Found this interesting... heheheh for u chip lovers..
Wednesday, December 31, 2008
突然好想你
一首令我感动的歌。
最怕空气突然安静 最怕朋友突然的关心 最怕回忆突然翻滚
突然好想你,你会在哪里....
五月天 - 突然好想你
词/曲：阿信
最怕空气突然安静
最怕朋友突然的关心
最怕回忆突然翻滚
绞痛着不平息
最怕突然听到你的消息
想念如果会有声音
不愿那是悲伤的哭泣
事到如今
终於让自已属於我自已
只剩眼泪还骗不过自己
突然好想你
你会在哪里
过的快乐或委屈
突然好想你
突然锋利的回忆
突然模糊的眼睛
我们像一首最美丽的歌曲
变成两部悲伤的电影
为什麽你
带我走过最难忘的旅行
然後留下最痛的纪念品
我们那麽甜 那麽美
那麽相信
那麽疯 那麽热烈的曾经
为何我们
还是要奔向各自的幸福
和遗憾中老去
突然好想你
你会在哪里
过的快乐或委屈
突然好想你
突然锋利的回忆
突然模糊的眼睛
最怕空气突然安静
最怕朋友突然的关心
最怕回忆突然翻滚
绞痛着不平息
最怕突然听到你的消息
最怕此生已经决定自己过
没有你却又突然
听到你的消息
最怕空气突然安静 最怕朋友突然的关心 最怕回忆突然翻滚
突然好想你,你会在哪里....
五月天 - 突然好想你
词/曲：阿信
最怕空气突然安静
最怕朋友突然的关心
最怕回忆突然翻滚
绞痛着不平息
最怕突然听到你的消息
想念如果会有声音
不愿那是悲伤的哭泣
事到如今
终於让自已属於我自已
只剩眼泪还骗不过自己
突然好想你
你会在哪里
过的快乐或委屈
突然好想你
突然锋利的回忆
突然模糊的眼睛
我们像一首最美丽的歌曲
变成两部悲伤的电影
为什麽你
带我走过最难忘的旅行
然後留下最痛的纪念品
我们那麽甜 那麽美
那麽相信
那麽疯 那麽热烈的曾经
为何我们
还是要奔向各自的幸福
和遗憾中老去
突然好想你
你会在哪里
过的快乐或委屈
突然好想你
突然锋利的回忆
突然模糊的眼睛
最怕空气突然安静
最怕朋友突然的关心
最怕回忆突然翻滚
绞痛着不平息
最怕突然听到你的消息
最怕此生已经决定自己过
没有你却又突然
听到你的消息
Tuesday, December 30, 2008
Gosh I am aching, and running nose non stop
Seems like a bad running Nose that I have, coughing coughing itchy throat. Well at least no sore throat now. Busy washing my clothes today while working... heee hee and then my right arm is aching non stop since yesterday that I have to put on a medicated plaster.
Porridge for me today for lunch and dinner.. hmmm.. think tomorrow shall go hunt for better food. I haven't seen mum for a long time ya.. only see her sleeping when I am back on early Mon morn.. Anyway I better treasure this peace . When she is back she is going to nag at me non stop again (oops, I know I am bad)
gosh suppose to go to Tim and karen' splace and I acually dozed off at 7 plus and only wake up at 8 plus. Don't know why I am so tired, super tired.
Porridge for me today for lunch and dinner.. hmmm.. think tomorrow shall go hunt for better food. I haven't seen mum for a long time ya.. only see her sleeping when I am back on early Mon morn.. Anyway I better treasure this peace . When she is back she is going to nag at me non stop again (oops, I know I am bad)
gosh suppose to go to Tim and karen' splace and I acually dozed off at 7 plus and only wake up at 8 plus. Don't know why I am so tired, super tired.
Monday, December 29, 2008
Counting my blessings
I can't wait to tell u all about my Hanoi trip. I count my blessings during this trip...............really.... . some of u going to peng san when I tell u all what happen...
One of us had arrange to book at (i cant remember the name) but end up the hotel owner give us Eden plaza without explaining to us . They pick up up from the hotel, and suddenly charge us for the trip from airport to hotel on the 1st day.
Turns out they over book and got 4 of us a 2 rooms at the hotel behind Eden plaza. (I can tell u the bed sheet is really dirty and my friend's don't dare to use the towel cos its dirty. I end up having to stopping touching and looking at the bed sheet, place the duvet set over the bed sheet (so rough and make me itch ) and sleep.
Early morning, got woken up by Jenny. Aiyo this jenny and beeling has forgotten to set the clock back by an hour and woke up early. They then decide to have breakfast and start walking around looking for hotels for standby case. Something prompted beeling to do this (I think its the spirit though she is not a christian, you will know why I said this later)
Everyone was complaining about the Eden plaza hotel, toilet flood lah, air con blowing black soots, etc etc. Beeling and Pat set into action and start negotiating for discount or refund... Per website information this is suppose to be new with elevators but we see no lifts. Well boss said no refund but a $10 discount plus free transport to airport for our trip back. Some of them change room.
The 4 of us had to move our luggage from the other hotel back into this hotel. Hmmm strange smelling hotel oops.. (am I complaining too much)
Boss told us to be back by a certain time for water puppet show.we went back early and suddenly was told the show was earlier and we have to get out own transport there (eh.. strange arrangement)...
The shock we had came on our last day when we came back from Sapa early morning about 6 plus or was it 5 plus am. There was no room for us. Jenny and a few of them went to check out the other hotel that Beeling ling and her check out that early morning (see thats why we said all this come with a purpose) to see if any rooms are available.
We insist to speak to the boss and the poor guy keep refusing until he can't hold on anymore and phone the boss. We threaten to wake up all the hotel guest.. During this time Samy discover something, the boss has overcharge us for a room for 4 nights (don't ask me why we never discover this earlier, I guess when the few of them paid, they were trusting the owner too much)
Jenny and the rest called back to say there is a room available in the other hotel..
The boss actually stay on the 5th floor and really take his own sweet time to come down. Saying there is a group that is leaving for Hailong bay on 7am and we can have the room later, we only paid 70% for the last day.. balblablala.. Pat swing into action to have he explain how he calculate the overcharging.. hmmmm.... finally he admit his error on the calculation.
Well we never take back the $10 disc cos he claim we use one of the rooms for washing up. Well if he wants to charge us, should have say so earlier on, don't have to use such little dirty tricks.. cunning man, 杀人不眨眼. When he came down from 5th floor, he still put on this smiling face , walking steadily down, he already expected us to make noise in my opinion...
The hotel that we move to later is pretty new and good service except we make a boo boo. early check in is consider a day and we need to check out by 12pm, any later will be consider another day's rate. somehow one of us misinterpret and .... when we check out at 5pm later we realise we need to pay double. manage to get a 50% off. Its our mistake so can't complain.
When we take the transport to airport later, the driver suddenly stop halfway. Gosh lucky vehicle never breakdown else if we miss the flight we sill be stranded till the next flight which is next Thursday I think.
Lesson learn:
1) never pay in full for budget hotel stay , always pay day by day. In case u need to change hotel u can always do so anytime.
2) Never go to Eden Plaza, 货不对半, boss is dishonest.
3) Everything must be in black and white, especially in a place where their English is not good, there might be miscommunication
4) Lord is always with us. If not for the last day of room non availability, we would never discover we are being double charge, if not for beeling and jenny waking up early, we would not have a backup hotel and can move in so quickly.
5) Oh ya blur me actually somehow left my shampoo behind one of this day and one of my friend who happen to use the room's toilet pick it up. And on the last day, somehow I left one of my stuff behind and my friend also pick this up ahhaha See people are always looking out for me. :)
One of us had arrange to book at (i cant remember the name) but end up the hotel owner give us Eden plaza without explaining to us . They pick up up from the hotel, and suddenly charge us for the trip from airport to hotel on the 1st day.
Turns out they over book and got 4 of us a 2 rooms at the hotel behind Eden plaza. (I can tell u the bed sheet is really dirty and my friend's don't dare to use the towel cos its dirty. I end up having to stopping touching and looking at the bed sheet, place the duvet set over the bed sheet (so rough and make me itch ) and sleep.
Early morning, got woken up by Jenny. Aiyo this jenny and beeling has forgotten to set the clock back by an hour and woke up early. They then decide to have breakfast and start walking around looking for hotels for standby case. Something prompted beeling to do this (I think its the spirit though she is not a christian, you will know why I said this later)
Everyone was complaining about the Eden plaza hotel, toilet flood lah, air con blowing black soots, etc etc. Beeling and Pat set into action and start negotiating for discount or refund... Per website information this is suppose to be new with elevators but we see no lifts. Well boss said no refund but a $10 discount plus free transport to airport for our trip back. Some of them change room.
The 4 of us had to move our luggage from the other hotel back into this hotel. Hmmm strange smelling hotel oops.. (am I complaining too much)
Boss told us to be back by a certain time for water puppet show.we went back early and suddenly was told the show was earlier and we have to get out own transport there (eh.. strange arrangement)...
The shock we had came on our last day when we came back from Sapa early morning about 6 plus or was it 5 plus am. There was no room for us. Jenny and a few of them went to check out the other hotel that Beeling ling and her check out that early morning (see thats why we said all this come with a purpose) to see if any rooms are available.
We insist to speak to the boss and the poor guy keep refusing until he can't hold on anymore and phone the boss. We threaten to wake up all the hotel guest.. During this time Samy discover something, the boss has overcharge us for a room for 4 nights (don't ask me why we never discover this earlier, I guess when the few of them paid, they were trusting the owner too much)
Jenny and the rest called back to say there is a room available in the other hotel..
The boss actually stay on the 5th floor and really take his own sweet time to come down. Saying there is a group that is leaving for Hailong bay on 7am and we can have the room later, we only paid 70% for the last day.. balblablala.. Pat swing into action to have he explain how he calculate the overcharging.. hmmmm.... finally he admit his error on the calculation.
Well we never take back the $10 disc cos he claim we use one of the rooms for washing up. Well if he wants to charge us, should have say so earlier on, don't have to use such little dirty tricks.. cunning man, 杀人不眨眼. When he came down from 5th floor, he still put on this smiling face , walking steadily down, he already expected us to make noise in my opinion...
The hotel that we move to later is pretty new and good service except we make a boo boo. early check in is consider a day and we need to check out by 12pm, any later will be consider another day's rate. somehow one of us misinterpret and .... when we check out at 5pm later we realise we need to pay double. manage to get a 50% off. Its our mistake so can't complain.
When we take the transport to airport later, the driver suddenly stop halfway. Gosh lucky vehicle never breakdown else if we miss the flight we sill be stranded till the next flight which is next Thursday I think.
Lesson learn:
1) never pay in full for budget hotel stay , always pay day by day. In case u need to change hotel u can always do so anytime.
2) Never go to Eden Plaza, 货不对半, boss is dishonest.
3) Everything must be in black and white, especially in a place where their English is not good, there might be miscommunication
4) Lord is always with us. If not for the last day of room non availability, we would never discover we are being double charge, if not for beeling and jenny waking up early, we would not have a backup hotel and can move in so quickly.
5) Oh ya blur me actually somehow left my shampoo behind one of this day and one of my friend who happen to use the room's toilet pick it up. And on the last day, somehow I left one of my stuff behind and my friend also pick this up ahhaha See people are always looking out for me. :)
The heartwarming touching moments
Better blog about this before poor pea brain of mine forgets it.
All this are in Sapa:
It was a cold xmas night with power surge. the 5 of us decide to have local food so went to the local market and have dinner in the cold market. (will blog on this in a separate topic, interesting )
Headed down to this cafe owned by a Australian(we assume cos he has a Australian accent), seems that some celebrations are going on. We figure out later these ang mos are throwing a xmas party for the local tribes kids. See the kids are so happy with presents . When power is back we all cheered. Thank god, else we all are gonna fr ooze to death when we sleep later.
The next day when we are having lunch at this place baguette & chocolate, as we left, we saw this foreigner teaching english to this local tribal gal. Seems that he is a tourist and he has made friend with this gal. How touching this is. I got a photo secretly snapped(ok they did notice it cos its was dark and I am left with no choice but to have the flash on) shall post the photo later back in this post.
Baguette & Choc has been giving back to the society as they train the locals here and recruit them to work......
Hmm oh ya after our visit to the waterfall we went back to the lake to visit and saw this same guy with this gal and someone else having fun by the lake. Can hear their laughter........................:)
There is hope still, this world is full of love...
All this are in Sapa:
It was a cold xmas night with power surge. the 5 of us decide to have local food so went to the local market and have dinner in the cold market. (will blog on this in a separate topic, interesting )
Headed down to this cafe owned by a Australian(we assume cos he has a Australian accent), seems that some celebrations are going on. We figure out later these ang mos are throwing a xmas party for the local tribes kids. See the kids are so happy with presents . When power is back we all cheered. Thank god, else we all are gonna fr ooze to death when we sleep later.
The next day when we are having lunch at this place baguette & chocolate, as we left, we saw this foreigner teaching english to this local tribal gal. Seems that he is a tourist and he has made friend with this gal. How touching this is. I got a photo secretly snapped(ok they did notice it cos its was dark and I am left with no choice but to have the flash on) shall post the photo later back in this post.
Baguette & Choc has been giving back to the society as they train the locals here and recruit them to work......
Hmm oh ya after our visit to the waterfall we went back to the lake to visit and saw this same guy with this gal and someone else having fun by the lake. Can hear their laughter........................:)
There is hope still, this world is full of love...
I am bac!!! Down with flu
Back to reality.... My souvenirs from Sapa is a cut or was it an ucler on the tongue, a flu from Hanoi... hahaha.. (yes I can still laugh about this as usual. This is actually bad, cos people won't take you seriousl, opps)
Well it was a very tiring and horrible flight back since I was having a running nose with a sore throat and really tired. Woke up by the bad turbelences... heee hee
Was sms to dor at 1 plus am when I touched down. Complaining that her sms woke me up when I was sleeping in the cold room in Sapa. Gosh she isn't asleep yet. wonder what she is doing so late. Reach home, first drink I had is the lemon sip or whatever the name was the one produce by Pandaol for cold flu, went bath, blow my hair follow by honey drink. To and fro dor and I sms, she giving me some encouragment. Eh dor why u remind me of sad things ah, when I am full of enthusiam and bubberliness.
finally 3 plus i raise my flag went to sleep. Woke up early morning, give my sis a hug and went back to sleep again till 12pm. Opps really flu.... cook porridge can't nelieve my first meal is actually porridge with pickled vegetables. thats the only thing i feel like eating now.. Went to see the doctor behind. eeeks, he seem to be in production floor, every patient 5 mins or less. gosh i wonder how he ever hear my heart beat with his scope, like acting show like this....
haiz the 2 docs near my place CMI ie cant make it. The one downstairs is cheap prety nice but medicine is too mild plus long queue. The one further which I went has better medicine but better watch out cos he always like to give antibodics. haiz this 2 doc cant make it.. think i gonna change doc. I am just too tired to walk to the plaza or go to cck edibur
Well it was a very tiring and horrible flight back since I was having a running nose with a sore throat and really tired. Woke up by the bad turbelences... heee hee
Was sms to dor at 1 plus am when I touched down. Complaining that her sms woke me up when I was sleeping in the cold room in Sapa. Gosh she isn't asleep yet. wonder what she is doing so late. Reach home, first drink I had is the lemon sip or whatever the name was the one produce by Pandaol for cold flu, went bath, blow my hair follow by honey drink. To and fro dor and I sms, she giving me some encouragment. Eh dor why u remind me of sad things ah, when I am full of enthusiam and bubberliness.
finally 3 plus i raise my flag went to sleep. Woke up early morning, give my sis a hug and went back to sleep again till 12pm. Opps really flu.... cook porridge can't nelieve my first meal is actually porridge with pickled vegetables. thats the only thing i feel like eating now.. Went to see the doctor behind. eeeks, he seem to be in production floor, every patient 5 mins or less. gosh i wonder how he ever hear my heart beat with his scope, like acting show like this....
haiz the 2 docs near my place CMI ie cant make it. The one downstairs is cheap prety nice but medicine is too mild plus long queue. The one further which I went has better medicine but better watch out cos he always like to give antibodics. haiz this 2 doc cant make it.. think i gonna change doc. I am just too tired to walk to the plaza or go to cck edibur
Wednesday, December 24, 2008
Your plate of veggie
Temperature has dropped drastically from a warm Sunday Night to a cool Tuesday.
