Happy Blessed New Year

2 Corinthians 5:17


Therefore, if anyone is in Christ, he is a new creation; old things have passed away; behold, all things have become new.
 
 
 
Happy Blessed New year to all of you :) May the new year bring forth good tidings . Feel like texting you but decided not to. What's the point of texting when I know there won't be any response. Save you the hassle of deleting my msg or feeling... hmmm...
 
 If you happen to see this post, I hope you are doing well, no clue if you are in sg or already overseas. It doesn't matter, just take good care of yourself and keep alive. This is my wish for all my friends for all friends to be healthy and alive.

ANTON TANG: Dandelion

ANTON TANG: Dandelion: "Looks interesting, Danbo pick it up and give a gentle blow to make a wish."


My 3 wishes for 2011 are: 1) my parents salvation.. the other 2 still thinking

Let Go and Let God

2010 is a year that I learn to let go. Its really hard, I am still learning. From the beginning of 2010 till now, too many things happen but think I have grown as well. I guess I would remember the months of Feb, June, Aug/Sep, Nov, Dec . Not easy, really tough.. Abba, you will surely continue to guide me through..

Thought of the day

When the wave came in, Tin Tin got scared and try to run away, He screamed," I want to go back, I want to go back." Its pretty funny. Both my sis and I held him tightly and let him float telling him , its allright. Actually he had ventrued out from 0.6M to 0.9M and he's wearing a life jacket so he can float but when the waves came in, he got swept and he got scared.

We held him tightly trying to calm him down and reassure him its safe. When the waves died down, he realise actualy he can float and he then dare to venture out and trying 1.2M this time round. Now  he doesn't want to get out of water.

Alot of times, due to the unknown, we got scared and tried to run away from the fear that aroses from our heart. We do not dare to face this unknown. Only when we know we are safe, would we dare to face it. But very often its we ouselves that we hinder from stepping out the first step.

Jesus says:

Deuteronomy 31:6


Be strong and of good courage, do not fear nor be afraid of them; for the LORD your God, He is the One who goes with you. He will not leave you nor forsake you.

John 14:27


Peace I leave with you; my peace I give you. I do not give to you as the world gives. Do not let your hearts be troubled and do not be afraid.

Thanks Pal

Thanks for your time  today pal. Thanks for your son's entertainment too heeehee. He has really grown and I too have seen you grown from a young bubberly girl to a young bubberly mum :)

Its really unbelievable in a way to seen you from young girl, to young lady to now a mum ...  Hope someday I will be able to bring my child to visit your family too..

Hmm

Hmm my sixth sense says that someone is lieing to me perhaps.. well anyway it doesn't matter now. I have did what I should and always wanted to do..   再多说也没用,也没什么好后悔的。该做的都已做了。The lord knows my heart and will guide me through..

Thank you lord

Thank you lord. Today I am happy, finally seeing result. A restful increase manifestation. This is just the beginning :)

hmm I do wish you are here to share my joy though. Well I should get you out of my mind instead.

Give thanks

Give thanks ... Thank you lord I receive

十二月十九日

我想我会永远记住这天吧。
 
到现在心还在痛，时间会愈合伤口的。你也满残忍的，什么都不说。也许这样对我比较好吧？不知道也许是种幸福，但偏偏就这么巧让我知道了。这一天，本来我是已经回家了，最后决定留下来继续第四场的服务。就这样，知道你即将离开。心里在那一刹那，开始难过。

没想到会那么难过，原来这就是我真正的自己。所以做了这个决定。一个到头来或许连朋友都没得做的决定。但我不想以后遗憾终生。好几年前，我好遗憾当时没行动结果太迟了。我不想再有多一个遗憾。
我还是失败了，但至少我勇敢的，真实地面对自己。

写出来是想提醒自己，要永远勇敢。我不管也不在乎现在在读的读者是怎么想。你们要笑我笨，笑我傻，尽管吧！我是蛮笨的。

会难过一阵子，肯定的。到现在还在流泪。

In a way, perhaps the lord has answer my prayers cos i been asking for a direction. I still think things don't happen by chance. If i didn't continue to stay for serving for the next service, I wouldn't have know about your decision.  What I didn't know is why did the lord plant you in my life. That's the question which I haven't figure out. Well its kind of stupidity at my end. Really stupid of me. The lord mayb telling me to be smarter..

