too kind then to agree to let him stay together in the same room as me and my gf) .... and start to forumulate plans..
Really thank the lord, nothing happen, thats why I am still in one piece here today. But of cos I had some wisdom (from the lord of cos) to resolve certain things...
Lord is so good that despite he staying so near me, I never bump into him. In fact on a few occasions somehow I didnt turn up for certain outings and he was there ( I didn't know upfront if he's going to be there so I didn't purposely not go) , It was just strange ya....
Until last year did I see him, I was walking home. And somehow I cross the road earlier at a bus stop (not at the usual place I would normally cross) and there a bus stopped at the bus stop. And there he was, alighting from the bus right infront of me.
I smiled at him and say hi. He look rather awarked and then slowly recovering say hi to me. At that moment I realise all has passed and there is no more hatred in me . If not I would have just pretended I didn't see him..
It is the Lord :) cos He has forgiven all our sins. What more could I not forgiven..
Earlier this year I was at a chalet with them and I see the change in this guy and I see that my girl fren is in good hands. .. I remember back then ie 3 years ago, I once tell a very close friend, no way will I give my blessings to them and she was asking me lately if I will give my blessings. My reply was of cos I will give :)
To another friend who once ask , how come I can now talk to him. I just want to say, don't judge and measure people. If you think I am petty (by all means) . Probably if its you that gone through what I went through, you probably are still bearing hatred.. haha.. maybe who knows.
I know I can cos I have HIM.
Amen
**Note: This is purely my personal feelings and thoughts at that time and current present time. Pls do not pass any judgement on anyone here. (Plus remember you only hear my side of the story, didn't your teachers tell you to listen to both sides of the story :) God made us all unique in our own ways and we each are not perfect and therefore has flaws which we all need to depend on His Grace. Each event that happen lead us to learn something and I do have learnt. Back then of cos I wonder why this happen but now I realise by going through this I see his Grace and Mercy and really knowing how good its is to know via His Grace we do not need to carry any hatred and can be happy **
Want to give all glory to the lord. I know if it isn't for Him, I won't be able to give my blessing to the couple who is getting married yesterday. :) Blessing not in terms of $$$ (of cos the ang pow is naturally bigger than other common frens) but real sincert heartfelt blessings .
3 years ago, something happen, I don't want to describe in too detail what happen here since all things have past. All I can say is I am someone who can't stand others who bully my friends whom I treasured very much. And that can lead to disastrous things.. I think I probably almost get myself killed or get injured that day in a foreign land. But lord is good that I feel his peace on that day, somehow I reacted not what I will normally do. If I had reacted in my usual style, that probably will lead to unfortunate events.
Yes it does involved the couple and they were then not a couple then. I was really disappointed in the way how my dear girl friend reacted and I always remember what I told her that day. It is quite a scene then, imagine in a foreign land, we had all the foreigners staring at us. Thats secondary, the worst thing was it can be scary for most gals. Yes I saw the fiery in his eyes, and kind of reminded me of my bro with his bad temper. No I didn't teared. Remember I had said I never teared infront of my bro if possible.
OK deep inside my heart I was praying in tongues, and I felt this peace with me. Strange thing, in my head I was actually thinking how how how.. ( I was too kind then to agree to let him stay together in the same room as me and my gf) .... and start to forumulate plans..
Really thank the lord, nothing happen, thats why I am still in one piece here today. But of cos I had some wisdom (from the lord of cos) to resolve certain things..
Lord is so good that despite he staying so near me, I never bump into him. In fact on a few occasions somehow I didnt turn up for certain outings and he was there ( I didn't know upfront if he's going to be there so I didn't purposely not go) , It was just strange ya....
Until last year did I see him, I was walking home. And somehow I cross the road earlier at a bus stop (not at the usual place I would normally cross) and there a bus stopped at the bus stop. And there he was, alighting from the bus right infront of me.