Its a pity cos I could only see a foggy Hailong bay. There were lots and lots of laughter all from Cyn and her plates of veggies hahah,, tell u folks all about it when I am back.its really funny involving 2 guys and her. opps... shshssh... heee hee
Its a pity cos I could only see a foggy Hailong bay. There were lots and lots of laughter all from Cyn and her plates of veggies hahah,, tell u folks all about it when I am back.its really funny involving 2 guys and her.
Happy Birthday SH
Muaks Muaks. Happie birthday SH......
Continue to stay as a cute, sweet lovely sis. Tell me what present u want and sms me.. ya....
From your sis....
love from Hanoi
Continue to stay as a cute, sweet lovely sis. Tell me what present u want and sms me.. ya....
From your sis....
love from Hanoi
Sunday, December 21, 2008
Wishing everyone..........
A blessed Christmas.
Christmas a time to remember the birth of our Saviour. Ain't we glad because of him we are all savaed and we can call God Abba father .
I hereby thank each and everyone of ya for making my life a interesting one. Maybe got some pains here and there but its allright. We all need to go through some hurdles to make us stronger :)
Thanks to friends for being there when I need a ear. I may not see you always but u are always there when I needed you. Especially CK,WL,XW for always being there even though u are all caught up with ur own personal stuff, family. Feel like giving each of you a Bear hug now :)
Thanks to my leaders for guiding my steps, for the encouragement
Thanks to the xiaodis for making me happy by cracking funny stupid jokes.. hey i do enjoy them ya..
Thanks to all my lovely collegues and boss who make my life easier. I think we do have a great team.
Thanks to all other friends for being in my life, being part of my life. Thanks for your friendship. Sometimes do wish its a deeper friendship, if you are willing, I am willing. It always takes 2 hands to clap ya.. :) Again different personalities must be able to click.
Thanks God and Jesus for everything that I have. I am blessed...................... Have a Blessed Christmas...... wait till I am back,maybe I got interesting facts abt Hanoi and Sappa to tell u.................... tata
Christmas a time to remember the birth of our Saviour. Ain't we glad because of him we are all savaed and we can call God Abba father .
I hereby thank each and everyone of ya for making my life a interesting one. Maybe got some pains here and there but its allright. We all need to go through some hurdles to make us stronger :)
Thanks to friends for being there when I need a ear. I may not see you always but u are always there when I needed you. Especially CK,WL,XW for always being there even though u are all caught up with ur own personal stuff, family. Feel like giving each of you a Bear hug now :)
Thanks to my leaders for guiding my steps, for the encouragement
Thanks to the xiaodis for making me happy by cracking funny stupid jokes.. hey i do enjoy them ya..
Thanks to all my lovely collegues and boss who make my life easier. I think we do have a great team.
Thanks to all other friends for being in my life, being part of my life. Thanks for your friendship. Sometimes do wish its a deeper friendship, if you are willing, I am willing. It always takes 2 hands to clap ya.. :) Again different personalities must be able to click.
Thanks God and Jesus for everything that I have. I am blessed...................... Have a Blessed Christmas...... wait till I am back,maybe I got interesting facts abt Hanoi and Sappa to tell u.................... tata
If you are thinking
That you are able to see all my secrets from this blog, sorry thats going to disappoint ya. Frens who know me well enough will know this blog is just part of me.
True secrets stays close to my heart, perhaps only very very close frens(you know who u are) will get to know some of them......
Afterall its personal stuff, why would I want the whole world to know right and what can the whole world do for me haha. I prefer to share my joy and happiness the occassionarily complains to u folks..
Hmm its just like if u like someone, would u go around telling the whole world that? maybe yes for you, not for me. As long as that person is happy, I will be happy.
只要那个人开心就好, sounds stupid ya? But thats just me, no point to force upon people right, if that person is dense, God will pry open his heart to know my heart. Otherwise its just not workable. Its takes 2 full individuals to create a reunion cos God make us this way :) . Its not finding a partner to complement where u lack. If u think finding a partner will solve ur loneliness, that is wrong, cos u will still be lonelly even after finding a partner. One must be happy with ownself first, full individuals first :) (I should tell my mama this, she keeps telling me u will be lonely blablablabla. well I am not going to get married for the sake of marrying for sure. I want to be a happy me :). Even if I married it will be someone whom i really like that I can live with and share my life with.. )
Some people say I am the straight forward kind, actually the truth is I am not. I will never ever reveal what I am truely thinking in terms of relationships. Other stuff like work etc yes, but not this. Confident in everything except this.
Even if I dislike someone, I won't go and curse that person. Well afterall there are all different type of people who make our life very interesting, creating joys, love, peace, sadness, hurt for us.
I am missing church today :( I think i hungry for god's words.No wonder I as so happily workshiping God in the church yesterday..hmmm..hungry spirit.... No choice when I come back then buy disc lor... who would be kind enough to bless me the 2 weeks of disc?
True secrets stays close to my heart, perhaps only very very close frens(you know who u are) will get to know some of them......
Afterall its personal stuff, why would I want the whole world to know right and what can the whole world do for me haha. I prefer to share my joy and happiness the occassionarily complains to u folks..
Hmm its just like if u like someone, would u go around telling the whole world that? maybe yes for you, not for me. As long as that person is happy, I will be happy.
只要那个人开心就好, sounds stupid ya? But thats just me, no point to force upon people right, if that person is dense, God will pry open his heart to know my heart. Otherwise its just not workable. Its takes 2 full individuals to create a reunion cos God make us this way :) . Its not finding a partner to complement where u lack. If u think finding a partner will solve ur loneliness, that is wrong, cos u will still be lonelly even after finding a partner. One must be happy with ownself first, full individuals first :) (I should tell my mama this, she keeps telling me u will be lonely blablablabla. well I am not going to get married for the sake of marrying for sure. I want to be a happy me :). Even if I married it will be someone whom i really like that I can live with and share my life with.. )
Some people say I am the straight forward kind, actually the truth is I am not. I will never ever reveal what I am truely thinking in terms of relationships. Other stuff like work etc yes, but not this. Confident in everything except this.
Even if I dislike someone, I won't go and curse that person. Well afterall there are all different type of people who make our life very interesting, creating joys, love, peace, sadness, hurt for us.
I am missing church today :( I think i hungry for god's words.No wonder I as so happily workshiping God in the church yesterday..hmmm..hungry spirit.... No choice when I come back then buy disc lor... who would be kind enough to bless me the 2 weeks of disc?
Xmas Presents for my leaders
I know I shouldn't be blogging. I should be packing or sleeping but guess I just didn't have the mood to pack (revenge maybe cos I didn't really blog for a long time except to whine here keke)
Readers, sorry for the whinning, sometimes just need to let go of a little steam ya. There are of cos happy moments but probaly its always easier to whine than to be thankful for all the happpy moments, I am just a normal human afterall.
Now back to this , below are pictures of the xmas I made for Tim and Karen.
The covers are so special cos its papers from Flair designs Christ theme papers.. And talking about this, I lost a stack of them. Knowing they are special, I kept it away on purpose and now they are in a too secured place that I can't find them haha..
Dear daddy god, help me to find them, I still wanan scrap about our CG ya..
hmm play with glossy accents on their names to make them pop out. Play with sticklers to make them shiine. so beautiful that i wanan to highlight everything with but that will be too much.
Pkay with distress ink on the yellow paper on Tim's cover.. so nice the color.. hehehe
Also make little pockets for them to put things in.. with christian them sayings. Mark and I can't remember the other phrase was where...
Coincidentally Karen's cover was with the phrase that I share earlier on . 1 corinthias 13:4-8, Maybe its not coincident, probably God wanna to tell me something. Lets see ya..
Readers, sorry for the whinning, sometimes just need to let go of a little steam ya. There are of cos happy moments but probaly its always easier to whine than to be thankful for all the happpy moments, I am just a normal human afterall.
Now back to this , below are pictures of the xmas I made for Tim and Karen.
The covers are so special cos its papers from Flair designs Christ theme papers.. And talking about this, I lost a stack of them. Knowing they are special, I kept it away on purpose and now they are in a too secured place that I can't find them haha..
Dear daddy god, help me to find them, I still wanan scrap about our CG ya..
hmm play with glossy accents on their names to make them pop out. Play with sticklers to make them shiine. so beautiful that i wanan to highlight everything with but that will be too much.
Pkay with distress ink on the yellow paper on Tim's cover.. so nice the color.. hehehe
Also make little pockets for them to put things in.. with christian them sayings. Mark and I can't remember the other phrase was where...
Coincidentally Karen's cover was with the phrase that I share earlier on . 1 corinthias 13:4-8, Maybe its not coincident, probably God wanna to tell me something. Lets see ya..
Saturday, December 20, 2008
I wish I am a kid
Many a times I dreamt of my old house. The house which I am familar with, that I grew up in. I don't know if I am born there though. I will dream of the drain, the drain that I will stand by when rain comes. Why? Cos the ponds will overflow, and fishes will come gushing out through the drain.
What do I do, catch fish of cos haha. I still remember dad digging the drain, putting cement on it. Dad putting cement outside the house, dad building this and that. Everything is DIY.
If a picture of our house is shown on TV today, we are classified as very very poor. We aint rich honestly, not monetary rich. But we are rich in happiness. Really I am blessed with wonderful parents, wonderful siblings. Of cos bro didn't make things easy for me but really I rememebr the times when he was in primary school he do takes care of me, doting on me. My elder sis says when he was a young boy he is a nice boy, things only change when he goes to secondary school.
I do thank God for all that I have, a different childhood from most of the city kids.
I also remember when my mother will bring me and my sis to my grandparents house in Malaysia during school holidays. I didn't like to go ah gong house though, but i liek wai gong house. Closer to my maternal grandparents. Every evening , I love to sit by the wooden staircase and watching him pumping the keronsene lamp. The familar smell. hmmm there is no electricity no water supply.
How many of you have this opportunity to expereince this? I love this simple life. The kampung life where the chickens, ducks, goose reins. haha chasing after the chickens . Each evening, I will be asked to stay in doors why, cos uncle and grandpa will let out the dogs. Fierce dogs they are.
I only remmeber one friendly dog but the following year when I was there he is dead, bitten by a snake :(
I love the cocoa smell. yes Wah gong and uncle will dry the cocoa, they will also open the coconut and taking the husk. They go to tap rubber and make into rubber sheets. I only seen once or twice can't really remmebe the process of making it.
I remember the oil palms along the road when we have to walk this whole distance to wai gong house from ah gong house. Yes no transportation at all. But its ok we enjoy the walk. the long walk.....
I never go back there for many years ever since both wah gong and wah ma pass away :( Ironically its only after they pass away when we went back there to clean up, that I realise there are fireflies there. Yes I saw my first fireflies there severals years back...........oh how beautiful they are.
They are differnt from the ones that are in Kota tinngi btw. Its just beautiful.........
Tell u more about my childhood in time to come. Too many things.. I just wish I am back as a kid in Lim Chu kang..............
What do I do, catch fish of cos haha. I still remember dad digging the drain, putting cement on it. Dad putting cement outside the house, dad building this and that. Everything is DIY.
If a picture of our house is shown on TV today, we are classified as very very poor. We aint rich honestly, not monetary rich. But we are rich in happiness. Really I am blessed with wonderful parents, wonderful siblings. Of cos bro didn't make things easy for me but really I rememebr the times when he was in primary school he do takes care of me, doting on me. My elder sis says when he was a young boy he is a nice boy, things only change when he goes to secondary school.
I do thank God for all that I have, a different childhood from most of the city kids.
I also remember when my mother will bring me and my sis to my grandparents house in Malaysia during school holidays. I didn't like to go ah gong house though, but i liek wai gong house. Closer to my maternal grandparents. Every evening , I love to sit by the wooden staircase and watching him pumping the keronsene lamp. The familar smell. hmmm there is no electricity no water supply.
How many of you have this opportunity to expereince this? I love this simple life. The kampung life where the chickens, ducks, goose reins. haha chasing after the chickens . Each evening, I will be asked to stay in doors why, cos uncle and grandpa will let out the dogs. Fierce dogs they are.
I only remmeber one friendly dog but the following year when I was there he is dead, bitten by a snake :(
I love the cocoa smell. yes Wah gong and uncle will dry the cocoa, they will also open the coconut and taking the husk. They go to tap rubber and make into rubber sheets. I only seen once or twice can't really remmebe the process of making it.
I remember the oil palms along the road when we have to walk this whole distance to wai gong house from ah gong house. Yes no transportation at all. But its ok we enjoy the walk. the long walk.....
I never go back there for many years ever since both wah gong and wah ma pass away :( Ironically its only after they pass away when we went back there to clean up, that I realise there are fireflies there. Yes I saw my first fireflies there severals years back...........oh how beautiful they are.
They are differnt from the ones that are in Kota tinngi btw. Its just beautiful.........
Tell u more about my childhood in time to come. Too many things.. I just wish I am back as a kid in Lim Chu kang..............
Here's the pictures
Here's the mass lot of xmas cards that I done.. simple ones.
Stamp, and then emboss with Utee, embossing powder . I like my UTEE.. so fun....
There are more which I haven't taken pictures, more customised one.. I simply was rushing my close and no time to take pictures
Love is patient, love is kind
Early morning wake up, go dentist. Then go to my collegues Shirley's church wedding. Thank God Elaine stay near me so took a ride from her and also thank god dentist is just at bt timah, so pretty near.
hmmm guess what. a Celebrity is her brother in law.. I never knew that.a bit surprise.. keke..
And well the whole weddding to me is so touching . I then realised this is the first church wedding that I attended ever since i accepted Christ. Before I never appreciate Church wedding find it boring, super boring. Now this is different I enjoy the whole process and find a new meaning to it.
I feel like tearing when the couple exchange the vows, how touching it was.
The verse they choose is
1 Corinthians 13: 4-8
4Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. 5It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. 6Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. 7It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.
8 Love never fails
Oh ya here's the card I made for her.. Hope she like it . a simple one..
Cover is 2 birdies (Not fishes ya), the stamp is from verve stamp. i stamp it on a red vellum and cut it out.