Penning this now as a reminder to myself to be stronger and to dare to face my own feelings. I do not want to live with the knowledge that I didn't express. Its totally not in my character, personality at all.  I don't know why I have the courage but i guess I just like you.  I been tearing and just as I thought I have recover, the next moment I start to tear. I know I will eventually be stronger and grow out of it. I won't snap into a depression cos I won't allow it.

我还是要祝福你,谢谢美好的回忆。 Thank you for the lovely memories, which  forms part of my life journey. Thank good care of yourself. Even if you do not acknolwedge me as a friend anymore, you will forever be one..  

半情歌 - 元若蓝

元若藍 - 半情歌 歌詞 Lyrics




作詞：陳靜楠 作曲：方文良


花 接受凋零 风 接受追寻


心的伤还有一些 不要紧

我接受你的决定

你将会被谁抱紧 唱什麼歌哄他开心

我想著天空什麼时候会放晴

地球不曾为谁停一停

你的明天 有多快乐 不是我的

(我的明天 快不快乐 都是我的)

我们的爱是唱一半的歌

时间把习惯换了 伤口愈合

也撤销我再想你的资格

你的祝福 一半甜的 一半苦的

像我手中冷掉的可可

最最教人残念的总是未完成的

我只能唱著 一半的歌

(另一半的歌)



也撤销我再想你的资格



你的祝福

一半甜的一半苦的

一半甜的一半苦的



像我手中冷掉的可可

最最教人残念的总是未完成的

我只能唱著一半的歌

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希望你过的好! 只能在这祝福你....

Sad

Feel like heart is being sliced when i hear the news. Was thinking why u never tell me the news before. Well I know the reason, its because there is no need to. So obvious..

It took me lots of courage just to send you the message. I must be mad tonight. I know I will never get the chance to tell you if I don't tell you. Sending you the message on the risk that we would never be friends again but I know I need to send you the mesage

Disappointed that you never pick up the call,  I don't even have the chance to hear your voice and say farewell to you.

Take care out there. 衷心祝福你. 是蛮难过的,连跟你说声再见的机会都没有.  All the best..  I know I will tear tonight because I am tearing now..

李圣杰- 擦肩而过

多令人感动, if a guy is so good to me, i will be touched...

TANGLED - Christian Movie Review

TANGLED - Christian Movie Review

I watched it.. Funny, and nice :)

陳潔儀 Kit Chan - 請你告訴他 (December Rains)

新加坡好美

http://www.purefilms.com.tw/commercial/cf_t_2010_08.asp#

After watching this, I suddenly feel singapore is so beautiful. Film is done for Singapore by 10AM and is showcast at Shanghai expo.Suddenly feel so touched when I hear MM Lee on the water cleaning up effort on buidling a beautiful city, all the efforts by the singapore govt..  He has aged

5 min Butterfly Braids

Thank you lord

I thank the lord for the day for teaching me things. Many lessons to be learn but the most important is to keep on focusing onto u. Things that had happen had happen and won't be repeat again. All things will turn out good. Thank you lord.

Too many things happen today that made me really sad. Dun want to burden u readers. Anyway I do learn one thing dun skip ur meals if u are hungry just eat. I try to tong and eat too late See now I suffer gastric. All will be healed. Amen

Why why why

I question why. Why did my anklet broke, why did my iPod hang just when I needed it most. Why did it all happen on the same day. And then,the unfortunate thing, gosh. Haiz. 当下只想哭,大吃一顿，再疯狂购物。一样都没做到，太理智了。

God gives me the serenity to accept things as it is. It's going to be fine. I know I will be fine after today. Thank you lord.

