Glory to the Lord

I just want to give thanks to the lord. Somewhere in Mar I think Mar 1st, when Pastor Lian was preaching on Faith, i wrote this in my note book: that E will be back in 2 weeks time. Don't ask me why I write that, I just write it lor.

The following week when I have my 1:1 with my boss, my boss was telling me she is not placing hopes.(she was thinking E will only be back a year later). I actually tell her: I believe in miracles (in chinese= Me 信心满满地tell her)

well 2 weeks later no news, but me still leaning on the Lord. last week boss was telling me she might be back. Then E sms me a joke and I ask how she is, she told me she be back 2 weeks later.

Yesterday my boss send out a email saying E will be back next week. But on a part time basis and one of the things Boss mention is E would take back the stuff that I was covering for her. Hooray!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


I think i can remove the 10~/54 counting le. I count till week 10 and I give up and refuse to count anymore.....

We shall see

Whats wrong

Lately I been sneezing, yes sneezing, badly. And it always happen on a weekend i realise. haiz.... sigh. Its so bad that I got running nose. Affected my throat too and that leads to flu, to everything.

I just recovered and then i fall sick again. This time with swollen left eye. And last night I start to sneeze again :( arrrg.... Friends say this is a sign, a sign that my body is protesting to me. See they all start to take turns to protest le...

Hmm maybe I should take mc yeah..

She'll take it

Was reading She'll take it by Mary carter lately. Borrowed this book from the library, I must say I didn't really want to borrow this book but as I read the synopsis it caught my attention.

Its about Melanie who is a kleptomaniac, First few chapters for me is a little boring but as I read on, it got more interesting. Look at her conjuring up all the saints to pray to, its pretty funny. All the excuse she made up and eventually she revealed why she got into this habit.

I do kind of envy her ending though. why? Read the book yourself hahahaha..

So how have I been doing

Hmmm I would say I am still alive, so so.. But not too good, why? I caught a flu, and last week was my closing. Monday woke up with really bad running nose, aching limbs, so work from home. Think of the lousy docs downstairs, decided not to go see the.

Too tired to walk further to see other doctors. Tong.... till Tuesday go see doc. Gosh was actully running a fever so means monday i should be running a fever. Continue to tong until aroudn 6.. Tong buay tiao le, go home eat dinner. Decided to take a rest,flip a magazine before working.

End up I fall asleep. It was really a happy sleep until my sis woke me up, cos I was sleeping at her bed. haiz.. why did she wake me up :(

eh did I wrote the above last week, I think I did hor.. nevermind u all see one more time lor hahaha..

anyway this week was really a tough week for me. Sunday wera heels to serve cos I only left with this pair of black covered shoees, rush all the way from suntec to cityhall mrt to go down to a wake. Monday my shins are really really sore...

Tough luck with work, forecast week again and to think I have to do this 4 weeks out of 5 weeks. shucks.... :( Tuesday evening start to tie numbers. I stared at a worksheet full of numbers and suddenly gone blank, eh how to tie ah..

Put down everything, decide to pray. Desperate le. put on ipod listen to workship songs, calm myself down, slowly tie . By the time i managed to finish tieing, 9.30pm . Call cab. gosh my mind went blank, tell the wrong road name of where I am,
Look up at the window reflection. "Hmm how come got people ah, I am the last person in the office wor?" Chua tio, turn around, before realising, hey i am looking into outside, its the opposite building whereby people are doing construction work at the higer floors. phew...

went to wait for cab, gosh tell the cab driver the wrong direction some more. My brain float to the deals that I need to explain the next morning forecast call. uh oh, why am I here, right outside hwa chong. Damn it (sorry for the language), I forgot to tell the driver to turn into Pie. Whey didn't the driver ask me if I wanan turn into expressway. Isn't that common sense to go to my place via expressway. I dislike going via bt timah way.

Wake up early wed morning, go office set up laptop. Why is it alway whenever I ahve forecast call, the laptop slwo down. Come on I need to send the file . 2 mins before call, finally my outlook is up. See thats why I need to make sure I go into office prior to 8am to get everything up.

Thursday wake up aching limbs again.. uh oh.. eyes feel abit pain ignore.
Friday morning look into mirror, arrrg left eye is swollen. throat dont feel well. must be too heaty le................



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Enuff of complains................ Its going into Sat I want to think what I can do. I think i need to rest rest rest, and hope Abba father to grant me my miracles. Some one must be back into work cos i no longer can handle her work, i am tired and I need to cover for another collegue on medical leave. I not super woman....