Inside is also a clear stamp titled "First kiss" from rachel miller i think.
hmmm guess what. a Celebrity is her brother in law.. I never knew that.a bit surprise.. keke..
And well the whole weddding to me is so touching . I then realised this is the first church wedding that I attended ever since i accepted Christ. Before I never appreciate Church wedding find it boring, super boring. Now this is different I enjoy the whole process and find a new meaning to it.
I feel like tearing when the couple exchange the vows, how touching it was.
The verse they choose is
1 Corinthians 13: 4-8
4Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. 5It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. 6Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. 7It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.
8 Love never fails
Oh ya here's the card I made for her.. Hope she like it . a simple one..
Cover is 2 birdies (Not fishes ya), the stamp is from verve stamp. i stamp it on a red vellum and cut it out.
Inside is also a clear stamp titled "First kiss" from rachel miller i think.
Friday, December 19, 2008
Merry Xmas to everyone
Oooo I can't wait to upload the pictures of the Xmas cards, gifts which I have done. But thats's gonna wait. I simply got no time now.. Busy with closing this week and I haven't pack my lugguage and I am flying off this sunday..
Oh yea did a wedding card for my collegue.... ok I will try to upload before i flies off.......
Oh yea did a wedding card for my collegue.... ok I will try to upload before i flies off.......
Thursday, December 18, 2008
2008 is coming to an end
Isn't it scary that time passes so quickly. Before long, 2008 is coming to an end.
reflecting back, I think I didn't accomplish much..
See..
1) Mum is still nagging at me, cos I am still single (this one i can only cast my cares to the lord, anyone I kind of enjoy my carefree life now) ....
2) Still the same messy old me (this means I am still me :))
3) Did very few layouts... should have done more
4) Still slogging hard at work... Where is my promotion? (Trust that Lord will promote me ya)
Good part is
1) I finally serve in a minstry
2) Completed my Scrapboook design university course... yeah...
3) Did some layouts..
4) Still enjoying my work though no pay increment for 2 years.. liao no promotion..
So what is my 2009 wish.... I think I dont want to wish liao.... its terrible ya when u reflect back at end of 2009 and realise Nothing accomplished. I trust that Lord will guide me in my steps....
reflecting back, I think I didn't accomplish much..
See..
1) Mum is still nagging at me, cos I am still single (this one i can only cast my cares to the lord, anyone I kind of enjoy my carefree life now) ....
2) Still the same messy old me (this means I am still me :))
3) Did very few layouts... should have done more
4) Still slogging hard at work... Where is my promotion? (Trust that Lord will promote me ya)
Good part is
1) I finally serve in a minstry
2) Completed my Scrapboook design university course... yeah...
3) Did some layouts..
4) Still enjoying my work though no pay increment for 2 years.. liao no promotion..
So what is my 2009 wish.... I think I dont want to wish liao.... its terrible ya when u reflect back at end of 2009 and realise Nothing accomplished. I trust that Lord will guide me in my steps....
因为......所以
不是我不关心,是因为我不知道要如何面对,所以我装作不在乎。
不是我冷漠，是因为我不知道要如何表达，所以我显得不在乎。
不是我逃避，是因为我不知道如何是好，所以我装作不在乎。
不是借口，我往往在面对人与事时，不知所措，常常就装作不在乎。明明是关心，在乎的，却装作不在乎。明明是喜欢的,却装作不是。干嘛要委屈自己呢？是保护自己不受伤害吗？还是？有时冷漠不是无情，只是保护自己不受伤害。
不是我冷漠，是因为我不知道要如何表达，所以我显得不在乎。
不是我逃避，是因为我不知道如何是好，所以我装作不在乎。
不是借口，我往往在面对人与事时，不知所措，常常就装作不在乎。明明是关心，在乎的，却装作不在乎。明明是喜欢的,却装作不是。干嘛要委屈自己呢？是保护自己不受伤害吗？还是？有时冷漠不是无情，只是保护自己不受伤害。
Wednesday, December 10, 2008
Small & Queen
Just want to share with u folks on this push cart that I been visiting. In fact alot of my friends' presents are from this stall yeah .
Push cart is outside Carefour level 2, just in between mini toons and carefour. They have their own in house design bags, lovely bag charms handmade by the 2 owners. They can customise the bag charms for you two.
Not bluffing u folks, here's a peek of what they have in store for Xmas. Btw the bag hooks are lovely and affordable vs what's in dept store. I bought quite a no of Japanese print fabric pouches, name card holders as well (once i got already out of stock, now they have their inhouse japan .
Hey I don't earn commission just speaking the truth. The 2 owners are lovely ladies too...
Saturday, December 6, 2008
一个人的我依然会微笑
突然想起这首歌......
作曲：Miyuki Nakajima 作词：刘虞瑞
如果想哭我自己会找地方 你不必担心我会弄湿你肩膀
走在街上到处是寂寞的人 我想谁都不要同情的眼光
受一点伤并不是可怕的事 人就是这样才会愈来愈坚强
谁叫男人永远比女人清楚 爱情它何时该收何时该放
你走吧 我不哭 无论多痛苦
你走吧 我不哭 就算会迷路
明天一个人的我依然会微笑 虽然它或许也是伤心的开始
爱情的轮回总是一次又一次 是悲是喜终将都变成往事
明天一个人的我依然会微笑 那怕早已没有人记得我名字
别问我为何执迷不悟的尝试 女人生来就多这么一点痴
http://www.youmaker.com/video/sa?id=558f8b792be246ecb5eebaa494f40f17001
无独有偶,Corrine May的一首歌的歌词是: Scars will make us stronger.应该是corrine may吧.
作曲：Miyuki Nakajima 作词：刘虞瑞
如果想哭我自己会找地方 你不必担心我会弄湿你肩膀
走在街上到处是寂寞的人 我想谁都不要同情的眼光
受一点伤并不是可怕的事 人就是这样才会愈来愈坚强
谁叫男人永远比女人清楚 爱情它何时该收何时该放
你走吧 我不哭 无论多痛苦
你走吧 我不哭 就算会迷路
明天一个人的我依然会微笑 虽然它或许也是伤心的开始
爱情的轮回总是一次又一次 是悲是喜终将都变成往事
明天一个人的我依然会微笑 那怕早已没有人记得我名字
别问我为何执迷不悟的尝试 女人生来就多这么一点痴
http://www.youmaker.com/video/sa?id=558f8b792be246ecb5eebaa494f40f17001
无独有偶,Corrine May的一首歌的歌词是: Scars will make us stronger.应该是corrine may吧.
Friday, December 5, 2008
I feel like a drum ......
can't believe it, I actually fall sick.
Wake up yesterday and feel tummy not good. LS... arrrg.. Rush to office cos i got a 8.30 call. went to toilet again just before my boss calls in hhehe
by the time i go see toilet already LS 4-5 times liao.. lunch time went to eat fish soup with Jo..want to buy earrings or ring but realy No mood.. LS again..
As we walk back, jo say i look very pale.. and i really buay tong. Go back pack bag, went downstairs.. eh heavy rain... take a cab...
really heavy rain so scary, along expressway, can't even see the road ahead clearly.. pretty dangerous.
go home, bath, eat medicine... then fall asleep.... for 2 hrs.. my younger sis is so sweet to me, taking care of me. She says she hates it when my bro fall sick, and my bro will always look for her.. now she pities my SIL haha. My mum, well usually she bochap us. hahaha
today whole day porridge..hmmm ah mum nag me again. ask me to quickly get married.. she thinks its like going market to pick fish? haha..
oh yes, i told my sis, i feel like a drum. My stomache full of gas, realy feels like a drum....... tong tong tong..
Ain't i pathelic, sick liao still can joke. No wonder doctor won't take me seroously cos i am always so bubberly ahahah
Wake up yesterday and feel tummy not good. LS... arrrg.. Rush to office cos i got a 8.30 call. went to toilet again just before my boss calls in hhehe
by the time i go see toilet already LS 4-5 times liao.. lunch time went to eat fish soup with Jo..want to buy earrings or ring but realy No mood.. LS again..
As we walk back, jo say i look very pale.. and i really buay tong. Go back pack bag, went downstairs.. eh heavy rain... take a cab...
really heavy rain so scary, along expressway, can't even see the road ahead clearly.. pretty dangerous.
go home, bath, eat medicine... then fall asleep.... for 2 hrs.. my younger sis is so sweet to me, taking care of me. She says she hates it when my bro fall sick, and my bro will always look for her.. now she pities my SIL haha. My mum, well usually she bochap us. hahaha
today whole day porridge..hmmm ah mum nag me again. ask me to quickly get married.. she thinks its like going market to pick fish? haha..
oh yes, i told my sis, i feel like a drum. My stomache full of gas, realy feels like a drum....... tong tong tong..
Ain't i pathelic, sick liao still can joke. No wonder doctor won't take me seroously cos i am always so bubberly ahahah
Wednesday, December 3, 2008
Praise the Lord
Am so happy this afternoon. Saw an email, at first was thinking to brush it off thinking must be some general email which I can ignore. Click on it and Viola, its the good news that I been waiting for...
Yeah, yes my office is staying put at where it is now. Rumours has been speculating that we will move to Changi. Well with the economic downturn, the landlord has given us good rates such that it make more sense for us to stay . Now I wish I can move back to CT.. ahha anyway this is good news.. Praise the lord.
and yesterday a collegue in US has been trying to reach me since morning, when she finally reach me at around 12 pm, gosh is to tie back a 0.15m out of a 23M amt.. gosh.. thank god i manage to find this amt pretty fast.... Praise the lord
Yeah, yes my office is staying put at where it is now. Rumours has been speculating that we will move to Changi. Well with the economic downturn, the landlord has given us good rates such that it make more sense for us to stay . Now I wish I can move back to CT.. ahha anyway this is good news.. Praise the lord.
and yesterday a collegue in US has been trying to reach me since morning, when she finally reach me at around 12 pm, gosh is to tie back a 0.15m out of a 23M amt.. gosh.. thank god i manage to find this amt pretty fast.... Praise the lord
Monday, December 1, 2008
总有一天我会
............心碎....... 或许应该坚持恨下心。
God hearten my heart, then the heart wont be broken, and will grow stronger, tougher, able to withstand all things...
God hearten my heart, then the heart wont be broken, and will grow stronger, tougher, able to withstand all things...
Sunday, November 30, 2008
Cape no 7 海角七号
Watch Cape No 7 last night. Didn't expect quite a number of parts is quite hilarious. Guess its the hokkien dialogues that is funny though some parts of it is quite chim, need to rely on the translations.
There were touching moments where I feel like tearing, especially the part when youzi is searcing for her bf frantically on the vessel. Still don't understand why the guy can just leave her like this. Blame it on the war?? hmmm just feel the guy is coward to leave her like this and then to write those 7 letters which was never send out until 60 yrs later............
Poor gal...
Oh yes btw the actor Van Fan 范逸臣, his eyes are beautiful. Even the Japan's singer Kousuke Atari, ooo his eyes are beautiful.........
Here's the plot:
In the 1940s when Taiwan was a Japanese colony, a Japanese teacher (Kousuke Atari) dispatched to the southernmost town of Hengchun fell in love with a local girl with the Japanese name Kojima Tomoko (Rachel Liang). After the Surrender of Japan, he was forced to return to his home country. On his trip home, he penned seven love letters to express his regret for leaving Kojima Tomoko, who originally planned to elope with him to Japan.
More than 60 years after the teacher left Kojima Tomoko, Aga (Van Fan) is introduced as a struggling young Hengchun-native rock band singer who could not find success in Taipei. After returning to his hometown, Aga's step father (Ju-Lung Ma), the Town Council Representative, arranged a position for him as a postman, replacing the senile Uncle Mao (Johnny C.J. Lin), on leave after a motorcycle accident broke his leg. One day Aga comes across an undeliverable piece of mail that was supposed to be returned to the post office: the daughter of the now deceased Japanese teacher has decided to mail the unsent love letters to Taiwan after discovering them. Aga unlawfully keeps and opens the package to discover its contents, but the old Japanese-style address Cape No. 7, Hengchun County, Takao Prefecture could no longer be found.
Meantime a local resort hotel inside Kenting National Park is organizing a beach concert featuring Japanese pop singer Kousuke Atari, but Aga's step father makes use of his official position to insist that the opening band be composed of locals. Tomoko (Chie Tanaka), an over-the-hill Mandarin-speaking Japanese fashion model dispatched to Hengchun, is assigned the difficult task of managing this hastily assembled band, led by Aga along with six other locals of rather particular backgrounds. After a frustrating trial period Aga and Tomoko unexpectedly begin a relationship. With some assistance from hotel maid Mingchu (Shino Lin), Tomoko helps Aga find Kojima Tomoko, the rightful recipient of the seven love letters. Aga then returns to the beach resort and performs a highly successful concert with this local band and Kousuke Atari
There were touching moments where I feel like tearing, especially the part when youzi is searcing for her bf frantically on the vessel. Still don't understand why the guy can just leave her like this. Blame it on the war?? hmmm just feel the guy is coward to leave her like this and then to write those 7 letters which was never send out until 60 yrs later............
Poor gal...
Oh yes btw the actor Van Fan 范逸臣, his eyes are beautiful. Even the Japan's singer Kousuke Atari, ooo his eyes are beautiful.........
Here's the plot:
In the 1940s when Taiwan was a Japanese colony, a Japanese teacher (Kousuke Atari) dispatched to the southernmost town of Hengchun fell in love with a local girl with the Japanese name Kojima Tomoko (Rachel Liang). After the Surrender of Japan, he was forced to return to his home country. On his trip home, he penned seven love letters to express his regret for leaving Kojima Tomoko, who originally planned to elope with him to Japan.
More than 60 years after the teacher left Kojima Tomoko, Aga (Van Fan) is introduced as a struggling young Hengchun-native rock band singer who could not find success in Taipei. After returning to his hometown, Aga's step father (Ju-Lung Ma), the Town Council Representative, arranged a position for him as a postman, replacing the senile Uncle Mao (Johnny C.J. Lin), on leave after a motorcycle accident broke his leg. One day Aga comes across an undeliverable piece of mail that was supposed to be returned to the post office: the daughter of the now deceased Japanese teacher has decided to mail the unsent love letters to Taiwan after discovering them. Aga unlawfully keeps and opens the package to discover its contents, but the old Japanese-style address Cape No. 7, Hengchun County, Takao Prefecture could no longer be found.
Meantime a local resort hotel inside Kenting National Park is organizing a beach concert featuring Japanese pop singer Kousuke Atari, but Aga's step father makes use of his official position to insist that the opening band be composed of locals. Tomoko (Chie Tanaka), an over-the-hill Mandarin-speaking Japanese fashion model dispatched to Hengchun, is assigned the difficult task of managing this hastily assembled band, led by Aga along with six other locals of rather particular backgrounds. After a frustrating trial period Aga and Tomoko unexpectedly begin a relationship. With some assistance from hotel maid Mingchu (Shino Lin), Tomoko helps Aga find Kojima Tomoko, the rightful recipient of the seven love letters. Aga then returns to the beach resort and performs a highly successful concert with this local band and Kousuke Atari
Is this me?
Was reading ah jun's blog when I came across this site.. so curious me decide to take this analysis and see what it says of me..