Beautiful days await me. Amen

I decided

How many times have I decided on this and never really practise it. Does this happen to you? how many times have you decide on some matters but never have the heart to do it or just dont have the discipline eg new year resolution.

Today at this moemnt I made the decision again. something which I never ever kept. Now I shall keep to my promise. A new door will open, all I have to do is to stick to this decision.

Letting go is never easy but with the Lord it will be possible. Dear Lord, you know your daughter's desire and will make it possible cos everything has been finished and done at the cross. Give me the wisdom to handle this. I declare I have the victory cos you already have given me and I have received.

当下

J 姐:你又恢复以前的开朗了。
我：学会看开，放下。
J姐：往往当下很难。
我：的确，但时间会治疗一切，一定行的。

祝福你J姐，为你祈祷着。你是勇敢的。能体会你的心情，有时侯跟你一样会坠入那深渊但这是生活有时无可避免的。只要学会如何面对，及时出来就好了。我也在学习。


<< Proverbs 3:5 >>






New American Standard Bible (©1995)

Trust in the LORD with all your heart And do not lean on your own understanding.

King James Bible

Trust in the LORD with all thine heart; and lean not unto thine own understanding.



American King James Version

Trust in the LORD with all your heart; and lean not to your own understanding.



American Standard Version

Trust in Jehovah with all thy heart, And lean not upon thine own understanding:



Douay-Rheims Bible

Have confidence in the Lord with all thy heart, and lean not upon thy own prudence.



Darby Bible Translation

Confide in Jehovah with all thy heart, and lean not unto thine own intelligence;



English Revised Version

Trust in the LORD with all thine heart, and lean not upon thine own understanding:



Webster's Bible Translation

Trust in the LORD with all thy heart; and lean not to thy own understanding.



World English Bible

Trust in Yahweh with all your heart, and don't lean on your own understanding.



Young's Literal Translation

Trust unto Jehovah with all thy heart, And unto thine own understanding lean not.



משלי 3:5 Hebrew OT: Westminster Leningrad Codex

בְּטַ֣ח אֶל־יְ֭הוָה בְּכָל־לִבֶּ֑ךָ וְאֶל־בִּֽ֝ינָתְךָ֗ אַל־תִּשָּׁעֵֽן׃



משלי 3:5 Hebrew OT: WLC (Consonants Only)

בטח אל־יהוה בכל־לבך ואל־בינתך אל־תשען׃



משלי 3:5 Hebrew OT: WLC (Consonants & Vowels)

בְּטַח אֶל־יְהוָה בְּכָל־לִבֶּךָ וְאֶל־בִּינָתְךָ אַל־תִּשָּׁעֵן׃



משלי 3:5 Hebrew Bible

בטח אל יהוה בכל לבך ואל בינתך אל תשען׃



Apocalypsis 22:21 Latin: Biblia Sacra Vulgata

habe fiduciam in Domino ex toto corde tuo et ne innitaris prudentiae tuae



Proverbios 3:5 Spanish: La Biblia de las Américas (©1997)

Confía en el SEÑOR con todo tu corazón, y no te apoyes en tu propio entendimiento.



Proverbios 3:5 Spanish: La Nueva Biblia de los Hispanos (©2005)

Confía en el SEÑOR con todo tu corazón, Y no te apoyes en tu propio entendimiento.



Proverbios 3:5 Spanish: Reina Valera (1909)

Fíate de Jehová de todo tu corazón, Y no estribes en tu prudencia.



Proverbios 3:5 Spanish: Sagradas Escrituras (1569)

Fíate del SEÑOR de todo tu corazón, y no estribes en tu propia prudencia.



Proverbios 3:5 Spanish: Modern

Confía en Jehovah con todo tu corazón, y no te apoyes en tu propia inteligencia.