I smiled at him and say hi. He look rather awarked and then slowly recovering say hi to me. At that moment I realise all has passed and there is no more hatred in me . If not I would have just pretended I didn't see him..
It is the Lord :) cos He has forgiven all our sins. What more could I not forgiven..
Earlier this year I was at a chalet with them and I see the change in this guy and I see that my girl fren is in good hands. .. I remember back then ie 3 years ago, I once tell a very close friend, no way will I give my blessings to them and she was asking me lately if I will give my blessings. My reply was of cos I will give :)
To another friend who once ask , how come I can now talk to him. I just want to say, don't judge and measure people. If you think I am petty (by all means) . Probably if its you that gone through what I went through, you probably are still bearing hatred.. haha.. maybe who knows.
I know I can cos I have HIM.
Amen
Monday, November 23, 2009
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Experience is the worst teacher. It always gives the test first, and the lesson afterwards.. Life is all about experiences.
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Experience is the worst teacher. It always gives the test first, and the lesson afterwards.. Life is all about experiences.
What would you do
if its the end of the world?
I ask this qn and TS says: I will eat a big fat meal ".. Typical her, who enjoy cooking and likes great cook. I been blessed by her cooking hehehehe..
K and Jen says to spend with their love ones.. Autumn answer is identitical to mine.
Mine???
I will tell everyone whom I like I love them including my parents, siblings, lovely frens. Clear up any misunderstandings.. and lastly I will confess to the person whom I like... If I don't confess I won't have any more chance.
Lastly I will tell the lord, let me join him earlier, cos I do not want to stay behind and watch my loves ones and the rest die.. I will cry.... Autumn thought that I was funny to say that..
I also told Autumn if I dont have any love ones to confess, I will wait to die.. hahha sounds so pathelic ah.. but really I am not afraid of death for its a union with the lord........
So what woudl you do if its the end of the world tomorrow.
I ask this qn and TS says: I will eat a big fat meal ".. Typical her, who enjoy cooking and likes great cook. I been blessed by her cooking hehehehe..
K and Jen says to spend with their love ones.. Autumn answer is identitical to mine.
Mine???
I will tell everyone whom I like I love them including my parents, siblings, lovely frens. Clear up any misunderstandings.. and lastly I will confess to the person whom I like... If I don't confess I won't have any more chance.
Lastly I will tell the lord, let me join him earlier, cos I do not want to stay behind and watch my loves ones and the rest die.. I will cry.... Autumn thought that I was funny to say that..
I also told Autumn if I dont have any love ones to confess, I will wait to die.. hahha sounds so pathelic ah.. but really I am not afraid of death for its a union with the lord........
So what woudl you do if its the end of the world tomorrow.
Sunday, November 22, 2009
such a dumb
Just feel like kicking myself and scolding myself for being such a dumb dumb stupid idiot all this while.... .
Ok i better go to sleep now... having tension headaches as a result of my stiff and painful aching shouldres, neck... think my right hands/arms are going to suffer the same fate soon...
Ok i better go to sleep now... having tension headaches as a result of my stiff and painful aching shouldres, neck... think my right hands/arms are going to suffer the same fate soon...
Thursday, November 19, 2009
Tired....
小点突然觉得好累好累。好像开始知道什么是累了。 不知道这一年来我是怎么撑的，好象很神奇似的。我知道是主的力量。 没有他我跟本不可能能继续这样下去的。
It's time to change. Pruning season needs to be over, and I am awaiting for the blossoms and the fruits. I knowt te lord will always be with me no matter which path I choose. Even if it means I need to restart all over. Its seems a waste that I have to give it all up( Haven't I did that in the past anyway).
Each path there will always be something I learn and grow, this is what I believe. Where grace is no longer there, its time to follow the path whre the grace is.
Good things are going to happen.............I am sure of that................... its a matter of when. Be patient the lord told me, for he has raise me up....................... As I listen to Secret garden's you raise me up, the tears will always flow down............................ You raise me up so I can stand on mountain.................... How well written and composed this song is .............................