You are thoughtful and care very deeply for your family. A loving home is of great
importance to you and you always try to make people feel welcome. Although you have a great capacity to love, you also have a great capacity to hurt, so at times you can be
sensitive. You're firm when you need to be, but people trust your judgment and
appreciate the kind way you always handle things.
Here's the site.. I got no idea what is twilightersanonymous at all.. hor.. so dont ask me. I think is movie.. er...
Take the Quiz and Share Your Results!
You are thoughtful and care very deeply for your family. A loving home is of great
importance to you and you always try to make people feel welcome. Although you have a great capacity to love, you also have a great capacity to hurt, so at times you can be
sensitive. You're firm when you need to be, but people trust your judgment and
appreciate the kind way you always handle things.
Here's the site.. I got no idea what is twilightersanonymous at all.. hor.. so dont ask me. I think is movie.. er...
Take the Quiz and Share Your Results!
I never did let go
Thought I could let go, and I though I did.
But actually am not.
Cos out of nowhere like now, I would suddenly think of it
I wish I would be brave enough, but know I don't have the guts
Cos I am afraid of reality
What should I do?
Dear Abba father, would you tell me how to handle this..
But actually am not.
Cos out of nowhere like now, I would suddenly think of it
I wish I would be brave enough, but know I don't have the guts
Cos I am afraid of reality
What should I do?
Dear Abba father, would you tell me how to handle this..
Thursday, November 27, 2008
Monday, November 24, 2008
I am tired
Very very tired, why is my weekend so shortlived.
I thought I could finish my forecast file early today and sent to controllers, yup i did which is good, but still take a long time just .. I can't explain here cos involved some human stuff as well. hahah.. ANyway basically I got meeting lah, need to update into some huge huge database lah and so on and so for..Why is G china having so much deals lately.. gosh are they trying to kill me....
Today karen my dear colleuge also behave abnormally think she is sick of work really. I kind of must say her area is not easy, and to think initally I was disappointed my boss didnt give me that area. I think I should really thank daddy god for this. Just the human factor in her area can kill me. My area is not easy too given so many controllers to support but well I think I can handle China and HK better.
I want to finish my ablums in album project but just didnt have time to do it. To set up my shelves to contain all my craft barang barange.. Thanks to my dear sis for getting her fren to transport from ikea.. Hmm is that her boyfren.. ahha she simply denied.... maybe she shy hor. hahaha
I want to finish my necklace too.......
I want to do my Xmas cards...
I want to do my Xmas gifts for Tim, Karen, Ching ching, Elsie they all.. etc etc...
I want to finish my office work...
Eh so many things to be complete and I am still doing office work now... oh no....................................... I think i better go ZZzzz Now, shall update again.. cos I wanan give thanks, shall keep u guys in suspence first...............
I thought I could finish my forecast file early today and sent to controllers, yup i did which is good, but still take a long time just .. I can't explain here cos involved some human stuff as well. hahah.. ANyway basically I got meeting lah, need to update into some huge huge database lah and so on and so for..Why is G china having so much deals lately.. gosh are they trying to kill me....
Today karen my dear colleuge also behave abnormally think she is sick of work really. I kind of must say her area is not easy, and to think initally I was disappointed my boss didnt give me that area. I think I should really thank daddy god for this. Just the human factor in her area can kill me. My area is not easy too given so many controllers to support but well I think I can handle China and HK better.
I want to finish my ablums in album project but just didnt have time to do it. To set up my shelves to contain all my craft barang barange.. Thanks to my dear sis for getting her fren to transport from ikea.. Hmm is that her boyfren.. ahha she simply denied.... maybe she shy hor. hahaha
I want to finish my necklace too.......
I want to do my Xmas cards...
I want to do my Xmas gifts for Tim, Karen, Ching ching, Elsie they all.. etc etc...
I want to finish my office work...
Eh so many things to be complete and I am still doing office work now... oh no....................................... I think i better go ZZzzz Now, shall update again.. cos I wanan give thanks, shall keep u guys in suspence first...............
Friday, November 21, 2008
Wednesday, November 19, 2008
Rain is making me moody
oh this rain is making me moody..........hmmm start to think alot again.
Things like
1) should i start to do my masters
2) should i learn something new
3) go abroad to work
4) give up everything and go elsewhere..
5) too many things to think of.............................
sometimes beginning to grow dislike my ownself.. why am i scare to admit certain things... why cant i just face my own feelngs.. hmmmmmmmmm
Things like
1) should i start to do my masters
2) should i learn something new
3) go abroad to work
4) give up everything and go elsewhere..
5) too many things to think of.............................
sometimes beginning to grow dislike my ownself.. why am i scare to admit certain things... why cant i just face my own feelngs.. hmmmmmmmmm
慢舞
love this song, its from TV drama bu fan de ai......
Not complete lyrics...
慢舞
作詞：芮恩 作曲：Kim Lim
編曲：Adam Lee
演唱：芮恩
爱 像跳慢舞
Ai xiang tiao man wu
紧紧抓着一起踏步
Jin jin zhua zhe yi qi ta bu
选对舞伴万众瞩目
xuan dui wu ban wan zhong zhu mu
但 我們舞步
dan wo men wu bu
为了追寻完美
wei le zhui xun wan mei
练太熟了反而虚伪
Lian tai shou le fan er xu wei
飞旋 一起飞旋 自我麻醉
fei xuan yi qi fei xuan zi wo ma zui
旋转 不停旋转 忘了 彼此抓紧
Xuan zhuan bu ting xuan zhuan wang le bi ci zhua jin
此空虛无止 漫步跳舞
Ci kong xu wei zhi wan bu tiao wu
小心翼翼舞步
Xiao xin yi yi wu bu
心里有数 是最后支舞
Xin li you shu shi zui hou zhi wu
就闭眼忘了呼吸的投入
Jiu bi yan wang le hu xi de tou ru
像漫步跳舞 我们不哭
Xiang man bu tiao wu wo men bu ku
用默默地祝福
Yong mo mo de zhu fu
只等这樂曲 渐渐静下来
Zhi deng zhe yue qu jian jian jing xia lai
我们学不会跳的慢舞 结束
Not complete lyrics...
慢舞
作詞：芮恩 作曲：Kim Lim
編曲：Adam Lee
演唱：芮恩
爱 像跳慢舞
Ai xiang tiao man wu
紧紧抓着一起踏步
Jin jin zhua zhe yi qi ta bu
选对舞伴万众瞩目
xuan dui wu ban wan zhong zhu mu
但 我們舞步
dan wo men wu bu
为了追寻完美
wei le zhui xun wan mei
练太熟了反而虚伪
Lian tai shou le fan er xu wei
飞旋 一起飞旋 自我麻醉
fei xuan yi qi fei xuan zi wo ma zui
旋转 不停旋转 忘了 彼此抓紧
Xuan zhuan bu ting xuan zhuan wang le bi ci zhua jin
此空虛无止 漫步跳舞
Ci kong xu wei zhi wan bu tiao wu
小心翼翼舞步
Xiao xin yi yi wu bu
心里有数 是最后支舞
Xin li you shu shi zui hou zhi wu
就闭眼忘了呼吸的投入
Jiu bi yan wang le hu xi de tou ru
像漫步跳舞 我们不哭
Xiang man bu tiao wu wo men bu ku
用默默地祝福
Yong mo mo de zhu fu
只等这樂曲 渐渐静下来
Zhi deng zhe yue qu jian jian jing xia lai
我们学不会跳的慢舞 结束
Monday, November 17, 2008
quote of the day
Take a chance, its better that u try then to live with the knowlege that u never try
Not something new, was listening to one sermon and pastor mention this.. pretty encouraging..
Not something new, was listening to one sermon and pastor mention this.. pretty encouraging..
Thursday, November 13, 2008
The Answer
Always like Corrine May's songs, I think I have all her albums :) And btw her live concert is thumbs up. This song "The answer" is from the album :The Gift"
believe you are the answer to
every tear I've cried
I believe that you are with me
My rising and my light
Give me strength when I am weary
Give me hope when I can't see
Through the crosses I must carry
Lord, bind my heart to thee
That when all my days are over
and all my chores are done
I may see your risen Glory
Forever where you are.
believe you are the answer to
every tear I've cried
I believe that you are with me
My rising and my light
Give me strength when I am weary
Give me hope when I can't see
Through the crosses I must carry
Lord, bind my heart to thee
That when all my days are over
and all my chores are done
I may see your risen Glory
Forever where you are.
Saturday, November 8, 2008
The heart of workship
Suddenly recall this song, one of the very first workship songs that I like, introuduce by a xiao di. Wonder how is that xiaodi doing now, think he must have just have finished his NS now. Its just weird how God connect people, I never ever seen him. Well God will guide and keep him :)
Hmm I wonder where I keep my disc, should reap it into my ipod..
The heart of Worship-- Matt Redman
When the music fades
And all is stripped away
And I simply come
Longing just to bring
Something that's of worth
That will bless your heart
I'll bring You more than a song
For a song in itself
Is not what You have required
You search much deeper within
Through the ways things appear
You're looking into my heart
I'm coming back to the heart of worship
And it's all about You
All about You, Jesus
I'm sorry Lord for the thing I've made it
When it's all about You
It's all about You Jesus
King of endless worth
No one could express
How much You deserve
Though I'm weak and poor
All I have is Yours
Every single breath
I'll bring You more than just a song
For a song in itself
Is not what You have required
You search much deeper within
Through the way things appear
You're looking into my heart
I'm coming back to the heart of worship
And it's all about You
All about You, Jesus
I'm sorry Lord for the thing I've made it
When it's all about You
It's all about You Jesus
Its all about you
Jesus
Hmm I wonder where I keep my disc, should reap it into my ipod..
The heart of Worship-- Matt Redman
When the music fades
And all is stripped away
And I simply come
Longing just to bring
Something that's of worth
That will bless your heart
I'll bring You more than a song
For a song in itself
Is not what You have required
You search much deeper within
Through the ways things appear
You're looking into my heart
I'm coming back to the heart of worship
And it's all about You
All about You, Jesus
I'm sorry Lord for the thing I've made it
When it's all about You
It's all about You Jesus
King of endless worth
No one could express
How much You deserve
Though I'm weak and poor
All I have is Yours
Every single breath
I'll bring You more than just a song
For a song in itself
Is not what You have required
You search much deeper within
Through the way things appear
You're looking into my heart
I'm coming back to the heart of worship
And it's all about You
All about You, Jesus
I'm sorry Lord for the thing I've made it
When it's all about You
It's all about You Jesus
Its all about you
Jesus
Thank you Friends
Friends, just want to say Thank you. :)
Sorry to make some of you worried about me, I am fine now. Was attending a course these 2 days and today I just thought of you guys.
The trainer was saying something about how our moods will affect the people around you and I recalled one of you I still dont know who(since u never leave your name) was saying what happen to the cheerful Mei? That really strikes me
I am back... bouncing(really bouncing heavily, gosh I wonder how did i ever gain weight again) happily :)
Well to say the truth, its not say really painless. It still hurts at times when many unhapppy things happen but its about how you managed your emotions. Don't let that get to you, self managment hahha.. I know God has me in his palm and everything happens for a reason. I can't see it now, but someday HE will show me.
Ok I think I really better go to Dr Tan to get my gastric medicine(I said I want to get but never) , hopefully its not out of stock again. Gastric juice too active===> constantly hungry==> Eat and eat==> Gain weight.
Oh on Friday night I am here blogging.. kind of sad ah.. but dont worry I am ok... was thinking what photos to print out.... to scrap....
Need that therapy
Sorry to make some of you worried about me, I am fine now. Was attending a course these 2 days and today I just thought of you guys.
The trainer was saying something about how our moods will affect the people around you and I recalled one of you I still dont know who(since u never leave your name) was saying what happen to the cheerful Mei? That really strikes me
I am back... bouncing(really bouncing heavily, gosh I wonder how did i ever gain weight again) happily :)
Well to say the truth, its not say really painless. It still hurts at times when many unhapppy things happen but its about how you managed your emotions. Don't let that get to you, self managment hahha.. I know God has me in his palm and everything happens for a reason. I can't see it now, but someday HE will show me.
Ok I think I really better go to Dr Tan to get my gastric medicine(I said I want to get but never) , hopefully its not out of stock again. Gastric juice too active===> constantly hungry==> Eat and eat==> Gain weight.
Oh on Friday night I am here blogging.. kind of sad ah.. but dont worry I am ok... was thinking what photos to print out.... to scrap....
Need that therapy
Thursday, November 6, 2008
Some creations
Wedding Card for Tuck Wai
Friendship is Fragile
Like the photos taken at Baker Inns,its backdrop is jut splendid was it PS, anyway now it has changed name and no longer at this place . A pity we didnt take the 5 of us together... hmmmm
27th Birthday surprise 自讨苦吃
I remmeber clearly cos I said I don't want present, just want surprise, and made you angels crack your head ahhaha... And I remmebr this forever. I was blinded folder turn a few rounds at Suntec then being lead to the garden and WHOA suprise.
And i was made to count the coins. 27 ten cents, 27 1 cents, 20 cents, 5 cents... etc hahahah.. And I was made to mentally calculate the total sum. hahaha from then on I don't dare to ask for surprise liao :P
Friendship is Fragile
Like the photos taken at Baker Inns,its backdrop is jut splendid was it PS, anyway now it has changed name and no longer at this place . A pity we didnt take the 5 of us together... hmmmm
27th Birthday surprise 自讨苦吃
I remmeber clearly cos I said I don't want present, just want surprise, and made you angels crack your head ahhaha... And I remmebr this forever. I was blinded folder turn a few rounds at Suntec then being lead to the garden and WHOA suprise.
And i was made to count the coins. 27 ten cents, 27 1 cents, 20 cents, 5 cents... etc hahahah.. And I was made to mentally calculate the total sum. hahaha from then on I don't dare to ask for surprise liao :P
Wednesday, November 5, 2008
oh i love this...
大腹豪
听过林少芬吗? 若你是新加坡人却不知道她是谁? 那你太差劲了。她可是我们广告界的骄傲 ：）她成立了10AM Communication，现在已经是Bates 141 的一部分了。
看这个部落格吧！
http://blog.omy.sg/shihhow/
好喜欢她的创作！Sony Handcam Power of 3, Nippon paint, 摇一摇 :) 哈哈
The blog is in mandarin btw, if you don't understand waht I wrote above, just too bad. Well fear not, I can still translate for you, I got a dip in Chinese and translation afterall
看这个部落格吧！
http://blog.omy.sg/shihhow/
好喜欢她的创作！Sony Handcam Power of 3, Nippon paint, 摇一摇 :) 哈哈
The blog is in mandarin btw, if you don't understand waht I wrote above, just too bad. Well fear not, I can still translate for you, I got a dip in Chinese and translation afterall
Today
Don't know why I thought of my bro when I was listening to a sermon on the bus. Suddenly recall how he used to bully me when I was growing up. I recalled how my nose bleed when he punched me on the nose once when I was 11 yrs ago, how he punched me on the stomach when I was 13 yrs old.
I realy really hate him when I was young. Seriously I hate him, feared him. But an incident happen when I was 12 yrs ago, that make me realise I still love him, that blood is thicker than water. Well after his NS, his temper sort of control. I used to remember him saying girls shouldn't study so much. You know that kind of MCP. Now my sis and I have the last laught. Who did he go to when he needed financial aid, when he needed help with his family .