Proverbes 3:5 French: Louis Segond (1910)

Confie-toi en l'Eternel de tout ton coeur, Et ne t'appuie pas sur ta sagesse;



Proverbes 3:5 French: Darby

Confie-toi de tout ton coeur à l'Éternel, et ne t'appuie pas sur ton intelligence;



Proverbes 3:5 French: Martin (1744)

Confie-toi de tout ton cœur en l'Eternel, et ne t'appuie point sur ta prudence.



Proverbes 3:5 French: Ostervald (1744)

Confie-toi en l'Éternel de tout ton cœur, et ne t'appuie point sur ta prudence.



Sprueche 3:5 German: Luther (1912)

Verlaß dich auf den HERRN von ganzem Herzen und verlaß dich nicht auf deinen Verstand;



Sprueche 3:5 German: Luther (1545)

Verlaß dich auf den HERRN von ganzem Herzen und verlaß dich nicht auf deinen Verstand;



Sprueche 3:5 German: Elberfelder (1871)

Vertraue auf Jehova mit deinem ganzen Herzen, und stütze dich nicht auf deinen Verstand.



箴 言 3:5 Chinese Bible: Union (Traditional)

你 要 專 心 仰 賴 耶 和 華 ， 不 可 倚 靠 自 己 的 聰 明 ，






箴 言 3:5-6
你要一心仰赖耶和华，不可倚靠自己的聪明

在你一切所行的路上，都要承認他，他必使你的路徑平坦正直。

Amen

Finally I declare

If not for Roland's encouragment I probably would notshare during last sat's gathering.

Glory to the lord that i declare I am out of depression. Why did I sunk into depression, I didnt even realise I was in until I talk to J jie and confirm it.
It all began in June, when I clarified with XX on some of her decisions. I am shocked by her answers and the hurting thing is she denied askingme to do ANZ + forecast together. Know what she did. She hired someone internal with a grade higer to handle ANZ and then promtoed K to do forecast.

To add to the would further, she furtheradded to say I am not good, lousy. These words are like blades cutting deep into my heart and there it is. the damage was done.I feel so condemn.  And in Jul/Aug during evauation she start to pinpoint a point which is up till now I feel is a makeup story by her. She can't even pinpoint the exact file and mind you I take pride in my work . 

After all these hurtful stuff I feel so  condemned and lousy and really am washing my face with tears espcially during Sunday church. Tears would just roll down nonstop... All thanks to joyce meyer. She had a guest speaker Pastor Phil princle and while listening. Bling.. Suddenly I see the light in that instant. learning to let go.

It was all abt the wounded spirit and finaly i understtood why I was so upset. Its the bleach of trust by XX

Now I have learn to let go.

By the way someone did tell me K has backstabbed me to climb up, probly she did. But I do not care now really, I still treat her with grace.  Just the other day I bought her favourite juice, wrote a note to cheer her up and left it on her desk.

U know it was a blessing in disguise that I did not get promoted. Why? Becasue I see K is so stressful now all thanks to political moves and decisions by XX. Did I mention that XX is moving to another dept.  Did the lord remove a mountain?  Anywa what I want to say is now I do not miss care grp like in the past cos I do not have to worry about forecast. tomrowo I can go cg and sleep well while K has to stay back to consolidate. Finally my rest is here. :)
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The lord know what is best for me and where I should go. I know I have accomplish my goal in this team, mision accomplished. These are goals which I can't in my performance evaualtion but is something that I can write and speak to the Lord about it.  Helping Preggy to reconcile bac with the rest of the collegues, trianing her to pick up the work stuff.  Sounds like I am abit dumb hor. but really I love the peace.


Rest in the lord and wait patiently for him...Psalm 37:7  next time i shall share what my revelations is about this phrase.

Mrs Lee Kuan Yew's Funeral/ Mandai Crematorium/ 06 Oct 2010

A loving wife, a loving mother. May Mrs Lee rest in peace. It touches me to see how loving Mr and Mrs Lee are, the last kiss he plant on Mrs Lee touches me to the core.