"You Raise Me Up"
When I am down and, oh my soul, so weary;
When troubles come and my heart burdened be;
Then, I am still and wait here in the silence,
Until you come and sit awhile with me.
You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains;
You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas;
I am strong, when I am on your shoulders;
You raise me up... To more than I can be.
You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains;
You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas;
I am strong, when I am on your shoulders;
You raise me up... To more than I can be.
There is no life - no life without its hunger;
Each restless heart beats so imperfectly;
But when you come and I am filled with wonder,
Sometimes, I think I glimpse eternity.
You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains;
You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas;
I am strong, when I am on your shoulders;
You raise me up... To more than I can be.
You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains;
You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas;
I am strong, when I am on your shoulders;
You raise me up... To more than I can be.
You raise me up... To more than I can be
It's time to change. Pruning season needs to be over, and I am awaiting for the blossoms and the fruits. I knowt te lord will always be with me no matter which path I choose. Even if it means I need to restart all over. Its seems a waste that I have to give it all up( Haven't I did that in the past anyway).
Each path there will always be something I learn and grow, this is what I believe. Where grace is no longer there, its time to follow the path whre the grace is.
Good things are going to happen.............I am sure of that................... its a matter of when. Be patient the lord told me, for he has raise me up....................... As I listen to Secret garden's you raise me up, the tears will always flow down............................ You raise me up so I can stand on mountain.................... How well written and composed this song is .............................
"You Raise Me Up"
When I am down and, oh my soul, so weary;
When troubles come and my heart burdened be;
Then, I am still and wait here in the silence,
Until you come and sit awhile with me.
You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains;
You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas;
I am strong, when I am on your shoulders;
You raise me up... To more than I can be.
You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains;
You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas;
I am strong, when I am on your shoulders;
You raise me up... To more than I can be.
There is no life - no life without its hunger;
Each restless heart beats so imperfectly;
But when you come and I am filled with wonder,
Sometimes, I think I glimpse eternity.
You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains;
You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas;
I am strong, when I am on your shoulders;
You raise me up... To more than I can be.
You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains;
You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas;
I am strong, when I am on your shoulders;
You raise me up... To more than I can be.
You raise me up... To more than I can be
Wednesday, November 18, 2009
I am not that strong
A fren say that I came across as a strong lady and would need a man with lots of TLC.
That statement strikes me deep in my heart. I am not that strong really. All this are false front. I guess its probably the environment that I grew up with. I think I wasn't really a happy kid when I grew up. My brother always bully me, call me ugly nick names, make me cry, laughing at me when I cry.
Slowly as I grew up I tell myself don't cry, then he won't be able to laugh at me, he would have no fun at all. Kind of did help i think.. I remembered at one moment I dislike my brother especially after he went into secondary school.. His temper is horrible and always throwing temper at the family. And I think my character was probably build up from there, I always defied him, I am the only one to retaliate, always arguing back. Mum always say I iron teeth. One of the days he actually punch my nose till I bleed. Did my mum punish him, I think she only scolded him but never puNish.., I wonder what if its the oppsite way. I guess I would have been punished. (Not jealous, bur rather I have come to accept the fact that mum always dote on this only son even up till now despite whatever he do. Well the lord knows our heart and that is good enough)
Pls don't say I am mean for disliking my brother. If you have such a brother I am sure you would. Sometimes he make you feel so miserable until u feel like you don't want to live in this world. Ok maybe I read too much those sad stories and turn permissitc but this does leave serious impact on your life. one incident happen when I was in P6, and i realise I do actually love him. Blood is perhaps still thicker than water. However up till when I go into sec school, he is still bullying me.
I do not like him saying things like Girls dont need to study so hard, boi eng.. balalblablablaba. that is how mean he is.