I can only say without HIM I wont be able to survie from Jan till now. Its amazing, See i fall sick but I never took MC. still hanging in there.

Man's brain vs woman's brain

A fellow collegue send me this... tell me what do u think of it. True?

Hm its Saturday

Hopefully I can have a good rest. Its been a tiring week. Monday wake up feeling really sick and end up I brush my teeth, wash my face. Didn't bath and pop right back to sleep. Wake up start working. Yup work from home. Didn't see a doctor cos when I think of the doc nearby, haiz cheap but medicine dont really work. The other doctor well expensive and medicine not too good too.

The next doctor will have to be the one at plaza but well too sick to walk there.

Finally see the doctor on Tuesday when I gone into office. Hmm I actually have a slight fever. Continue to work....work.. and then home. So tired till after dinner, I fall asleep while flipping magazine. I merely wanted to flip and then go back to work but I just fell asleep. Its really a good sleep though ( I think I never have this good sleep for ages) until my sis wake me up. Cos I been sleeping on her bed.

Wed tired again. I think it must be sick plus its time of the month again. Extremely hungry and tired. My voice change too.........

Thurs tired

Friday better.... so hopefully this stay true........... Hmm think my voice is back. I don't midn a lower voice though. Sorry crazy me. I always like deep low voice.

Believe in yourself gal

Made this for a gf to encourage her.

This is altered from a coaster.
Rainbow means every day is a rainbow a new hope. I was having too much fun putting on the glitter poping up the bird when I realise uh oh.. i havent stamp the Believe image yet.. so thats why u see the Believe is kind of not clear..

Well...... I end up distressing it with 3 colors antique liner, marmalade and i cant remmber what else. Paper is from Sassafras Lass.

As usual, my photos are all taken at night so its not too clear with my shaky hands. Pardon me

Front

From creations

Back

From creations

Reveal Night

TA DA!!!!!!!!!!!! All of you are asking me who do I love. I love everyone ..

Here's the answer... An album for WL and her baby Nick.. Who do u think it was.. come on.. hahaha.

Thanks to Ah jun for sponsoring me the I love you stamp. Got the album idea from this book that I borrowed from the library title " Miniature Scrapbooks by Taylor Hagerty.

Bite the bullet

Just feel overwhelmed today. Sit down, open my inbox, got "attacked", politely ask a qn a fw wks back and got a defensive reply today . Why must people be so defensive. haiz...

Next got a qn pop out of nowhere asking me about a XXM deferral. Gosh, nobody updates me anything, my job is getting tougher, expected to know everything yet I am not being kept in the loop. This is what I call people think small little fry is some big fry. I still haven't figure out how to come up with a nice answer that can satisfy everybody without causing alarm.

One after another things come. I think I just got to bite the bullet. But seems like the bullet is getting bigger and heavier. And beside this, I get arrows aiming at me from all over the place. Can't even find a hole to dart myself in.

So I am full of holes and scars now.................................

Just for fun

Taken this from a website.


Woman are like apples on trees. The best ones are at the top of the tree. Some men don't want to reach for the good ones because they are afraid of falling and getting hurt.

Instead, they just get the rotten apples from the ground that aren't as good, but easy.

So the apples at the top think something is wrong with them, when in reality, THEY'RE amazing.

They just have to wait for the right man to come along, the one who's brave enough to climb all the way to the top of the tree.

Perfect Love

I chance upon this while surfing. How beautiful this is and touches me to the core. Many a times I the outer fresh of mine just keep looking at the circumstances and forgot his love for me. Look to no one but him.


Perfect Love

Everyone longs to give themselves completely to someone
To have a deep soul relationship with another
Be loved thoroughly, and exclusively.
But God, to a Christian, says: I want you to be satisfied, fulfilled, and content
With being loved by Me alone-
With giving yourself totally and unreservedly to Me-
With having an intensely personal and unique relationship
With Me alone.
Discovering that only in Me is your satisfaction to be found,
Will you be capable of the best human relationship
That I have planned for you.


I want you to be united with another after you are united with Me-
Exclusive of anyone or anything else,
Exclusive of any other desires or longings.
I want you to stop planning, stop wishing,
And allow Me to give you the most thrilling plan existing-
One that you cannot imagine. I want you to have the best-
Please allow Me to bring it to you.
You just keep watching Me, trusting Me-
Keep experiencing the satisfaction that I am.
Keep listening and learning the things I tell you. Y
You just wait.
That's all.