 I believe Mrs Lee has been Mr Lee's source of strength all these years, may him remain strong. Rest in peace Mrs Lee, you have leave a legacy behind a role example for many to follow.

An article on North korea

http://www.zaobao.com.sg/fk/fk101020_008.shtml   like the way hows its written, and is really the truth. I didn't have to subject my camera to checks though . Perhaps I was lucky.

Chanel No.5 The Film - 3 Minutes Version

I like Nicole kidman...

Smack the spider

http://www.gocomics.com/comic_page/view/86529

Now I can understand why Garfield is always smacking the spiders . They are annoying.. aint they....  Someday I may just smack one too.

CLM?

Think on Friday I just make a career limiting move. I pointed out a gap and the audience happen to be my controller in her new role.  Honestly I could have kept quiet because I am only backin up for my collegue and I could have close one eye and settle the issue.

However me being me, seeing the gap and where the problem lies I decided to speak up and wrote a diplomatic email (I spend at least 10-15 mins on that email and vetted and corrected and tone it down) I guess I reach the stage whereby I do not care if I offend my boss, my new manager and whoever.

I did the right thing and know I have God's righteous with me and even if I get reprimanded, I am without regrets. God will move me to the right place where I need to be.

Talking about my new manager.. haiz she reminded me fo who I was 6-7 years back. A spider. Know what is a spider? Kancheong spider. I am not a manager but I do know what is to stay cool and relax and calm. Over the years I see the change in me, especially after I know God and with good training in the last company I slowly change.

Not to say I don't care but rather I appear calm on the outside graceful like a swan but underneath paddle like crazy

Well she has lots to go, yes she is new but handling of matter wise........ may the lord guide her..

2009.12 黃小琥 沒那麼簡單 MV (特別演出: 安心亞 )

喜欢这首歌.套 J 姐说的:唱出了熟女的心声。

黄小琥 - 没那麽简单  作词：姚若龙 作曲：萧煌奇 

没那麽简单 就能找到 聊得来的伴
 尤其是在 看过了那麽多的背叛
总是不安 只好强悍
谁谋杀了我的浪漫
 没那麽简单 就能去爱
别的全不看 变得实际
也许好也许坏各一半
不爱孤单 一久也习惯
不用担心谁 也不用被谁管
 感觉快乐就忙东忙西
感觉累了就放空自己
别人说的话 随便听一听
自己做决定
不想拥有太多情绪
一杯红酒配电影 在周末晚上
关上了手机 舒服窝在沙发里

 相爱没有那麽容易 每个人有他的脾气
过了爱做梦的年纪 轰轰烈烈不如平静
 幸福没有那麽容易 才会特别让人着迷
什麽都不懂的年纪 曾经最掏心
 所以最开心
曾经  没那麽简单 就能去爱
别的全不看 变得实际
也许好也许坏各一半
不爱孤单 一久也习惯 不用担心谁
也不用被谁管  感觉快乐就忙东忙西
感觉累了就放空自己 别人说的话 随便听一听
自己做决定 不想拥有太多情绪 一杯红酒配电影

在周末晚上 关上了手机 舒服窝在沙发里 
相爱没有那麽容易 每个人有他的脾气
过了爱做梦的年纪 轰轰烈烈不如平静
幸福没有那麽容易 才会特别让人着迷
 什麽都不懂的年纪 曾经最掏心 所以最开心
曾经
  相爱没有那麽容易 每个人有他的脾气
过了爱做梦的年纪 轰轰烈烈不如平静
幸福没有那麽容易 才会特别让人着迷
什麽都不懂的年纪 曾经最掏心 所以最开心
曾经  想念最伤心
但却最动心 的记忆 

Train is coming

http://www.razor.tv/site/servlet/segment/main/news/54346.html

This has annoyed me for the whole week. I just realise is from dim sum dollies....  I have been telling my friends, maybe this can get more people off the train .

How about
Train is coming, train is coming,
Get ready to squeeze

or

Train is coming, train is coming
Get ready to fight (for a seat)

Thanks Neigbour

I can't help but to tear the moment I saw the mail.