Thank the lord that afer his NS and after he gone into working life, he kind of tone down. Our relationship improve. Of cos at times I still quarrel with him occassionarily when he is unreasonable. Mum again always side him , saying I am rude to him infront of my SIL. One day I tell my mother straight in the face, look at who is right or wrong. My sisters all stand at my side, saying I am innocent :) some months ago, when my mother scolded me agian over my bro (I can't remember what is the cause of that quarrel, and I also can't be bother to remmebr), I just blurt out some stuff. Well I think sometimes its right to let her know certain stuff else she will forever think the son is the greatest.
I feel like telling my mum at times: "Can you please open your eyes and touch your heart. Who takes care of you, who was the one who brought you to doctor, who brings you out to tour, who paid for your tours. Who give you $$$, Who is the one who always come and xxxxxx "
If ever I am married and have kids I won't allow that to happen. This is such bad imapct to a kid's development. .
My brother is not that nasty now, afterall he has settle down with kids. Of cos no one is perfect we got to learn to accept this fact and to accept the imperfectons. 包容和宽恕是很重要的. I do not have space for hatred too :). Our life is already short enough so learn to love all your neighbours and brothers and sisters and enemies.
As for me, I am just me. I will still not cry infront of you, but will secretly find somewhere to hid and cry. Only exception is when i am watching shows.
Think my friend is right I needs lot of tender loving care. Who can I find? I can only find in my lala land with Jesus for now or maybe forever it will be like this.. I really do not have answers for this..
That statement strikes me deep in my heart. I am not that strong really. All this are false front. I guess its probably the environment that I grew up with. I think I wasn't really a happy kid when I grew up. My brother always bully me, call me ugly nick names, make me cry, laughing at me when I cry.
Slowly as I grew up I tell myself don't cry, then he won't be able to laugh at me, he would have no fun at all. Kind of did help i think.. I remembered at one moment I dislike my brother especially after he went into secondary school.. His temper is horrible and always throwing temper at the family. And I think my character was probably build up from there, I always defied him, I am the only one to retaliate, always arguing back. Mum always say I iron teeth. One of the days he actually punch my nose till I bleed. Did my mum punish him, I think she only scolded him but never puNish.., I wonder what if its the oppsite way. I guess I would have been punished. (Not jealous, bur rather I have come to accept the fact that mum always dote on this only son even up till now despite whatever he do. Well the lord knows our heart and that is good enough)
Pls don't say I am mean for disliking my brother. If you have such a brother I am sure you would. Sometimes he make you feel so miserable until u feel like you don't want to live in this world. Ok maybe I read too much those sad stories and turn permissitc but this does leave serious impact on your life. one incident happen when I was in P6, and i realise I do actually love him. Blood is perhaps still thicker than water. However up till when I go into sec school, he is still bullying me.
I do not like him saying things like Girls dont need to study so hard, boi eng.. balalblablablaba. that is how mean he is.
Thank the lord that afer his NS and after he gone into working life, he kind of tone down. Our relationship improve. Of cos at times I still quarrel with him occassionarily when he is unreasonable. Mum again always side him , saying I am rude to him infront of my SIL. One day I tell my mother straight in the face, look at who is right or wrong. My sisters all stand at my side, saying I am innocent :) some months ago, when my mother scolded me agian over my bro (I can't remember what is the cause of that quarrel, and I also can't be bother to remmebr), I just blurt out some stuff. Well I think sometimes its right to let her know certain stuff else she will forever think the son is the greatest.
I feel like telling my mum at times: "Can you please open your eyes and touch your heart. Who takes care of you, who was the one who brought you to doctor, who brings you out to tour, who paid for your tours. Who give you $$$, Who is the one who always come and xxxxxx "
If ever I am married and have kids I won't allow that to happen. This is such bad imapct to a kid's development. .
My brother is not that nasty now, afterall he has settle down with kids. Of cos no one is perfect we got to learn to accept this fact and to accept the imperfectons. 包容和宽恕是很重要的. I do not have space for hatred too :). Our life is already short enough so learn to love all your neighbours and brothers and sisters and enemies.