Well the childhood incidents taught me to be strong, never to cry, drop my tears infront of him. It just pleases him that I cry, so I learn to hold back my tears. Even if I cry it would be in my blankets and pillows when no one is looking.
I know this is a false front that I am putting up. Cos when I am alone watching even a carton I can cry, I remember once I was watching this cartoon, I just cry when I see the poor baby Elephant's mother was shot dead. When I sympathise with the person in the dramas/movies that I watch I will tear too.
Once this guy ask me: "Am you always that strong as you show others? This question strike me, really strike me. I didn't answer him, cos I know the answer is No I am not, I am weak. This guy is really observant, of cos at that time I didn't know he was interested in me then. Anyway by the time the blockhead of me realise, its kind of late. Anyway we just won't be together cos we are just of different values and faith and ..... and I am happy that he is now happily married.
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Was kind of feeling unbalance today too. SMS K and tell her I wanted to tell her something yesterday and she replied what I wanted to tell her. So its not only me who feel it this way. hmmm I know I shouldn't feel this way but just can't help feeling this way.
Have you ever had the feeling that what you do is not appreciated, and why did other people just seem to have the advantage of everything without doing any hard work. Why did other just simply have a easier life than you, its like they are being blessed with everything. All they did to do is being pretty, sweet talker, don't have to have sound technical skills.
I know I shouldn't feel this way, but I am afterall human flesh. Just can't help but to feel unbalanced. XW, if you are reading this, its just addtional things on top of what I told you last friday, something more happen.
Ah sometimes can't help but to ask God, why are you doing this to me. Why is she not even a believer and getting all the benefits, what about me ?
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I think I better go and get my gastric medicine tomorrow. I suppose to go down to get a long time ago but never go..............
I realy really hate him when I was young. Seriously I hate him, feared him. But an incident happen when I was 12 yrs ago, that make me realise I still love him, that blood is thicker than water. Well after his NS, his temper sort of control. I used to remember him saying girls shouldn't study so much. You know that kind of MCP. Now my sis and I have the last laught. Who did he go to when he needed financial aid, when he needed help with his family .
Well the childhood incidents taught me to be strong, never to cry, drop my tears infront of him. It just pleases him that I cry, so I learn to hold back my tears. Even if I cry it would be in my blankets and pillows when no one is looking.
I know this is a false front that I am putting up. Cos when I am alone watching even a carton I can cry, I remember once I was watching this cartoon, I just cry when I see the poor baby Elephant's mother was shot dead. When I sympathise with the person in the dramas/movies that I watch I will tear too.
Once this guy ask me: "Am you always that strong as you show others? This question strike me, really strike me. I didn't answer him, cos I know the answer is No I am not, I am weak. This guy is really observant, of cos at that time I didn't know he was interested in me then. Anyway by the time the blockhead of me realise, its kind of late. Anyway we just won't be together cos we are just of different values and faith and ..... and I am happy that he is now happily married.
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Was kind of feeling unbalance today too. SMS K and tell her I wanted to tell her something yesterday and she replied what I wanted to tell her. So its not only me who feel it this way. hmmm I know I shouldn't feel this way but just can't help feeling this way.
Have you ever had the feeling that what you do is not appreciated, and why did other people just seem to have the advantage of everything without doing any hard work. Why did other just simply have a easier life than you, its like they are being blessed with everything. All they did to do is being pretty, sweet talker, don't have to have sound technical skills.
I know I shouldn't feel this way, but I am afterall human flesh. Just can't help but to feel unbalanced. XW, if you are reading this, its just addtional things on top of what I told you last friday, something more happen.
Ah sometimes can't help but to ask God, why are you doing this to me. Why is she not even a believer and getting all the benefits, what about me ?
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I think I better go and get my gastric medicine tomorrow. I suppose to go down to get a long time ago but never go..............
Tuesday, November 4, 2008
I will bounce back
Its been tough these past 2 months for me, work stress, personal stress etc etc. Guess I was too anxious as well, just need to constantly remind myself to stay still stay still, ai zai ai zai...
Thanks for all ur concerns, don't worry i will definitely bounce back like a palm tree. Palm trees withstand storms, survive tought extreme conditions, so will I. :)
I just need time to rest my physically tired mental thats all.
I thank God for the strength he given me, I can't imagine how I can survive with that little sleep every night, its average 5 hours per day and sometimes less than that. I will wake up very often, past 1 week is much better I must say. Just imagine reaching office at 7 plus , 8am for the past 1 months plus sometimes staying back until i really headache..
Well I will bounce back for sure................................................
I can't now wait to find time to print some photos and do some scrap booking therapy. But before that I owe someone 2 Xmas cards swaps Ooooopsssssss...terrible me, delaying things again.
Trust in the LORD with all your heart, And lean not on your own understanding;
In all your ways acknowledge Him, And He shall direct your paths.
Proverbs 3:5-6
Thanks for all ur concerns, don't worry i will definitely bounce back like a palm tree. Palm trees withstand storms, survive tought extreme conditions, so will I. :)
I just need time to rest my physically tired mental thats all.
I thank God for the strength he given me, I can't imagine how I can survive with that little sleep every night, its average 5 hours per day and sometimes less than that. I will wake up very often, past 1 week is much better I must say. Just imagine reaching office at 7 plus , 8am for the past 1 months plus sometimes staying back until i really headache..
Well I will bounce back for sure................................................
I can't now wait to find time to print some photos and do some scrap booking therapy. But before that I owe someone 2 Xmas cards swaps Ooooopsssssss...terrible me, delaying things again.
Trust in the LORD with all your heart, And lean not on your own understanding;
In all your ways acknowledge Him, And He shall direct your paths.
Proverbs 3:5-6
Monday, November 3, 2008
The right one 对的人
In response to ah jun's challenge here's the layout.. hmmm I did one didn't like it, so change to another one just now.. here's the 2 of them
So what's my criteria?
1) same Abba father as me
2) someone who is knowledgeable, can lead and guide me
3) love me, accept me as it is
4) someone who holds my hands till we apart (I always watch in admiration at those old couples holding hands strolling, now I wish my parents would do that)
5)holds a respectable job
6)accepts my crafting habits :)
7)Intellectual, must be of high EQ(i totally forgetten abt this until xw reminds me, that's what WL says too hmmm maybe I too chim haha )
Its simple right, I didn't even ask for looks or whatever. So simple yet I dont know why I am still single, its just not that easy to find a soul mate whom you can live with the rest of your life, someone who is willing to share ur love, joy, pain, your life story with. Someone whom you can communicated with, accept as you are, flaws, perfections. someone to 守护、爱护 (vice versa of cos)
A friend say I am naive to have this criteria saying I need to be practical, need to have $$$ etc etc. True yes, I agree 100% that $$$ is important but I believe Love of $$$ is the root of all evil as what the bible says. I strongly believe God will provide, if we start to worry about this and that, well I think forever we will procastinate on the plans etc. Sometimes I need just need to cast our cares and burdens onto the Lord, not so easy am still learning.
Each time my not so close friends will say I have high expectations, I wondered if this is high expectations. I can't just take any Tom Dick or Harry that comes along right, the able to communicate part is very important.
SJ and I were talking and one of these days we were saying let's go dating agency. Not too sure if thats the right path... hmm I been asking Abba daddy if I am suppose to be single or ? Whatever it is, I will definitely not get married for the sake of marrying.
I think when God wants to unite 2 person, its a reunion that will bring glory and do do the good for HIM.
I been trying to focus on this lately:
Proverbs 3:5-6
5 Trust in the LORD with all your heart,
And lean not on your own understanding;
6 In all your ways acknowledge Him,
And He shall direct your paths.
P/s: Pardon my grammar and spelling mistake, just too tired to do spell check...
So what's my criteria?
1) same Abba father as me
2) someone who is knowledgeable, can lead and guide me
3) love me, accept me as it is
4) someone who holds my hands till we apart (I always watch in admiration at those old couples holding hands strolling, now I wish my parents would do that)
5)holds a respectable job
6)accepts my crafting habits :)
7)Intellectual, must be of high EQ(i totally forgetten abt this until xw reminds me, that's what WL says too hmmm maybe I too chim haha )
Its simple right, I didn't even ask for looks or whatever. So simple yet I dont know why I am still single, its just not that easy to find a soul mate whom you can live with the rest of your life, someone who is willing to share ur love, joy, pain, your life story with. Someone whom you can communicated with, accept as you are, flaws, perfections. someone to 守护、爱护 (vice versa of cos)
A friend say I am naive to have this criteria saying I need to be practical, need to have $$$ etc etc. True yes, I agree 100% that $$$ is important but I believe Love of $$$ is the root of all evil as what the bible says. I strongly believe God will provide, if we start to worry about this and that, well I think forever we will procastinate on the plans etc. Sometimes I need just need to cast our cares and burdens onto the Lord, not so easy am still learning.
Each time my not so close friends will say I have high expectations, I wondered if this is high expectations. I can't just take any Tom Dick or Harry that comes along right, the able to communicate part is very important.
SJ and I were talking and one of these days we were saying let's go dating agency. Not too sure if thats the right path... hmm I been asking Abba daddy if I am suppose to be single or ? Whatever it is, I will definitely not get married for the sake of marrying.
I think when God wants to unite 2 person, its a reunion that will bring glory and do do the good for HIM.
I been trying to focus on this lately:
Proverbs 3:5-6
5 Trust in the LORD with all your heart,
And lean not on your own understanding;
6 In all your ways acknowledge Him,
And He shall direct your paths.
P/s: Pardon my grammar and spelling mistake, just too tired to do spell check...
SJ say I am pretty today
:)
went to gym this morning, after all the guilt eating yesterday. hahahah.. suprise can wake up so early.. but was abit rush for church. Decide to wear skirt with a nice top today, I seldom wear skirt(except jeans skirt) on weekends. Actualy one of my collegue was commenting why am I always in pants, my reply was : cos I carry backpac, wear skirt very ugly ) hahah actually when u carry a backpack for the laptop and u wear a dress or a skirt it does looks ugly. hahah anyway nowdays i hackcare dont bother to change my laptop bag..
Bounce into SJ and BL at a push cart in suntec, so they are like surpise to see me in skirt.. think they never seen me in skirt come to think of it hahaha
SJ commented just now that I look pretty.. Thanks gal....................
went to gym this morning, after all the guilt eating yesterday. hahahah.. suprise can wake up so early.. but was abit rush for church. Decide to wear skirt with a nice top today, I seldom wear skirt(except jeans skirt) on weekends. Actualy one of my collegue was commenting why am I always in pants, my reply was : cos I carry backpac, wear skirt very ugly ) hahah actually when u carry a backpack for the laptop and u wear a dress or a skirt it does looks ugly. hahah anyway nowdays i hackcare dont bother to change my laptop bag..
Bounce into SJ and BL at a push cart in suntec, so they are like surpise to see me in skirt.. think they never seen me in skirt come to think of it hahaha
SJ commented just now that I look pretty.. Thanks gal....................
Eat and Eat day
Went to JB with SJ, BL they all..eat the whole day.. gosh..
Morning I ate a donut, courtesty of xw.. oh yea,, thanks buddy thanks for spending time with me on Friday night, knowing that I was down and u make me so otuched.. I didn't know u were waiting for my sms while I gone swimming...
Back to eating.. reach JB, eat chee chong fun with the curry and the usual black sauce.. eh... why didn't they separate out the curry taste weird weid. Somehow I remember my auntie in Malaysia while eating this (gosh that's another story)
Went to do my medi and pedi.. and upon the urging of them, i actually cut my hair when i suppose to go to Yohei to cut.. .. i chop so much of my hair so layered, now i really feel like a pong sai gao.. hmmm I have a feeling within a month I will cut short. Anyway I am pretty adventours with Hair, most of my friends are not willing ot part with their long hair. I am probably one of the few exceptions.. Always like to try but I think most of the time turn out to be disastrous haha...
My medi, anyway i know wont last, since I will be washing dishes, clothes etc.. well just to pamper myself..
Lunch was huang jiu ji, plus curry plus zhu jiao chu.. ie wine chicken, and vinegar pork and curry.
Dinner was mi huan kueh, plus chicken wing, plus roast duck, pork, plus suan cai, plus dessert............wah................... fat lei..
Morning I ate a donut, courtesty of xw.. oh yea,, thanks buddy thanks for spending time with me on Friday night, knowing that I was down and u make me so otuched.. I didn't know u were waiting for my sms while I gone swimming...
Back to eating.. reach JB, eat chee chong fun with the curry and the usual black sauce.. eh... why didn't they separate out the curry taste weird weid. Somehow I remember my auntie in Malaysia while eating this (gosh that's another story)
Went to do my medi and pedi.. and upon the urging of them, i actually cut my hair when i suppose to go to Yohei to cut.. .. i chop so much of my hair so layered, now i really feel like a pong sai gao.. hmmm I have a feeling within a month I will cut short. Anyway I am pretty adventours with Hair, most of my friends are not willing ot part with their long hair. I am probably one of the few exceptions.. Always like to try but I think most of the time turn out to be disastrous haha...
My medi, anyway i know wont last, since I will be washing dishes, clothes etc.. well just to pamper myself..
Lunch was huang jiu ji, plus curry plus zhu jiao chu.. ie wine chicken, and vinegar pork and curry.
Dinner was mi huan kueh, plus chicken wing, plus roast duck, pork, plus suan cai, plus dessert............wah................... fat lei..
Friday, October 31, 2008
Love me
One of my fav song..A touching song, if only i find someone like the grandpa..
I read a note my grandma wrote
Back in 1923
Grandpa kept it in his coat
And he showed it once to me
He said boy you might not understand
But a long long time ago
Grandma's daddy didn't like me none
But I loved your grandma so
We had this crazy plan to meet
And run away together
Get married in the first town we came to
And live forever
But nailed to the tree where we were
Supposed to meet instead
I found this letter and this is what it said
If you get there before I do
Don't give up on me
I'll meet you when my chores are through
I don't know how long I'll be
But I'm not gonna let you down
Darling wait and see
And between now and then
Till I see you again
I'll be loving you
Love me
I read those words just hours before
My grandma passed away
In the doorway of the church
When me and grandpa stopped to pray
I know I'd never seen him cry
All my 15 years
But as he said these words to her
His eyes filled up with tears
If you get there before I do
Don't give up on me
I'll meet you when my chores are through
I don't know how long I'll be
But I'm not gonna let you down
Darling wait and see
And between now and then
Till I see you again
I'll be loving you
Love me
Between now and then till I see you again
I'll be loving you
Love me
I read a note my grandma wrote
Back in 1923
Grandpa kept it in his coat
And he showed it once to me
He said boy you might not understand
But a long long time ago
Grandma's daddy didn't like me none
But I loved your grandma so
We had this crazy plan to meet
And run away together
Get married in the first town we came to
And live forever
But nailed to the tree where we were
Supposed to meet instead
I found this letter and this is what it said
If you get there before I do
Don't give up on me
I'll meet you when my chores are through
I don't know how long I'll be
But I'm not gonna let you down
Darling wait and see
And between now and then
Till I see you again
I'll be loving you
Love me
I read those words just hours before
My grandma passed away
In the doorway of the church
When me and grandpa stopped to pray
I know I'd never seen him cry
All my 15 years
But as he said these words to her
His eyes filled up with tears
If you get there before I do
Don't give up on me
I'll meet you when my chores are through
I don't know how long I'll be
But I'm not gonna let you down
Darling wait and see
And between now and then
Till I see you again
I'll be loving you
Love me
Between now and then till I see you again
I'll be loving you
Love me
Thursday, October 30, 2008
What's next
I did a layout title "The one" here's a teaser. Photo taken with a hp so not well taken, let me retake it with my camera again.. Hmmm this is in response to ah jun's challenge for me. I think it looks abit empty let me try to add some more embellishment. put more of my fav floewrs, butterlies maybe hahaha.. lets see......