Thanks for helping me
Thanks for encouraging me with the sms
Thanks for the constant reminders of our lord
Thanks for all the prayers
Thanks for keeping me in your family prayer list
Thanks for the wonderful time that we work together
Thanks for the prayer time that we have together
Thanks for showing me how good our lord in, I really see the lord's hand working on you.

I am definitely going to miss you as my neighbour in office. Will miss the times that we work together. this is a period whereby no duplication and nothing can ever replace it. Its what I would call nobody will ever understand why.

I must confess and say I am sorry for I use to dislike you for making my life miserable and making me tear in the past . haha I know you are really so shocked when I told you the other day... But really I saw lord changing you into a gracious lady and how he promoted you .. :)  Am turely happy for ya...

I now know  why i didn't leave 2 years ago...........cos the lord wants me to see His work. Praise the lord. Thanks Neighbour...............

Fluffy

This is Fluffy the cat. A couple of months ago, as I walked towards the lift one night, I saw her walking towards me from the next block. How pretty she is.. a lovely cat.. I sayang it as usual (see I never learn from the previous incident whereby I got bitten :P)

when I told my younger sis about it, I realiase she notice Fluffy too. Yup my sis call her Fluffy.. I think everyone likes Fluffy Why? I been seeing quite a few people feeding her, sayanging her. I think they all call her Fluffy too , accordinly to my Elder sis, she heard people calling it Fluffy..

My younger sis bought cat food just for her. Aint Fluffy blessed? The other day when we brought Tin and Crystal to feed her, a cat which passes us smell the cat food and we fed it too. See because of a blessed Fluffy, the other cat get fed too. A hungry cat. Noted a collar around it, wonder who abandon both of them.   Who knows maybe Fluffy isn't being abandon?

Anyway I can't help but to think of this today Mathew 6:25-30



25"(A)For this reason I say to you, do not be (B)worried about your life, as to what you will eat or what you will drink; nor for your body, as to what you will put on. Is not life more than food, and the body more than clothing?



26"(C)Look at the birds of the air, that they do not sow, nor reap nor gather into barns, and yet your heavenly Father feeds them. Are you not worth much more than they?






27"And who of you by being worried can add a single hour to his life?






28"And why are you )worried about clothing? Observe how the lilies of the field grow; they do not toil nor do they spin,






29yet I say to you that not even )Solomon in all his glory clothed himself like one of these.






30"But if God so clothes the grass of the field, which is alive today and tomorrow is thrown into the furnace, will He not much more clothe you? You of little faith!

If Fluffy is being well fed, let alone me who is the precious beloved child of God. 

No Limits 泳闯琴关- ending theme (piano instrumental)

I think this person is so talented, played just by hearing it on TV. I wonder what is the title of this song... nice

North korea-The hotel room

Below photos are taken while staying in the hotel in woonsan. A old hotel in the outskirt. When I first step into the hotel room, I am like wow. this is so old, its like back to the 60ss.. check it out...  Now I still have a rememberance of this hotel . Why? I cut my knee, still has a long scar at my right knee.. quite a bad cut. accidenaly knock against the bathtop and well the edge of the sink is not smooth thus i cut myself :(

The telephone at one of the floors  lobby, it actually can work.. cos it rings

In the hotel room... check out the english words on the card

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Room Key

Reminds me of my childhood..

Sharp TV. My familly has one Sharp TV when I was a young kid

We all almost laugh out when we see the quilt cover.. so.... Russian style and 60s...

DPRK- random shots

Pictures all taken while I was in the coach, so photos not in focus, and kind of blur.  While on the road, hardly see any vechicles. Basically people there can't handle vehicles, petrol is imported and thus expensive. Some of the cars that exists belong to peopel who come back from Japan, etc. 

Most of the North koreans walk. Yes its common for them to walk a long distance easily a few kilometres. If there is a walkaton, perhaps they would win.

see the children bathing in the drain, woman washing clothes.