Don't be anxious.
Don't worry.
Don't look around at the things
Others have gotten or that I've given them.
Don't look at the things you think you want.
You just keep looking off and up to Me,
Or you'll miss what I want to show you.


And then, when you're ready,
I'll surprise you with a love
Far more wonderful than any you would dream of.
You see, until you are ready and until the one I have for you is ready,
(I am working even at this moment to have both of you ready at the same time),
Until you are both satisfied exclusively with Me and the life I prepared for you,
You won't be able to experience the love that exemplifies your relationship with me.
And this is the perfect love.

And dear one, I want you to have the most wonderful love.
I want you to see in the flesh a picture of your relationship with Me,
And to enjoy materially and concretely the everlasting union of beauty, perfection, and love
That I offer you with Myself.
Know that I love you utterly.
I am God.
Believe and be satisfied.

-author and original title unknown

Guilty concious

This afternoon I was strike by guilt when I remember about a fellow sis. I check my msn and oops I still have her block. Some time ago, at one of the nights, I was busy and she was pinging me asking me this and that. I told her that I was busy and she start asking me why, blalbalbla.

I have to politely tell her I am really busy and then plus I was trying to configure the wireless set up on the laptop, so my msn was on and off. She then send me at least 3 emails to my office email and start to apologies, saying now i dont even want to talk to her.

I send her a email and tell her not to be so sensitive and explain what happen. Anyway then I decide to block her. And then I did unblock her I think, I can't relaly remember what happen. All I know is one day she ping me and tell me she is going for a blood test cos of suspicion of cancer (or was it something else). Think thats a month ago.

And today I suddenly think of her and then I realise I dont know why she is still being block by me. I really dont know why. Anyway I send her a sms this afternoon. she told me to pray for a job for her.

Sis, will do that for ya. Remember Christ is always with ya, seek and he shall answer

Mondays

For the past few mondays I been appreciating it. No monday blues at all. Why? cos this is the only day whereby I dont need to go in early and have early calls with the US. Its still a sunday on our monday.

But today I am not enjoying. Since yesterday I lost my nose, I been sneezing non stop, with a bad running nose. Must have catch a cold during service yesterday. The aircon is really cold (read: Bloody cold) till I start sneezing. Slept with this big pack of tissue, think tonight I shall do the same.

See today I still have to work, closing time . Shall see, if I haven't recover by tomorrow, will go see doctor. The docs at my area are just hopeless and I am too lazy plus no energy to walk all the way to Plaza.

epiphany 顿悟

know the chinese word for this but never realise the english word for this is ephiphany until Z point out.

Here's the meaning:

1(initial capital letter) a Christian festival, observed on January 6, commemorating the manifestation of Christ to the gentiles in the persons of the Magi; Twelfth-day.

2.an appearance or manifestation, esp. of a deity.

3.a sudden, intuitive perception of or insight into the reality or essential meaning of something, usually initiated by some simple, homely, or commonplace occurrence or experience.

4.a literary work or section of a work presenting, usually symbolically, such a moment of revelation and insight.


一刹那间, 明白了一些事, 这或许是顿悟吧。既然明白了，就往前吧。
Suddenly I seem to understand certain matters, time to move forward.

Sneak Peek

From creations

Did this yesterday. hmm will reveal who this is for soon

The Swallow

Heard of the Happy Price story? A beautiful song by a local Singporean Husband+wife group I believe. Wife is known as Zann Xie Yi ting if I rember correctly, I may be wrong though... I remmber Zanna single little sara song..

Anyway here's the song LINK

Lyrics below may not be 100% accruate, I try to be as accurate as possible .

The Swallow by Seven
High above in the city living in the golden sun and a far away town
stood a happy prince in a overcoat with thousands leaves of gold and eyes that glow
"why do you cry?"said the swallow to the prince
,"what do you see that makes you pain?""
far far away there is a tired old seems with a child in hands,too weak to stand.
"won't you fly swallow fly?take this through the ice
old hold hold to the children before this winter nightthat
far away from the city a match girl cry
the flame has died
dear swallow can you bring my love to her one last time
and bring her light
won't you fly swallow fly
take this through the ice
hold hold hold to the children before this winter night
won't you fly swallow fly
take this golden coat of mine
hold hold hold to the children before the winter night
may i kiss you one last time dear prince?my time has come till tomorrow sun see us dance once again but for now, my love ...
I will fly , I will fly, with the golden heart of mine, home to the ..........