Wednesday, October 29, 2008
Nelson's farewell album
Get each of my collegue to do a page and I consolidate it and added a few more pages.. here it is.. eh and guess what I actualy forgoten to take a pic of the page that I did for him :( oh mine... so blur..
Really like the cross and the bible quote that I stamped. Just got this stamp from US hehehehe..
Click on the below....
Really like the cross and the bible quote that I stamped. Just got this stamp from US hehehehe..
Click on the below....
Sad
The day finally came, Nelson is finaly going to the US.I feel sad that he is leaving.. he is such a good team lead, mentor, advisor. Even though I do not report to him directly, but he has been really a good mentor to me.
Life will be tough for me without him around.. I wonder how to do the forecast piece, I am not even at his level...
Life will be tough for me without him around.. I wonder how to do the forecast piece, I am not even at his level...
Tuesday, October 28, 2008
eyes popping out
I am still in the office alone... so sad. Eyes about to pop out. So pain, after staring at the spreadsheet for so long, trying to figure out the variance.
What to do, serve me right for trying to geh qiang, got proper audit route, full set dont do , choose this path. I always take the weird path. In fact lately one interviewer asked me if I am a smart person. How to answer this question, anyway he replied said that since I am with Nanyang Girls'I must be smart . HAHA :) He ask why did I go poly. yup, I am proud to say I am a NYGH girl and well I did qualified to go NTU, I didn't take up the offer.. hahah
Well guess God wants me to be tougher. I think lately I starting to turn more and more stone, so tired and a few time I wanan cry but tears don't flow no matter how upset I am. oops this is a bad sign.. I think maybe I will tear when I see those sad movies, sad novels. hmmm hopefully I still can tear else sounds like I am a cruel person ahah..
On a separate note, I am sick of this blog layout, you think I should change it. YA i am always trying to change, but guess I better settle down, else i will end up like what I did the last time round. Got fed up one fine day, delete everything away and start a new blog again... oops................
What to do, serve me right for trying to geh qiang, got proper audit route, full set dont do , choose this path. I always take the weird path. In fact lately one interviewer asked me if I am a smart person. How to answer this question, anyway he replied said that since I am with Nanyang Girls'I must be smart . HAHA :) He ask why did I go poly. yup, I am proud to say I am a NYGH girl and well I did qualified to go NTU, I didn't take up the offer.. hahah
Well guess God wants me to be tougher. I think lately I starting to turn more and more stone, so tired and a few time I wanan cry but tears don't flow no matter how upset I am. oops this is a bad sign.. I think maybe I will tear when I see those sad movies, sad novels. hmmm hopefully I still can tear else sounds like I am a cruel person ahah..
On a separate note, I am sick of this blog layout, you think I should change it. YA i am always trying to change, but guess I better settle down, else i will end up like what I did the last time round. Got fed up one fine day, delete everything away and start a new blog again... oops................
Monday, October 27, 2008
Radom thoughts
face a little challenge while serving on Sunday, well hope that doesn't happen again... hmmm dealing with people is never easy. Dear Abba father, don't do this to me again, eh I know you want to show me something but I am not ready yet, or at least pls send some angel to me. :)
Oh yes while serving, this lady is so sweet, can see she appreciate me serving her the holy communion, Thanks sister, you make my day.
Now come to think about it, something else happen. I won't share here, just too personal, those close to me will know. I wonder what is god telling me, or showing me. This time round, at least the heart is more at peace, at rest. Some day I will know what is god's will for me. I am sure HE will show me
Oh I just realise my family is coming back,I had rememeber the wrong date.. eh... blur me agian. hehe
come to think of it , I am going to miss the peace, quietness. sob sob. Nevermind I am reaching 35, so I can get my own housing liao. Brother Xiao Heng say I very permisstic. Eh maybe yes. But again this is call prepration . I did tell God I dont want to be alone but if so happens, well just got to accept the fact.
We shall see.. u will hear from my updateas again.
Finally the farewell album for my teamlead is ready.. I will post up the photos soon
Quickly did a layout too, in response to Ah jun's challenge for me.My the other half criteria.. I will post up here soon. ...
Oh yes while serving, this lady is so sweet, can see she appreciate me serving her the holy communion, Thanks sister, you make my day.
Now come to think about it, something else happen. I won't share here, just too personal, those close to me will know. I wonder what is god telling me, or showing me. This time round, at least the heart is more at peace, at rest. Some day I will know what is god's will for me. I am sure HE will show me
Oh I just realise my family is coming back,I had rememeber the wrong date.. eh... blur me agian. hehe
come to think of it , I am going to miss the peace, quietness. sob sob. Nevermind I am reaching 35, so I can get my own housing liao. Brother Xiao Heng say I very permisstic. Eh maybe yes. But again this is call prepration . I did tell God I dont want to be alone but if so happens, well just got to accept the fact.
We shall see.. u will hear from my updateas again.
Finally the farewell album for my teamlead is ready.. I will post up the photos soon
Quickly did a layout too, in response to Ah jun's challenge for me.My the other half criteria.. I will post up here soon. ...
Saturday, October 25, 2008
Its a beautiful day :)
A lovely day. I wake up feeling happy. Didnt slept for long as usual, wake up feeling hot and thirsty again. I think I should stand by a bottle of water in future.
Cyn, KP,KL, Beanard plus me go to the south ridge walk. A pity Simm Yinn couldn't make it :(
Start from Harbourfront to Mount Fabour, Henderson Waves, Picnic Hill, Alexandara Arch, Hort Park, Canopy walk end at Bukit Chengdu (think the spelling is wrong) museum .
I am so glad the weather is so good
, else at the kind of time we start 9.15am, we would have become roasted Pigs or Monkeys?
KP now has been teased as the monkey :p, cos we say this guy practicing some martial arts at the Picnic Hill with another guy(the shifu most likely). The movments look like lao gao (monkey) . KP mimic the movements hahaha and we all have good luff, As usual KL is in his humourous ways, bernard with his straigth foward humour, cyn with her usual bubberlines.. (is there such a word btw ) Ok you guys will get what I mean.
Am so glad that I am out with u guys, I didnt realy say it out but I really appreciate you guys. Its always fun to be with you guys especially all the guys are so much younger than me. Spreading your joy to me makes me happy...
Simm Yin join us later in the afternoon, just to meet us.. lovely gal. And I realise she is 12 years younger than me when she ask how we celberate our 21 bday. Oh mine she is so young..................................
Hey for the rest of my friends, sorry to make you guys worry about me a few days ago.
straighten my thoughts. God is good..
Cyn, KP,KL, Beanard plus me go to the south ridge walk. A pity Simm Yinn couldn't make it :(
Start from Harbourfront to Mount Fabour, Henderson Waves, Picnic Hill, Alexandara Arch, Hort Park, Canopy walk end at Bukit Chengdu (think the spelling is wrong) museum .
I am so glad the weather is so good
, else at the kind of time we start 9.15am, we would have become roasted Pigs or Monkeys?KP now has been teased as the monkey :p, cos we say this guy practicing some martial arts at the Picnic Hill with another guy(the shifu most likely). The movments look like lao gao (monkey) . KP mimic the movements hahaha and we all have good luff, As usual KL is in his humourous ways, bernard with his straigth foward humour, cyn with her usual bubberlines.. (is there such a word btw ) Ok you guys will get what I mean.
Am so glad that I am out with u guys, I didnt realy say it out but I really appreciate you guys. Its always fun to be with you guys especially all the guys are so much younger than me. Spreading your joy to me makes me happy...
Simm Yin join us later in the afternoon, just to meet us.. lovely gal. And I realise she is 12 years younger than me when she ask how we celberate our 21 bday. Oh mine she is so young..................................
Hey for the rest of my friends, sorry to make you guys worry about me a few days ago.
straighten my thoughts. God is good..
我知道我变漂亮了
我知道我变漂亮了 - 《一切完美》主题曲
詞/曲：石欣卉
製作：陳達偉
过去的批评嘲讽 Let it go Let it go
过去的轻蔑冷落 Let it go Let it go
有些人口不饶人 却忘了瞧瞧自己
又有什么资格
时刻都善良待人 Let’s move on Let’s move on
时刻都做好本分 Let’s move on Let’s move on
有些人心思浅薄 绝不是宽容
自暴自弃的理由
也许 确实也受过言语打击
也许 从来也没什么好际遇
但千万别将勇气深锁在阴影里
我们又不会妨碍这世界继续美丽
我知道我变漂亮了
我知道我被注意了
曾难过 失落
微笑一下就过
外在的美貌容易戳破
内在的美好细水长流
我知道我变漂亮了
我知道我也豁达了
不自卑 不埋怨
就算还差一点点
用内涵弥补一切缺陷
内在的美 迷住每个人的眼
Friday, October 24, 2008
Feeeeling down
Dont know why just woke up feeling terrible..
Again slept at 12 plus, woke up at about 1 or was it 2 am.. feeling warm and thirsty, turn on the fan, but simply too tired to go find water..
slept, woke up at 5 plus or so.. gosh why did i keep on waking up... this is not rest man... force to sleep , alarm clock rang at 6.30, my body just refuse to wake up.. Was thinking to work from home in morning then go to work in office since raining..
nah the next moment i woke up at close to 8am..oops rush rush out by 8.20 miss the lrt, miss the mrt train.. arrg..reach office at close to 9.30am.. opps.. so late..
seealot of work, changes piling.. arrrggggggg.......
really feel terrible to the verge of tearing. Suddenly feeling my gastric at work again, tell myself be still be cool... Just feel pressurize. Feel alot of emotions bottom up... nah.. how i can I can be like some of my friends to just freely say out what they feel, what they want.
I admit I got alot of reservations on this............... coward of me I know.. I can be confident at work but never in relationships with people. Oh God, I know you will answer my prayers, but when will that be ?
Again slept at 12 plus, woke up at about 1 or was it 2 am.. feeling warm and thirsty, turn on the fan, but simply too tired to go find water..
slept, woke up at 5 plus or so.. gosh why did i keep on waking up... this is not rest man... force to sleep , alarm clock rang at 6.30, my body just refuse to wake up.. Was thinking to work from home in morning then go to work in office since raining..
nah the next moment i woke up at close to 8am..oops rush rush out by 8.20 miss the lrt, miss the mrt train.. arrg..reach office at close to 9.30am.. opps.. so late..
seealot of work, changes piling.. arrrggggggg.......
really feel terrible to the verge of tearing. Suddenly feeling my gastric at work again, tell myself be still be cool... Just feel pressurize. Feel alot of emotions bottom up... nah.. how i can I can be like some of my friends to just freely say out what they feel, what they want.
I admit I got alot of reservations on this............... coward of me I know.. I can be confident at work but never in relationships with people. Oh God, I know you will answer my prayers, but when will that be ?
Thursday, October 23, 2008
Sing with the Angels.....
I have been listing to Hillsong "Hope" lately. Kind of just needed this to keep me going . Still is my favourite. Now realise Angels is nice too...
I was thinking last night, I am not afraid of being dead, cos being with lord and singing with the angels is a wonderful thing. But lord pls dont make me die as a 独居老人腐尸发臭, u know all those headlines u see in newspaper of rotting bodies of old folks found and dying alone in their homes. Eh let me at least even if alone die happily in peace. Not in suffering pain.
I know I sound negative but guess being alone at home I tend to think alot of rubbish and crap. Well I am still of human fresh
Now enjoy...
I was thinking last night, I am not afraid of being dead, cos being with lord and singing with the angels is a wonderful thing. But lord pls dont make me die as a 独居老人腐尸发臭, u know all those headlines u see in newspaper of rotting bodies of old folks found and dying alone in their homes. Eh let me at least even if alone die happily in peace. Not in suffering pain.
I know I sound negative but guess being alone at home I tend to think alot of rubbish and crap. Well I am still of human fresh
Now enjoy...
This week..
Have not being updating this blog cos i am simply busy. Ok allright excuse, there is time for everything, its a matter of priority. I been busy with work cos took over the forecast portion from my team lead. Nope not a promotion for me just more work, wanted to learn something else, challenge myself before I rot and bored myself suppporting the day to day transacions of G China.
I been losing touch with what I used to do, hopefully the forecast role will bring me back to where I was previously.
Have been sleeping on average 4-5 hours per day.. Thank God for the strength given to me, Thank Jesus too.
My sisters and parents are away on tour so left me all alone in the house. I don't really miss them yet. Opps I know I mean but I kind of enjoy the peace and silence, the room all to myself. Imagine I can just play the workship songs on my laptop blasting it. I can't do that when they are around.. :p
Plus no nagging from my mother. She been nagging me everyday to quickly go find someone. I know she meant well, she don't want to be sure I don't end up lonely by myself. But well I guess I either met the wrong guy or meet the right guy but just ........ well it take 2 hands to claps. To meet someone who can really be ur life mate, life soul partner just isn't that easy. Men are hard to understand, sometimes they are just either block heads, idiots(pardon my language), or well simply pretending. God knows what's on their minds..
Ok back to my week's adventure.
Started with Monday. Thank God for the food that Karen gave me. Her nuo mi fan is really yummy. Was working really really hard concentrating with eyes glued on my laptop when suddenly. Lights off.. oops.. and then back again. My heart went *POP*. Did I hear something, ok I think thats just my wild imagination. Notice the fan is still swinging. Ok probaly just the power supply glitch/dip. Why did it happen at 12 midnight plus and when I am all alone.
Saw Karen on line and tell her, and she laugh at me. I went to find a torch and standby at the table. Just in case if really power supply issues, I won't be in darkness. Play workship songs to calm myself abit. hahah almost wanted to have the lights on in the bedroom but nah I couldnt sleep with lights on.. so well pray in tongues and ZZZZZZZZZZZZZ
Tuesday,
oh mine.. work till past 11 went home. reach home , bathed and start to work agian till 1 pm. Running Nose.... wake up at 2 am with realy bad running Nose, dragged myself up reluctantly. Went all over the place to look for tissue, arrrg can't find any so toilet rolls. I was really cold and wrapped myself in my blanket, my nose feels so terrible, whole body infact.
Wednesay,
wake up feeling much better. oh mine how did i ever wake up at 6 plus and reach office by8am. Have the fearful forecast call, making some boos boos. my team lead caution me again.. i know i just wasnt concentrating and make that boo boo :(
Reach home early, do my laundry.. hoho saw xiao heng online and tell him I don;t want to be like one of my ex bosses. single, alone, workaholic, fierce.. I guess if one has no partner, u can't blame her for being workaholic, having high expectations. Nah i dont want to be like this and always remind myself.
hmm i think i should start to be icy, cold fierce so people wont come and eat me. Always kena bullied. When would these people start to see my loving kindness in me..