DMZ continues

That is the south korea side facing the North korea.. can see the cameras observing the North. someone ask the officer where are the Amercians and South soldiers, the reply was that they are probably hiding inside the building. hmm....  Btw the room  that is above is ine one of these blue building. the middle one.

NDP 2010 Theme Song - "Song for Singapore" by Corrinne May!

I actually forgot to post this... only remember to post in FB.... come here it is.. As usual Corrine is the talented one to come up with this song.

Am proud to be a Singaporean. You are my brother, my sisters I am thankful for...Come together everybody, fly the flag and share our story, live teh wildest dream......

Serenity Prayer

Serenity Prayer

God grant me the serenity
to accept the things I cannot change;
courage to change the things I can;
and wisdom to know the difference.

Living one day at a time;
Enjoying one moment at a time;
Accepting hardships as the pathway to peace;
Taking, as He did, this sinful world
as it is, not as I would have it;
Trusting that He will make all things right
if I surrender to His Will;
That I may be reasonably happy in this life
and supremely happy with Him
Forever in the next.
Amen.

Where is the answer

I think deep in my heart I have an answer but still confused. When you have too much choices, this becomes a dilemna ... Happy for Neighbour' breakthough, still waiting for mine.

Am realy going to miss her, the though of it just mad me tear...........sob.... is hard to have a fellow sis in christ at work.

Think the lord has made me stay 2 years ago to witnes the wonder work His in changing her and giving her the breakthrough. Now dear lord, next will be me... will ya remove those torns and shield me from those evil xiao ren.

Pieces of my heart

Can't remember if I ever share .. click on the icon

I think i shd consider i am blessed

Was out with the kids from Beyond services binging them to Mints toy musuem. Was deeply touched by what Miss Raja said. She gave up her job and went full time into social service, intially she wanted to go to other countries but then she realise in Singapore there still exist these kids that needed help. yes in modern singapore, its something that most Singaporeans won't hear or know of.

Ok I do know since I did visit some childrens home, old folks home when I was in Leo club and went on to organise a trip (sad to say only one trip) during my 3rd year in poly . Yup first 2 years I was with NP Strings, 3rd yea I went MIA there and join Leo club :P.


As Miss Raja tells us their stories, it just sound familar Ok well these children are usually people of low income disadvantage problems. More often than not, quite alot of them have parents who are drug addicts, jailbirds. You know so many years have passed since I grad from poly and the same story still goes on. haiz..

the kids helping their parents to inject the drugs in, etc etc. I can of admire how Miss Raja handle the kids, make a difference in their lives.

Seeing these kids, I think I am blessed, I don't have to go through what they go through. Some of these kids are well behaved,  some are naughty (in our eyes of cos0, but very often these kids are street smart. Given the right training, these kids will make it one of these days

Thats what I believe. :)

DMZ continues

Hmm this is interesting, this little room is the only one whereby the north and south soldiers from both sides may patrol inside the DMZ, but they may not cross the MDL. See the 2 South korean soliders standing on the other corner. I was actualy expecting high tension due to that torpedo incident but guess there are more soldiers and American soldiers on the South korean side hidden in the buildings.

Now there are two foreigners whom I think are Americans. I can't help but to say they are dumb. They actually posed infront of the 2 south korean soldiers (excused me, thse 2 soldiers are not monuments). Now Now with flash going on, these 2 soldiers face turned. they are like Mr Bao now.. (bao gong i mean) and well they look fierce and start to walk towards us, and our guide from the military quickly get us out of the room.......... Arrg all these to these 2, I was trying to take more photos . And oh yes I didn't have my flash on. Damn it..