As for me, I am just me. I will still not cry infront of you, but will secretly find somewhere to hid and cry. Only exception is when i am watching shows.
Think my friend is right I needs lot of tender loving care. Who can I find? I can only find in my lala land with Jesus for now
A small dot
Since yesterday I wasn't feeling great. could have started since Sunday night, since I was doing my montly closing. Was kind of disappointed with my business counterparts. On Monday, that feeling was even stronger as I discover more things .
If I do not have expectation , I won't be disappinted. Thats what the general sayings goes. But we are in a predetermine role, which means there is a certain expectation of your role. Here I am trying to do my job but here there are refusing to listen to me. It was disappinting because I have been reminding them for >1year and yet this thing was still missed out. So what does this proves.
I am just a nobody a small little dot. Not the first time that happens, I shouldn't feel sad about it. I could be saying one thing but nobody believes. But when another person of a higher authority says exactly the ame thing that I said, people believes that person.. How sad isn't it.. Respect needs to be earn, I know.
But now is not respect that I need, its all the trust are all broken. Anyway since my advice has all gone on deaf ears , let it be. I shan't go and help them . I see it I am just going to the necessary. No chance of negotiation least I get myself into trouble again . I had often gotten myself into trouble because I was too kind enough.
Harden heart shall start today. I am really drained now.....
If I do not have expectation , I won't be disappinted. Thats what the general sayings goes. But we are in a predetermine role, which means there is a certain expectation of your role. Here I am trying to do my job but here there are refusing to listen to me. It was disappinting because I have been reminding them for >1year and yet this thing was still missed out. So what does this proves.
I am just a nobody a small little dot. Not the first time that happens, I shouldn't feel sad about it. I could be saying one thing but nobody believes. But when another person of a higher authority says exactly the ame thing that I said, people believes that person.. How sad isn't it.. Respect needs to be earn, I know.
But now is not respect that I need, its all the trust are all broken. Anyway since my advice has all gone on deaf ears , let it be. I shan't go and help them . I see it I am just going to the necessary. No chance of negotiation least I get myself into trouble again . I had often gotten myself into trouble because I was too kind enough.
Harden heart shall start today. I am really drained now.....
Friday, November 13, 2009
她喜欢他
我可以深深地体会这个女孩的心情。。。。。。不是不想说而是他不懂得看看他身后的她.
转载自http://www.cn0851.com/u/space.php?uid=48844&do=blog&id=61574
她喜欢他,时间不算长,却仿佛经过了漫长的世纪,小小的心事不懂得诉说,无法开口诉说,便成了往事,风却带不走.
她喜欢他,小心翼翼,一再划破内心柔软的角落,象无数细小的伤口,不懂得愈合,脸上却含着微笑望着他.
她喜欢他,可她只是装作不喜欢,和他开些不痛不痒的玩笑,假装洒脱,假装快乐.
她喜欢他,把他对自己的每一点滴的好,当作天大的快乐,记得他随口说说的喜欢什么.
她喜欢他,可他的视线却避开了她,于是她隐藏着心里巨大的伤痛.
她喜欢他,他却在她的视线里爱上了别人,她脸上含着不自然的微笑,心里却传来巨大的疼痛,几乎将她撕裂.
她喜欢他,望着他为别人的落寞,她恨不得不顾矜持吻平他脸上伤痕.
她喜欢他,很想祝福他,却无法开口祝福他和别人的幸福.
她喜欢他,多想告诉他,却为什么连个机会都没有,只能隐忍的将泪水一再的忍停在眼眶.
她喜欢他,只是,他却不懂得看看他身后的她.
请珍惜身后的她
转载自http://www.cn0851.com/u/space.php?uid=48844&do=blog&id=61574
她喜欢他,时间不算长,却仿佛经过了漫长的世纪,小小的心事不懂得诉说,无法开口诉说,便成了往事,风却带不走.