Thursday
Oh Becky is here for training, catch up with her buy her the nice fishballs from the handsome hawker. Wanted to bring her to have the mango juice, but well its drizzling and kind of far so went amoy instead.
Have dinner with Janet and Becky at night. hmm fun dinner with interesting stories about chinese language. Now Becky shared with us touching stories of the Sichua earthquake.. hmm I will share with all of u on another item.
Raining again................arrrrg couldnt get a cab for Becky so well Janet took her to take the mrt since she taking.. I took the bus walk back in drizling rain.
oh this rain is making me really moody i think.. cough cough.. oops i think i gotten the cough bug and old time enemy Gastric is back I think....
I been thinking alot especially now I am alone. hmmm I think one day I will probably gone mad with all this thoughts of mine. Maybe I will end up finding myself talking to the wall one day... God help me....
I been losing touch with what I used to do, hopefully the forecast role will bring me back to where I was previously.
Have been sleeping on average 4-5 hours per day.. Thank God for the strength given to me, Thank Jesus too.
My sisters and parents are away on tour so left me all alone in the house. I don't really miss them yet. Opps I know I mean but I kind of enjoy the peace and silence, the room all to myself. Imagine I can just play the workship songs on my laptop blasting it. I can't do that when they are around.. :p
Plus no nagging from my mother. She been nagging me everyday to quickly go find someone. I know she meant well, she don't want to be sure I don't end up lonely by myself. But well I guess I either met the wrong guy or meet the right guy but just ........ well it take 2 hands to claps. To meet someone who can really be ur life mate, life soul partner just isn't that easy. Men are hard to understand, sometimes they are just either block heads, idiots(pardon my language), or well simply pretending. God knows what's on their minds..
Ok back to my week's adventure.
Started with Monday. Thank God for the food that Karen gave me. Her nuo mi fan is really yummy. Was working really really hard concentrating with eyes glued on my laptop when suddenly. Lights off.. oops.. and then back again. My heart went *POP*. Did I hear something, ok I think thats just my wild imagination. Notice the fan is still swinging. Ok probaly just the power supply glitch/dip. Why did it happen at 12 midnight plus and when I am all alone.
Saw Karen on line and tell her, and she laugh at me. I went to find a torch and standby at the table. Just in case if really power supply issues, I won't be in darkness. Play workship songs to calm myself abit. hahah almost wanted to have the lights on in the bedroom but nah I couldnt sleep with lights on.. so well pray in tongues and ZZZZZZZZZZZZZ
Tuesday,
oh mine.. work till past 11 went home. reach home , bathed and start to work agian till 1 pm. Running Nose.... wake up at 2 am with realy bad running Nose, dragged myself up reluctantly. Went all over the place to look for tissue, arrrg can't find any so toilet rolls. I was really cold and wrapped myself in my blanket, my nose feels so terrible, whole body infact.
Wednesay,
wake up feeling much better. oh mine how did i ever wake up at 6 plus and reach office by8am. Have the fearful forecast call, making some boos boos. my team lead caution me again.. i know i just wasnt concentrating and make that boo boo :(
Reach home early, do my laundry.. hoho saw xiao heng online and tell him I don;t want to be like one of my ex bosses. single, alone, workaholic, fierce.. I guess if one has no partner, u can't blame her for being workaholic, having high expectations. Nah i dont want to be like this and always remind myself.
hmm i think i should start to be icy, cold fierce so people wont come and eat me. Always kena bullied. When would these people start to see my loving kindness in me..
Thursday
Oh Becky is here for training, catch up with her buy her the nice fishballs from the handsome hawker. Wanted to bring her to have the mango juice, but well its drizzling and kind of far so went amoy instead.
Have dinner with Janet and Becky at night. hmm fun dinner with interesting stories about chinese language. Now Becky shared with us touching stories of the Sichua earthquake.. hmm I will share with all of u on another item.
Raining again................arrrrg couldnt get a cab for Becky so well Janet took her to take the mrt since she taking.. I took the bus walk back in drizling rain.
oh this rain is making me really moody i think.. cough cough.. oops i think i gotten the cough bug and old time enemy Gastric is back I think....
I been thinking alot especially now I am alone. hmmm I think one day I will probably gone mad with all this thoughts of mine. Maybe I will end up finding myself talking to the wall one day... God help me....
Saturday, October 4, 2008
Kilkenny is not that bitter afterall
I am into my Friday blues again. Don't know why bu tlately I been having the "you are big fat ugly old hag" feeling.
No dates tonight though well my gf did ask me out to join them to support one of their friend who is in the clark quay bazzar, I just don't feel like going.
Went for my massage which I book like a mth ago and cleanly forgotten abt it. Went Daiso to get my contains to put my craft barang barang after this. Still can't find the 12X12 container size for my papers.. hmmm..
Went home feeling lonely and sad. Look around the house and spotted Kilkeny i can't remmeber if I am the one who bought it, well I decide to drink it.. hmm it doesn't taste that bad afterall. Always think its bitter but it isn't bitter tonight, think my life is more bitter maybe. I am being left on the shelf spinning cobsweb again...
No dates tonight though well my gf did ask me out to join them to support one of their friend who is in the clark quay bazzar, I just don't feel like going.
Went for my massage which I book like a mth ago and cleanly forgotten abt it. Went Daiso to get my contains to put my craft barang barang after this. Still can't find the 12X12 container size for my papers.. hmmm..
Went home feeling lonely and sad. Look around the house and spotted Kilkeny i can't remmeber if I am the one who bought it, well I decide to drink it.. hmm it doesn't taste that bad afterall. Always think its bitter but it isn't bitter tonight, think my life is more bitter maybe. I am being left on the shelf spinning cobsweb again...
Tuesday, September 30, 2008
Still
Don't get disappointed when god doesn't give u what you want, for he knows the best time for you to have it.
I really like this song, and been telling myself to remain still, keep still and trust in HIM. No matters what happens, He is with me. Only his love is eternal.
Still
Words and Music by Reuben Morgan
Hide me now
Under your wings
Cover me
within your mighty hand
When the oceans rise and thunders roar
I will soar with you above the storm
Father you are king over the flood
I will be still and know you are God
Find rest my soul
In Christ alone
Know his power
In quietness and trust
I really like this song, and been telling myself to remain still, keep still and trust in HIM. No matters what happens, He is with me. Only his love is eternal.
Still
Words and Music by Reuben Morgan
Hide me now
Under your wings
Cover me
within your mighty hand
When the oceans rise and thunders roar
I will soar with you above the storm
Father you are king over the flood
I will be still and know you are God
Find rest my soul
In Christ alone
Know his power
In quietness and trust
Saturday, September 27, 2008
A lovely story
was chatting with ck and dajie over msn, ck share a story about how her fren Z matchmake his 2 students. Apprently one of his students A like gal B, but is too shy to confess his love for her.
So what did Z do?
He took the opportunity to orgaise a BBQ on his birthday. So the 6 or 7 of them went out to buy things and he purposely separate A and B into a cab. The gal was feeling weird then but didn't suspect anything.
During the bbq, Z decide to play some birthday wish game, saying he will grant some wish. He pull A away and chat with him a long time, and then he come back with A and ask B if he wants to be A's girlfren. If yes, put the hand ontop of A.
And the story ended of cos with the hands held together :)
So what did Z do?
He took the opportunity to orgaise a BBQ on his birthday. So the 6 or 7 of them went out to buy things and he purposely separate A and B into a cab. The gal was feeling weird then but didn't suspect anything.
During the bbq, Z decide to play some birthday wish game, saying he will grant some wish. He pull A away and chat with him a long time, and then he come back with A and ask B if he wants to be A's girlfren. If yes, put the hand ontop of A.
And the story ended of cos with the hands held together :)
Thursday, September 25, 2008
懂得让我微笑的人
作者： 来源：网络文章
懂得让我微笑的人
懂得让我微笑的人
没有比他更有天分
轻易闯进我的心门
明天的美梦他完成
值得让我流泪的人
给的感动一定很深
我心中留下的伤痕
他同时点亮了星辰
懂得让我微笑的人，再没有比他更有天分的人存在。
懂得让我微笑的人，会紧紧的牵住我的手，生怕一松手，我就会消失不见。
懂得让我微笑的人，会在我伤心的时候把我拥进他的环抱，让我一次哭个够，等我哭完了，会跟我说，饿不饿？
懂得让我微笑的人，会在下雨的时候撑起他那偌大的雨伞，为我遮风挡雨，却忽视了落在他左肩的雨滴。
懂得让我微笑的人，会知道我习惯牵着他右边的手，只因为他知道我喜欢站在那一边，虽然他很想用左手牵，因为他晓得心脏在左边，我是他心中最重要的一部分。
懂得让我微笑的人，会在我身体最不舒服的那几天，体贴的送上巧克力和热水袋，虽然什么都不说。
懂得让我微笑的人，他会看到我的眼泪，比起我自己，他会更难过，虽然脸上并没有任何体现。
懂得让我微笑的人，永远知道我需要在睡觉前听他跟我说一句晚安才能安然入睡。
懂得让我微笑的人，在我很需要他在我身边的时候，他都能在我身边守护我。
懂得让我微笑的人，会一眼就看出我是想安静还是想疯一整夜。
懂得让我微笑的人，会记得我跟他说的每一句话，虽然有的只是鸡毛蒜皮。
懂得让我微笑的人，会跟我一起躺在学校的操场上看星星，虽然上海的星空并非十分美丽，虽然的虽然天气冷的可以。
懂得让我微笑的人，走在街上，永远都会让我走在里面，因为他知道我的莽撞。
懂得让我微笑的人，了解我的任性，我的孩子气，却从不计较什么，因为在他心里我还是完美到不行的我。
懂得让我微笑的人，他会记住每一个关于我们间特别的日子。
懂得让我微笑的人，会清楚的知道在我生气转身的时候，多么想要他追过来，就算不说话，静静的和我走走。因为他明白，不久之后我会消气，只要他在我身边。
懂得让我微笑的人，会时不时的跟我发简讯或者打电话，因为他想我了。
懂得让我微笑的人，会知道我多么希望他的时不时发简讯或者打电话，只因为他知道我也在想他。
懂得让我微笑的人，他有太多太多的体贴，不是一次说的够的，所以我静静的一个人分享这些属于我的小幸福。
懂得让我微笑的人，虽然我不知道你什么时候出现，但我会守侯，因为我相信你的存在……
懂得让我微笑的人
懂得让我微笑的人
没有比他更有天分
轻易闯进我的心门
明天的美梦他完成
值得让我流泪的人
给的感动一定很深
我心中留下的伤痕
他同时点亮了星辰
懂得让我微笑的人，再没有比他更有天分的人存在。
懂得让我微笑的人，会紧紧的牵住我的手，生怕一松手，我就会消失不见。
懂得让我微笑的人，会在我伤心的时候把我拥进他的环抱，让我一次哭个够，等我哭完了，会跟我说，饿不饿？
懂得让我微笑的人，会在下雨的时候撑起他那偌大的雨伞，为我遮风挡雨，却忽视了落在他左肩的雨滴。
懂得让我微笑的人，会知道我习惯牵着他右边的手，只因为他知道我喜欢站在那一边，虽然他很想用左手牵，因为他晓得心脏在左边，我是他心中最重要的一部分。
懂得让我微笑的人，会在我身体最不舒服的那几天，体贴的送上巧克力和热水袋，虽然什么都不说。
懂得让我微笑的人，他会看到我的眼泪，比起我自己，他会更难过，虽然脸上并没有任何体现。
懂得让我微笑的人，永远知道我需要在睡觉前听他跟我说一句晚安才能安然入睡。
懂得让我微笑的人，在我很需要他在我身边的时候，他都能在我身边守护我。
懂得让我微笑的人，会一眼就看出我是想安静还是想疯一整夜。
懂得让我微笑的人，会记得我跟他说的每一句话，虽然有的只是鸡毛蒜皮。
懂得让我微笑的人，会跟我一起躺在学校的操场上看星星，虽然上海的星空并非十分美丽，虽然的虽然天气冷的可以。
懂得让我微笑的人，走在街上，永远都会让我走在里面，因为他知道我的莽撞。
懂得让我微笑的人，了解我的任性，我的孩子气，却从不计较什么，因为在他心里我还是完美到不行的我。
懂得让我微笑的人，他会记住每一个关于我们间特别的日子。
懂得让我微笑的人，会清楚的知道在我生气转身的时候，多么想要他追过来，就算不说话，静静的和我走走。因为他明白，不久之后我会消气，只要他在我身边。
懂得让我微笑的人，会时不时的跟我发简讯或者打电话，因为他想我了。
懂得让我微笑的人，会知道我多么希望他的时不时发简讯或者打电话，只因为他知道我也在想他。
懂得让我微笑的人，他有太多太多的体贴，不是一次说的够的，所以我静静的一个人分享这些属于我的小幸福。
懂得让我微笑的人，虽然我不知道你什么时候出现，但我会守侯，因为我相信你的存在……
I think I must be crazy.. Part 2
I just turn down an offer which offers 20% pay increase. Gosh what did I just do? Well after considering and talking to my team lead, a few people and assessing. Guess my heart is still not at rest. Guess its not the time to leave yet.
Right now I am still enjoying my work, yes u hear me complaining about but at the same time, i get excitment and a sense of accomplishment when I concur the obstacles and complete the task.
Well the offer does provides me with alot of such stuff but guess the company itself is not very stable plus sometimes weird odd hours and others....
Though this job does not offer pay increment, yes I know its unbelievable but quoting from one of my controller, in this company people do not work for $$. if yes all of us would have leave long ago.
I trust in the lord, and he would give me the recognition and promotion and he has a great plan for me...
Right now I am still enjoying my work, yes u hear me complaining about but at the same time, i get excitment and a sense of accomplishment when I concur the obstacles and complete the task.
Well the offer does provides me with alot of such stuff but guess the company itself is not very stable plus sometimes weird odd hours and others....
Though this job does not offer pay increment, yes I know its unbelievable but quoting from one of my controller, in this company people do not work for $$. if yes all of us would have leave long ago.
I trust in the lord, and he would give me the recognition and promotion and he has a great plan for me...
Monday, September 22, 2008
I think I must be crazy
I think I must be crazy, don't know why I always like to take the tougher path. Can go to a JC and I end up choosing Polytechnic. Got a place in NTU and I never attend and choose to take ACCA instead.