槟城 最美的花季

Check this out, the photos are so pretty. U know how I like flowers, so this captures my heart :) For those who can read chinese, even better. The author can write very well. For those who can't, enjoy the pictures.

Here's the link

Is this news worthy?

Was having my dinner while the rest of my family is watching the 9pm channel u news when I hear this. New design for I magazine's cover, fann wong on the cover or did I hear she drew comics blah blah blah.....

I went: Huh is this call news? Even though the magazine is owned by or related to the TV station or whatever you call it, I don't think this is news worthy to be broadcast on National TV. Goodness, I think this is what I would call hard selling.

No wonder I recall my translation course's teachers were all telling the class, Singapore news coverage is really ...(singlish term: cannot make it) .

I am sure there are many more news which can replace that slot. Come on its only a 30 min news and we got derprive of better news worthy information. Shake head.

What kind of fren are you

This thought pops into my head after I have a conversation with someone (you know who you are, and only you will know why I said this, and you will know why I did this )

Hahha.. sorry can't help laughing.. ok back to what I wanna write.

So what kind of friend are you?

Loyal
Trustworthy
Pillow
Patient
helpful
Kind
Big mouth (can be physical, or means you like to spread facts+fiction stuff)
KPO
Gossipy
judgemental
point fingers at others, without realising most of the fingers are pointing back at your ownself
鬼打鬼type
2 headed snake
Petty
hypocrites


All I want to say is you don' t need to have a lot of friends, just that few good friends will be enough. It could be someone who will quarrel with you and no hard feelings type haha... OK you know what I mean by good friends.. When I say good friends means good lor, do I need to say more :)

Just want to tell Autumn

we have grown up I think we handle the latest incident pretty well.... shows that we have grown up .. Yeah..

Crabbies

I check the website and the low tide is at 2.30pm today, we set off to Paris Ris beach trying to see if we can catch hermit crabs. Wooo really there are alot but these tiny little creatures are just too fast, once they hear any movement, they dart back into their holes. End up ,we all squat near the holes, waiting patiently for them.

Cyn caught one, I caught one, Dor and Ian one each too. Pretty little cute things, rain seems to be coming and eventually it pour, so we hurried back for shelter. Well eventually I decide to set free thse little cute creatures, I mean no point to keep them, cos I know they won't survive.

They belong to the nature afterall, why kill them for my own pleasure. To love them is to set them free ya. :) But well if I have caught bigger ones , maybe I will keep them. Older ones means maybe they are near retirement age, so means they are going to die soon anyway. eh self justification to justify my actions. Ok just kidding , well lets see if I do go back and catch them and if I will keep some the next time round hahaha..

These 2 are the ones Cyn and I caught.

Class with Kristy

Yup I mentioned last week that I attend a class conducted by Kristy from Far Flung Craft . Her blog is BLOG/ Check out her stuff at SHOP like all her Asian Inspired items such as Asian Googaw Charms wooooh how I wish I can own them all....

Here's the photo taken

Quotes from The Shack

Finally I finished The Shack. Initially I was skeptical about this book, thought its just the usual typical setting: daughter get killed, God help the father to find the murderer, and get justice type of book. Saw a friend reading this book, didn't pay attention to it then. One day while surfing Amazon, came across this book, read the reviews and realise its one of the best sellers. (Well actually I realise most novels, books always have this XXX best seller, I always wonder if its true or maybe all books are best sellers :p)

Reserve the book at the local libray and there I was reading it. First few chapters, I was thinking, is this going to be a boring book, yawn.... And then slowly I get caught and was trying to finish to see the ending until I missed my MRT stop today. I never was so touched by a book before. Yes those sad stories make me tear but this is a totally different book.


I like the chapters whereby God, Jesus, Holy spirt help Missy's father to reconcile his pain, to make him see love, grace, forgiveness. It never was easy for Missy's father from his denial of the pain, the lies that wrapped him and eventually he did forgive the murderer.

Here's are some great lines that I want to share.



Trust is the fruit of a relationship in which you know you are loved

without wisdom, imagination is a cruel task master.

Don't ever assume that my using soemthing means I caused it or that I need it to accomplish my purposes. That will only lead you to false notions about me. Grace doesn't depend on suffering to exisit, bu t where there is suffering you will find grace in many facets and colors.

The person who lives by thier fears will not find freedom in my love.

Submission is not about authority and it is not obedience; it is all about relationships of love and respect.

It's all about relationships and simply sharing life.

"Then why did you give us those commandments?' asked Mack.
"Actually, we wanted you to give up trying to be righteous on your own. It was a mirror to reveal jut how filthy your face gets when you live independently.'