SJ is now in South korea

The South Korean soldiers

DMZ continues

DMZ continues

War-Sad to see all these

DPRK -DMZ zone

How exciting, ths is the main highlight that I was waiting for. A visit to DMZ area

Per wikipedia: DMZ

The Korean Demilitarized Zone (Korean: 한반도 비무장지대) is a strip of land running across the Korean Peninsula that serves as a buffer zone between North and South Korea. The DMZ cuts the Korean Peninsula roughly in half, crossing the 38th parallel on an angle, with the west end of the DMZ lying south of the parallel and the east end lying north of it. It is 250 kilometres (160 miles) long [1], approximately 4 km (2.5 mi) wide and is the most heavily militarized border in the world.

Security is tight, we ain't allow to take photos while in the tour bus  from a certain point all the way to DMZ area. and we have to go thru quite a few checkpoints, with amry officer coming up to check. Now was it 4 checkpoints or .. can't remember need to check my note book which I can't remember where I kept it :p 

A military officer was our guide, we were together with another tour group, Some of them are from US, quite surprise that North korea allows Americans in. Hmm, there military officer is pretty stern and fierce and later on i realise why they assign him.  Ya, two of them t offende the South korean soldiers, see my last posting on DMZ and you would know why.

This is the map

Thank you lord

2 Sisters reminded me. I think I should really thank the lord and don' t be so ungrateful fellow.

Got an award today for doing the forecast piece which I spend alot of time for the past 2 years trying to revamp the whole process. was a surprise but really i feel nothing. Nothing exciting if u were to ask me. I do have peopel telling me well deserve and its long overdue anyway... I really feel nothing. If this award has come earlier before that incident , I probably would have jump for joy.

But this time round after all that has happened, it does not mattered anything to me now.  Everyone asking a treat from me now .(strange that when u have award, everyone would just suddenly become friendly to you, congratulating you... its not even a promotion or what)  nah... I am just totally can't be bothered.  Bad huh me?  Well basicaly I am just neutral.... 心灰意冷吧??

If I have a chance to tell my boss I would tell her: You know what I want, I can't be bothered with this award...

I greedy? Nope I am not.. what matters more is something else which I know if I continue to stay here, I won't get it..... and giving me this award as a sweetner, sorry I don't buy this trick anymore...

Nevertheless. I thank you lord for giving me this award. Someday I will see how this will change my life though I can't see it now.

Corrinne May - Let It Go

As I listen to this song again, suddenly I seem to have more indepth view of it. Don't know how to describe. 另一种体会吧?




Let It go - Corrine May

I think we've been here before


I recognize this place

I've seen the marks of confusion

wipe out a single sign of grace

And I don't want to play anymore

Not when the stakes are so high

So before we circle round once more

I'm gonna lay down,

Lay down my pride



Let it go, let it be

Don't waste all your emotion on this

tit-for-tat machine

Let it go, let it be

Let it go



I turn on the TV

and it screams out at me

Nothing seems to have changed

since the start of Adam and Eve

So we're waiting for the sky to fall

and we're buying brand new toys

But before we circle round once more

Can we lay down

Just lay down this pride



Let it go, let it be

Don't waste all your emotion on this

tit-for-tat machine

Let it go, let it be

Let it go

Don't go wasting your emotions

No one wins if we keep score

Let it go, let it be

Let it go

DPRK- Pretty Traffic woman

there is no way I can get down the bus to take it, so I have to quickly take it while on the bus.... If I do find a better bigger photo I will upload it later. These pretty ladies will be standing in the middle of the road junctions to direct traffic and they have certain working hours. (I can't rememeber), they don't work all the time as certain hours will be too hot in the summer. I was just wondering since ther es traffic lights why not just use traffic lights instead of woman. hmmmm I got no clue why....

DPRK

just sharing some random photos...... I will probably load them somewhere in the web soon...  Looks wow right, the cuttery is made of bronze I think.

Dish is not too bad


I can't remember whose tomb is this. Anyway honestly all I can recall is I don't enjoy visiting tombs. My view has always been a dead person is dead and if this person is a great man, yes its a history and the descendents and generation behind should learn from this person. There are lessons to be remember. But as for buidling a manifiant tomb, over glorifying it.. nah etc.. nah... We visted two of such tomb, i honestly can't be bothered with it.

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