她喜欢他,小心翼翼,一再划破内心柔软的角落,象无数细小的伤口,不懂得愈合,脸上却含着微笑望着他.
她喜欢他,可她只是装作不喜欢,和他开些不痛不痒的玩笑,假装洒脱,假装快乐.
她喜欢他,把他对自己的每一点滴的好,当作天大的快乐,记得他随口说说的喜欢什么.
她喜欢他,可他的视线却避开了她,于是她隐藏着心里巨大的伤痛.
她喜欢他,他却在她的视线里爱上了别人,她脸上含着不自然的微笑,心里却传来巨大的疼痛,几乎将她撕裂.
她喜欢他,望着他为别人的落寞,她恨不得不顾矜持吻平他脸上伤痕.
她喜欢他,很想祝福他,却无法开口祝福他和别人的幸福.
她喜欢他,多想告诉他,却为什么连个机会都没有,只能隐忍的将泪水一再的忍停在眼眶.
她喜欢他,只是,他却不懂得看看他身后的她.
请珍惜身后的她
Saturday, November 7, 2009
Friday, November 6, 2009
绝对男友
This post was meant to be posted couple of months ago,but was just too lazy. For a few months every Friday I am always at home trying to catch this japanese drama series 绝对男友. (ultimate boyfriend??) .
why ?I seldom follow TV serials but guess this show caught my eye. Some portions its funny, cute and somehow I got attracted to the male lead. Nope not that robot. I must say he is realy handosme and cute.. but its the other lead who caught my eye is not handsome but his character in the show is simply cool. Do things without explainations and sometimes causing misunderstanding. Oh yah another part is you can really see the girl's delication in creating the creme puffs and the guy's dream in pursuing the orginal taste of his grandfather's creame puff. .
why ?I seldom follow TV serials but guess this show caught my eye. Some portions its funny, cute and somehow I got attracted to the male lead. Nope not that robot. I must say he is realy handosme and cute.. but its the other lead who caught my eye is not handsome but his character in the show is simply cool. Do things without explainations and sometimes causing misunderstanding. Oh yah another part is you can really see the girl's delication in creating the creme puffs and the guy's dream in pursuing the orginal taste of his grandfather's creame puff. .
heh there you go,yup its the one on the left handside. Most gals will say the guy in the middle is handsome.. Yes no doubt, but too handsome le, I dont like.. Anyway the not so handsome actor's name is 水岛宏 Hiro Mizushima
Anyway partner do not need to be handsome, afterall looks will wither. Sometimes too handsome equates to you don't have peace (if you get what I mean.) . As long as you can get along, can communicate, see each other eye to eye, can support and guide each other , , 2 whole person (not half + half= one whole person, thats really wrong) can workship the lord together, what more do you ask for. The rest lord willprovide.
Wednesday, November 4, 2009
海角七號 - 第七封信 - 情書
Lovely song that can made u tear
一直到 双手像枯树一样斑驳
这些字 才想起了当时的温柔
一直到 邮差走遍千万个门口
这些信 才想起了流浪的理由
一封封 情书穿越缓慢的时空
代替我 来不及说的含情脉脉
我相信 离开终究会有始有终
有一天 我将能为你描写彩虹
一直到 海角吞没船尾的脸孔
这港湾 才扬起那咸咸的海风
一直到 时间终于一去不回头
这些信 才回到我爱人的手中
一封封 情书穿越缓慢的时空
代替我 等了好久的十指相拥
我知道 回去不一定一路顺风
只希望 有天好好梳你的白头
只希望 有天好好梳你的白头
一直到 双手像枯树一样斑驳
这些字 才想起了当时的温柔
一直到 邮差走遍千万个门口
这些信 才想起了流浪的理由
一封封 情书穿越缓慢的时空
代替我 来不及说的含情脉脉
我相信 离开终究会有始有终
有一天 我将能为你描写彩虹
一直到 海角吞没船尾的脸孔
这港湾 才扬起那咸咸的海风
一直到 时间终于一去不回头
这些信 才回到我爱人的手中
一封封 情书穿越缓慢的时空
代替我 等了好久的十指相拥
我知道 回去不一定一路顺风
只希望 有天好好梳你的白头
只希望 有天好好梳你的白头
Did I take the wrong move
This collegue of mine has been telling me a method of getting myself hitch and get married. Saying it works for all his friends. So the rest encourage me ask me to go try.