"But can you clean your face with the same mirror that shows you how dirty your are?'' There is no mercy or grace in rules, not even for one mistake. Thas's why Jesus fulfilled all of it for you- so that it no longer has jursdiction over you. And the Law that onece contained impossible demands- Thou Shall Not.. - actualy becomes a promise we fulfill in you.'

He is just not that into you

Watch this show about 2 weeks ago. The reviews for this show doesn't seem to be good however I find this show pretty good. Its just so real, it simplys reflect about man/woman relationship.

Like Gigi always waiting for the phone call. Beth wonder if she should just call it quits when her cohabit boyfriend just won't want to get marry, etc. jannie's husband having a affair.

How true all this are. Go have a look at this show if you haven't. Maybe I should lay my hands on this book. But that has to hang on for now, I got a few books in queue and I gonna be fine by the library soon. :p Not only that my collegue just lend me 2 books . Uh oh......

Are you the rule or exception.................... or is he just simply not that into you, worth pondering................

Ads for....

Have fun watching these 2 ads, selling the same service. Japan's ad is funny, Taiwan's ad is touching. Its really touching, go check it out.


http://blog.omy.sg/shihhow/archives/748

Live long enough to find the right one.

Saw the following from Da fu hao's website. Creator of the commercials I must say is good. Well not to say that I agree with pre maritial sex and gay, but rather the meaning behind of the commercials is telling people to protect your ownself.

In some societies I guess, these commercials is really suitable. Not in Singapore though.

well just enjoy the commercials...

相信自己，别放弃

Title 套用了大腹豪的。 怎么搞的，中文越来越差，搞不懂当初我的中文与翻译文凭是怎么考取的。太丢脸了。

相信自己，别放弃！

FUN

A man without love

Was listening to my ipod when I realise I have this song from some years back. There you go, here's it is. Oh yah turn off the music in my blog first ya, else you ain't going to hear the song. It a ipod icon at the right hand side ya...

雨

不知道从几时开始，若在回家的途中，下起雨，心情就会莫名惆怅。雨下地越大，心情就更差。脑袋就开始胡思乱想。 所以有时到了十二月份雨季时。。。。。。

是更年期到了吗？ 不可能吧？

See I am getting paranoid, writing this on a heavy downpour night, thank god I arrive home before the heavy downpour

牵不到你的手

一首好听的老歌, May 在facebk与我们分享。 现在也和大家分享。

LINK



牵不到你的手　 演唱:高凌风　　
你曾经轻轻牵着我的手　
走过草地踏过山坡　
你说那青山永远挺立　
流水它永远无尽头　
人生是一场血泪的斗争　
不要向失败低头　
噢爸爸为何你走的匆匆　
来不及告诉我来不及告诉我你就走　
生存的条件就是要忍受　
经得起现实折磨　
为何在我最需要你的时候
牵不到你的手　　


一首好听的老歌　
你曾经轻轻牵着我的手　
走过草地踏过山坡　
你说那青山永远挺立　
流水它永远无尽头　
人生是一场血泪的斗争　
不要向失败低头　
噢爸爸为何你走的匆匆　
来不及告诉我来不及告诉我你就走
生存的条件就是要忍受　
经得起现实折磨　
为何在我最需要你的时候　
牵不到你的手

Another bday card

card for ah jun... see its a card with a belt..the belt buckle is actualy from a soft drink can..

Bday card

I was sorting some photos when I came across this card which I made sometime last year I think for a collegue.

Signs he is cheating

I chance upon this. I don't know if this is accurate, cos I don't have a partner. Don't blame me ya.

LINK

Seeing the goodness in people and dont jump to conclusions

I find it hilarious.

I thought Departures might be a good show when I read the synopis and so I thought of asking this friend. Now this friend of mine seems to be always watching shows and so I thought of asking him if the show is good when I saw him online yesterday. I had the intention to catch with a girlfriend .

And he thought I was asking him to watch the show so he turn me down stating he is busy. Deep in my heart, I was thinking: Am I a monster, why are you so scared of me? Pls don't say I am sensitive, maybe I am but well there is a reason for everything I said. Don't ask.

Anyway I didn't bother to explain just laught it off, give him some face bah.And no point to explain. If he ask me for the show, I would have gladly accepted. Anyway I think I will never ever ask him for shows.

Its just funny how sometimes we can jump to conclusions just by a mere few sentence. hmm how often do we do that, I often do that. That's really bad. There are also times when we failed to see the goodness in people, just keep on thinking of others bad points. Like lately I have someone telling me xxx is how bad etc even though xxx do have good points.