Got a chance to be at a higher level and turn it down. And now courting my own trouble by taking up more task.. crazy me........................
to be continue.............. now time to rest and talk to Daddy God. He will tell me why I choose this path, and I know he has work out the plans for me :)
Got a chance to be at a higher level and turn it down. And now courting my own trouble by taking up more task.. crazy me........................
to be continue.............. now time to rest and talk to Daddy God. He will tell me why I choose this path, and I know he has work out the plans for me :)
我很想念你
在Rose的Facebook 读到这, 好感动。。。。。。几时轮到我？
我很想念你
我睡不著的时候都会有人陪著我
我难过的时候都会有人安慰我
我想说话的时候都会有人解我
我辛苦的时候都会有人来疼我
我知道我很幸福
谢谢你给我的爱
我很珍惜我们的感情
我不习惯你不在身边的时候,就算短短的几天,我就是不习惯
因为你平常对我太好了,我变得太依赖
快快回家
我很想念你
我睡不著的时候都会有人陪著我
我难过的时候都会有人安慰我
我想说话的时候都会有人解我
我辛苦的时候都会有人来疼我
我知道我很幸福
谢谢你给我的爱
我很珍惜我们的感情
我不习惯你不在身边的时候,就算短短的几天,我就是不习惯
因为你平常对我太好了,我变得太依赖
快快回家
Friday, September 19, 2008
chinese Riddle
Somehow my keyboard, I cant change to Chinese keyboard so had to type in English.
saw this in a friend's msn nick and goggle the answer..I won't want to crack my peanut brain in this middle of the night .. heheee
天鹅飞去鸟不归，
良字无头双人配；
双木非林心相连
人尔结合是自己。
Answer:——————我很想你
saw this in a friend's msn nick and goggle the answer..I won't want to crack my peanut brain in this middle of the night .. heheee
天鹅飞去鸟不归，
良字无头双人配；
双木非林心相连
人尔结合是自己。
Answer:——————我很想你
Wednesday, September 17, 2008
Monday, September 15, 2008
what kind of book are you？
If you are a book, what kind of book are you ? Romantic? Thriller? Mystery? This thought pops up into my head when I was going back to home from church on Sunday.
For me I guess my opening chapters will be easy to read, sometimes interesting and hopefully not boring. As it goes, some of it will be hard to understand, probably only those who wants to truely read through will understand it ie provide the reader wants to know more.
Half of the book will be blank as it awaits for people to fill them up with :). It could your existing friends, new people whom you met, or a life time partner. So what kind of book are you?
若你是一本书,你会是那一类的书呢? 烂漫爱情小说、扑朔迷离？
我想我是一本普通的书。开头是轻松的，精彩的，也许会闷。接下来的章节会是复杂，只有有心人才会体会。书的后半部会是空白的，等待着不同的人完成。也许是新认识的人，终身伴侣，现有的朋友。
你呢，你会是怎样的一本书呢？
For me I guess my opening chapters will be easy to read, sometimes interesting and hopefully not boring. As it goes, some of it will be hard to understand, probably only those who wants to truely read through will understand it ie provide the reader wants to know more.
Half of the book will be blank as it awaits for people to fill them up with :). It could your existing friends, new people whom you met, or a life time partner. So what kind of book are you?
若你是一本书,你会是那一类的书呢? 烂漫爱情小说、扑朔迷离？
我想我是一本普通的书。开头是轻松的，精彩的，也许会闷。接下来的章节会是复杂，只有有心人才会体会。书的后半部会是空白的，等待着不同的人完成。也许是新认识的人，终身伴侣，现有的朋友。
你呢，你会是怎样的一本书呢？
Hmmm so most come true
Well sometime back I was posting a note wishing the gals luck.. seem like my prayer for them came true. Praise the Lord. Am so happy and yes I end up in a cherry mood and the result was:
1 CD by Kit chan
1 CD by Hill Song
1 skirt.
Now thats bad for my pocket. By the way the CD by Kit Chan is really good, all her old lovely songs are in there. Go grab it if you haven't.
If you are asking me what are the good news,Zipped zipped...... You will find out on your own .
1 CD by Kit chan
1 CD by Hill Song
1 skirt.
Now thats bad for my pocket. By the way the CD by Kit Chan is really good, all her old lovely songs are in there. Go grab it if you haven't.
If you are asking me what are the good news,Zipped zipped...... You will find out on your own .
Sunday, September 14, 2008
cute little one..
Heee so happy this is weilin's baby... so cute ah.. yes a baby boy
... Name.. I don't know, cos he hasn't got a name when he is born on 9th Sept 2008..Am so happy for weilin,
Congratulations so happy to see that you and choon kiat are now parents to a cute little boy... oops u can see how happy I am with me mention the word"happy" in this posting Weilin mention that luckily the gynae came in time cos the baby was distress and have to be vacummed out . This reminds me of something. When Weilin msg me in the morning I somehow replied something like: the god will protect you. I don't know why but I somehow replied this. So I believe the lord is protecting her. Praise the lord
The Fox and the lady
I want to watch this show.... those who know me well, will know I like to watch such sort of movies heee.....
Windy Whistle By Alice Lewis
fall asleep now
I will count until you make a wish
softly whisper
quiet magic numbers
conjure up the little sound
that's carried in the wind
when freed it wakes the
trees out of their slumber
windy whistle shiny drizzle
blow the sound away
drum the branches
lead the dances now
you will soon find out the way
to be invisible
hide behind
the smallest leaves
if you wait for long enough
you'll see it happening
they slowly surface
out of the green
windy whistle shiny drizzle
blow the sound away
drum the branches
lead the dances now
windy whistle solve the puzzle
find the secret way
seek the traces
hiding places now
but dont try to tame them
or you'll end the game then
so just count till ten!
windy whistle shiny drizzle
blow the sound away
drum the branches
lead the dances now
windy whistle solve the puzzle
find the secret way
seek the traces
hiding places now
Windy Whistle By Alice Lewis
fall asleep now
I will count until you make a wish
softly whisper
quiet magic numbers
conjure up the little sound
that's carried in the wind
when freed it wakes the
trees out of their slumber
windy whistle shiny drizzle
blow the sound away
drum the branches
lead the dances now
you will soon find out the way
to be invisible
hide behind
the smallest leaves
if you wait for long enough
you'll see it happening
they slowly surface
out of the green
windy whistle shiny drizzle
blow the sound away
drum the branches
lead the dances now
windy whistle solve the puzzle
find the secret way
seek the traces
hiding places now
but dont try to tame them
or you'll end the game then
so just count till ten!
windy whistle shiny drizzle
blow the sound away
drum the branches
lead the dances now
windy whistle solve the puzzle
find the secret way
seek the traces
hiding places now
Thursday, September 11, 2008
Tuesday, September 2, 2008
对的人
gals, 加油吧!
歌词： 《对的人》作词：姚谦 作曲：Keith Stuart 演唱：戴爱玲/本多Ruru/郭品超
你问在我心中 是否还苦恼
那次受伤 否决了爱的好
谢谢你的关照 我一切都好
一个人 不算困扰
爱虽然很美妙 却不能为了寂寞 又陷了泥沼
爱要耐心等待 仔细寻找 感觉很重要
宁可空白了手 等候一次 真心的拥抱
我相信在(这个)世界上 一定会遇到对的人出现(在眼角)
那次流过的泪 让我学习到
如何祝福 如何转身 不要在眼泪体会到
与自己拥抱 爱不是一种需要 是一种对照
能愿意为了一份爱 付出去多少
然后得到多少并不计较当我想清楚的时候
我就算已经准备好放手去爱
海阔天高喔... 耶...
歌词： 《对的人》作词：姚谦 作曲：Keith Stuart 演唱：戴爱玲/本多Ruru/郭品超
你问在我心中 是否还苦恼
那次受伤 否决了爱的好
谢谢你的关照 我一切都好
一个人 不算困扰
爱虽然很美妙 却不能为了寂寞 又陷了泥沼
爱要耐心等待 仔细寻找 感觉很重要
宁可空白了手 等候一次 真心的拥抱
我相信在(这个)世界上 一定会遇到对的人出现(在眼角)
那次流过的泪 让我学习到
如何祝福 如何转身 不要在眼泪体会到
与自己拥抱 爱不是一种需要 是一种对照
能愿意为了一份爱 付出去多少
然后得到多少并不计较当我想清楚的时候
我就算已经准备好放手去爱
海阔天高喔... 耶...
Monday, September 1, 2008
Gals jia you
Hmm what is wrong? I realise my surrounding girl friends seem to be having relationship issues. As to details, sorry am not telling here, to protect their privacy.
what I can do is to keep on praying for ya, He would know and give you the wisdom and to turn all things into good. Nothing is too big a obstacle for him. Now we may not seem to be able to see what he has in store for us, but one day we will see it. :)
That's all i can do for you gals now. I know whatever I advise will be fall onto deaf ears :p, you gals know what is wrong and what you should do but you still choose the path that you want to lead cos you wanna go that path.
I shall keep of you in my prayers.........................as always... :)
what I can do is to keep on praying for ya, He would know and give you the wisdom and to turn all things into good. Nothing is too big a obstacle for him. Now we may not seem to be able to see what he has in store for us, but one day we will see it. :)
That's all i can do for you gals now. I know whatever I advise will be fall onto deaf ears :p, you gals know what is wrong and what you should do but you still choose the path that you want to lead cos you wanna go that path.
I shall keep of you in my prayers.........................as always... :)
Sept has reach...
whoooooooo time really flies.. its Sept 1st today.. oh no 3/4 of the year has passed and I am still a lazy gal with messy things flying around :p...
Hey for those who thought what happen to me when I posted the last post. Don't worry, I was just having a flu+ gastric and was downright uncomfortable. Totally down ===> blue moods==>negative thoughts..
I at my most vulnerable when I am sick. So I think I would probabaly say yes to every request haha, but please don't take advantage of me.....
Now whats up for me
1) My parents wedding photo layout is half way done-- but oh no i think i really did a terrible job, let me see what I can do to salvage
2) A secret mission need to get it done by oct... hmm details can't share yet. in case somehow secrets leak out via this blog :p Oh I am so excited by this...........yeah.....
3) More layouts..
4) My shelfing.. my things are overflowing.. i need to tear down the old bed to make way for some shelves.(mum's not too happy about this) so must do it while hmm maybe this week is a good idea, if she going to stay overnight at my bro's place to take care of the 2 little monkeys
Thats all for now.......
Hey for those who thought what happen to me when I posted the last post. Don't worry, I was just having a flu+ gastric and was downright uncomfortable. Totally down ===> blue moods==>negative thoughts..
I at my most vulnerable when I am sick. So I think I would probabaly say yes to every request haha, but please don't take advantage of me.....
Now whats up for me
1) My parents wedding photo layout is half way done-- but oh no i think i really did a terrible job, let me see what I can do to salvage
2) A secret mission need to get it done by oct... hmm details can't share yet. in case somehow secrets leak out via this blog :p Oh I am so excited by this...........yeah.....
3) More layouts..
4) My shelfing.. my things are overflowing.. i need to tear down the old bed to make way for some shelves.(mum's not too happy about this) so must do it while hmm maybe this week is a good idea, if she going to stay overnight at my bro's place to take care of the 2 little monkeys
Thats all for now.......
Saturday, August 30, 2008
一辈子的孤单
一辈子的孤单 歌手：刘若英
我想我会一直孤单
这一辈子都这么孤单
我想我会一直孤单
这样孤单一辈子
天空越蔚蓝
越怕抬头看
电影越圆满
就越觉得伤感
有越多的时间
就越觉得不安
因为我总是孤单
过着孤单的日子
喜欢的人不出现
出现的人不喜欢
有的爱犹豫不决
还在想他就离开
想过要将就一点
却发现将就更难
于是我学着乐观
过着孤单的日子
当孤单已经变成一种习惯
习惯到我已经不再去想该怎么办
就算心烦意乱
就算没有人作伴
自由和落寞之间怎么换算
我独自走在街上看着天空找不到答案
我没有答案
当孤单已经变成一种习惯
习惯到我已经不再去想该怎么办
就算心烦意乱
就算没有人作伴
自由和落寞之间怎么换算
我独自走在街上看着天空找不到答案
我没有答案
天空已蔚蓝
我会抬头看
电影越圆满
就越珍惜伤感
有越多的时间
就越习惯不安
因为我总会孤单
过着孤单的日子
希望我不是这样.......
我想我会一直孤单
这一辈子都这么孤单
我想我会一直孤单
这样孤单一辈子
天空越蔚蓝
越怕抬头看
电影越圆满
就越觉得伤感
有越多的时间
就越觉得不安
因为我总是孤单
过着孤单的日子
喜欢的人不出现
出现的人不喜欢
有的爱犹豫不决
还在想他就离开
想过要将就一点
却发现将就更难
于是我学着乐观
过着孤单的日子
当孤单已经变成一种习惯
习惯到我已经不再去想该怎么办
就算心烦意乱
就算没有人作伴
自由和落寞之间怎么换算
我独自走在街上看着天空找不到答案
我没有答案
当孤单已经变成一种习惯
习惯到我已经不再去想该怎么办
就算心烦意乱
就算没有人作伴
自由和落寞之间怎么换算
我独自走在街上看着天空找不到答案
我没有答案
天空已蔚蓝
我会抬头看
电影越圆满
就越珍惜伤感
有越多的时间
就越习惯不安
因为我总会孤单
过着孤单的日子
希望我不是这样.......
Thursday, August 21, 2008
What a day
1) Morning MRT always so crowded!!
2) Late evening MRT also crowded.. I tot 8 plus pm I could get a seat from Raffles MRT no luck...
3) I am still puzzled, why this lady came charging into me . Ermmm I am not a man, pls don't fall into me. Anyway I thinks she lost her balance but am still wondering what happen cos I don't recall mrt is jerking.
4)This is the highlight of the day which really makes me not happy. I wonder why did I ever trust people so much. And I wonder why someone can literally forget the words she once said and now denied it and instead quote it into my mouth :( This is not the first time that happened. I wonder why are people so afraid to admit the words that they said. Nah, so I am a badie now. Thank God my other Gf knows her character well and know me well enough. Hopefully she does else she would think I am the abddie...
2) Late evening MRT also crowded.. I tot 8 plus pm I could get a seat from Raffles MRT no luck...
3) I am still puzzled, why this lady came charging into me . Ermmm I am not a man, pls don't fall into me. Anyway I thinks she lost her balance but am still wondering what happen cos I don't recall mrt is jerking.
4)This is the highlight of the day which really makes me not happy. I wonder why did I ever trust people so much. And I wonder why someone can literally forget the words she once said and now denied it and instead quote it into my mouth :( This is not the first time that happened. I wonder why are people so afraid to admit the words that they said. Nah, so I am a badie now. Thank God my other Gf knows her character well and know me well enough. Hopefully she does else she would think I am the abddie...
Sunday, August 17, 2008
Monday, July 21, 2008
God is good
Read about my girl friend and the amazing story of her stolen bag.
http://the-amazing-love-of-christ.blogspot.com/
http://the-amazing-love-of-christ.blogspot.com/
Here's a layout..
There you go WL (our ah ya look alike :) , the last time what u seen on the handphone is too small.... Here's the bigger view. Opps I expose ur identity.. let me know if u want me to remove ya ?
Sunday, July 20, 2008
Therapy
Really need some therapy, have been feeling down.. so went to sign up with a class at Made with Love. so happy last night, managed to finished the canvas. Tried all night just to rescan a old photo and touch it up and reprint, since my sis forbid me from using the old photo, that's the one and only one. (without negative)
Shall upload the photo when I am free.
Oh ya I missed church today, I know its naughty me, I don't feel condemned cos I know He loves me. I just feel kind of sick, feel the pain underneath my tongue. Its my year end close tomorrow and I just hate that feeling of doing work. Actually am working before I start to blog.. :(
Shall upload the photo when I am free.
Oh ya I missed church today, I know its naughty me, I don't feel condemned cos I know He loves me. I just feel kind of sick, feel the pain underneath my tongue. Its my year end close tomorrow and I just hate that feeling of doing work. Actually am working before I start to blog.. :(
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