Its painful, I did it. Quite stupid some would say, but guess I did it cos I just want to stop seeing it and reminding myself of it. It hurts, really really hurts and I am hoping this would relieve me of it.
Wrong or right decision, I have no idea. I can probably only tell it in time to come. When? I don't know. Knowing my character probably thats going to take some time,
Ok don't ask me what the above means. I am allright just..... trying to come to terms, letting go of certain things.