Come on, God made each of us unique, we all have our own strengths and weakness, lets try to focus on other's strengths, goodness. Don't let the weakness mask our eyes, and handicapped us. :)

Life will be so much better than, rather than to let angerness, bitterness to surround us. Angerness, bitterness caused by ourselves cos we fail to see the other side of goodness.

Blur cherry mood

Did I mention I was in a blur cherry mood yesterday.

Really see I forgot to bring my hairconditioner to gym. Hmm and as I was about to leave the gym, packing my toiletries when I realise I left my shampoo, shower foam, cleanser all in the bathroom. Faint.. See this is me.. forever miss blury.

I either left my watch or ipod in the office or even wore the wrong pair of shoes home.

Xiao Heng Zi (he is going to kill me for calling him with a zi :p) says blur people are cute. I said: ya, ugly but adorable. .. hahaha...

Lalalaa

Am in a cherry blossom mood, so am singing :)

I just wake up very happy must be the yesterday's serving and the workshipping till late at nite at Tim and karen's house. :)

Laid my hands on my collegue K, prayed for her healing :) Went to Pilates, yes i made it. Tougher this week but realy feel good. I beginning to like Monday more and more. Why cos thats the only day when I don't have calls/meeting with the folks in US, its still their Sunday.

Hmm got a call from a company's HR. Well something fishy going on since last Friday in our dept. I think someone outside the company is digging information about our team. Don't want to say much here but I guess people are targetting our team. Does it mean I am very valuable ? Heee, so comforting to think of that right.

Anyway that job specs after I look at it, I am like, why should I join your company, isn't that what I am doing or used to do in the past? Unless they give me a big title and much more pay else.... forget it..

Sorry I think i still like my company so...

I am still beleiving in my miracles, yes miracles that has not harvest yet. All things will come good for me. Amen ! cos daddy god is preparing a good harvest for me.

Its the weekend.. yeah

Yes my long awaited weekend is here, attend the class by Kristy owner of far flung craft. Gosh I didn't know she is a attroney at day time, a wife, a mother and the owner of far flung craft. She is incredible.

A very nice lady. And first time I ever finish a project in class :) Show u folks the photos after I taken them and upload them later . Quickly bought burger king together with ah jun and walk quickly to the cinema to catch Benjamin Button. Sorry gal, I feel bad that u got to walk fast despite ur injured ankle .

Then went to Krafer pradise bought the pop up dots, and some sticklers like stuff. gosh money $$$$$ gone again. Then went to MWL and spend $$$ again, got some inks.. really waste $$$.

Oh yes bought a pendant and a necklace for Mother. Intend to give to her on Mothers day. Its a pearl pendant, I like it, hopefully mother will like it too. Everytime I see pearl I will take a second look, but so far I only got a pearl pendent hehehe.


Went swimming today, oooh first time I ever did up to 15 to 16 laps. I discover today I need to use TYR cap when when I got long hair. And when my hair is shorter I have to use the speedo cap. Hmm Speedo cap is smaller. I didn't even realise this until when I cut my hair short, the TYR cap just keep slipping away. Now that my hair is longer, the speedo cap also keep slipping away until I change to TYR. Interesting find.

Today's Pastor message is about Faith. When she mention about this person who went from high to low moods, it just seem to imply me. I am going through this period of floating in the sky and only finding myself hitting right hard onto the ground. Her message just reminded me today to know that God is still with me and we walk in faith and faith is not by sight. Faith comes by hearing and hearing by the word of God. Amen.

I wrote something in my notebook during the service, will share this later.

Went to Tim and Karen's place with Elvi and Xiao Heng. Have a good time workshipping and Tim prayed for my current challenges. Its great having these leaders. I can't desribe in words here but I do want to thank them :) For they are always encouraging me and their faith strengthen me. Its hard to be alone hearing the word, but when there are other fellow bros and sisters, they will strengthen you. Sometimes they may not be talking to you but to others but you will learn by hearing them :) . I been learning alot in this minstry, like Amy, just be talking to her or hearing her conversations with others will encourage you and learning alot.

The Answer

One of my fav songs

The Answer

I believe you are the answer to
every tear I've cried
I believe that you are with me
My rising and my light
Give me strength when I am weary
Give me hope when I can't see
Through the crosses I must carry
Lord, bind my heart to thee
That when all my days are over
and all my chores are done
I may see your risen Glory
Forever where you are.


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