I was so tempted to try but then I decide to just trust in the lord. Abba father is the creator and nothing is impossible for him. Surely he will provide.
When I tell my beautifican who attend the same church as me she said wah u have so great faith. Thanks to Lavendar sis who encourage me one day while we are "pen paling" each other :)
If I had follow my collegue's method, I would have gotten at least 2 or 3 now, according to him by the 5th time I should see something.. Anyway I trust that HE will provide and meanwhile am preparing me and the other person to get ourselves ready when the times come.. it comes.
I was so tempted to try but then I decide to just trust in the lord. Abba father is the creator and nothing is impossible for him. Surely he will provide.
When I tell my beautifican who attend the same church as me she said wah u have so great faith. Thanks to Lavendar sis who encourage me one day while we are "pen paling" each other :)
If I had follow my collegue's method, I would have gotten at least 2 or 3 now, according to him by the 5th time I should see something.. Anyway I trust that HE will provide and meanwhile am preparing me and the other person to get ourselves ready when the times come.. it comes.
Monday, November 2, 2009
I don't like this old "fren"
an old "fren" came to visit me which I dont like. Its name is called gastric pain which means I get hungry each time it came due to over active gastric juice.. must be those 15 min/5min lunches and dinners. Last Tuesday worst, totally forgotten about my dinner until 10 plus... and i work since 7am all the way tilll almost 12 am.... worst than a production operator right..
I ask for it now i am suffering from bad hormones, bad acne, bad gastric.. ok time to sleep
I ask for it now i am suffering from bad hormones, bad acne, bad gastric.. ok time to sleep
HugPlush
Happen to glance at the TV and saw this program about woman coming out to the workfoce to set up their career. It could be becoming a hair dresser, a maid consultant, haing cooking class for children etc etc.
This lady caught my eye. Her creations is just faboulous.. so super cute.. and bright. I like it. Wish I had her talent.. Now TS is asking me to sew her one. I told her, if i can sew this well, i won't be working at this weird hour and suffering gastric pain.
HugPlush
This lady caught my eye. Her creations is just faboulous.. so super cute.. and bright. I like it. Wish I had her talent.. Now TS is asking me to sew her one. I told her, if i can sew this well, i won't be working at this weird hour and suffering gastric pain.
HugPlush
Mum........Its because
Overheard mum "talking" to her friend over the phone, and she is "complaining" about her daughters all do not want to get married. Really feel like telling her: "Mum, its not that I do not want to settle down, I do want to settle down, get married and have a family of my own, but the guy just never came along, or did I miss the boat".
Sometimes there are people whom you met at the wrong timing or there are people who are just not your type . It could be you like someone but that someone just never recriporate and share the same view as you meaning he is just not that into you despite you dropping hints. So what do you expect me to do? Take a knife and force that person?
I can only leave this to the lord and trust in Him that he is preparing me and preparing the other person to get us ready,so that when we meet each other, we are ready for each other.
Sometimes there are people whom you met at the wrong timing or there are people who are just not your type . It could be you like someone but that someone just never recriporate and share the same view as you meaning he is just not that into you despite you dropping hints. So what do you expect me to do? Take a knife and force that person?
I can only leave this to the lord and trust in Him that he is preparing me and preparing the other person to get us ready,so that when we meet each other, we are ready for each other.
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